#steaky problems

[steakyy]

something about both of them blocking me is really sad. it’s not like i didn’t do anything wrong. it’s not like they didn’t do anything wrong either. but it’s sad to have two big, forming pieces of my life just gone.

dumb of me. 

[steakyy]

aggressively deletes something i just spent like 45 minutes writing

[steakyy]

trying to find creative ways to avoid saying “I don’t really enjoy it but I put up with it” while simultaneously not lying and saying “yeah I like it.”

[steakyy]

it’s so hard to pretend to be interested in babies

[steakyy]

man oh man oh man i forgot how many people i randomly followed my dash is a damn mess better fix that shit

[steakyy]

I’m posting this here because I can’t post it on my facebook just yet.

On the 20th of April I’m leaving Australia and going back home to the states. It feels really surreal, I’ve missed home a lot. My partner and I are splitting on decent terms, and we still plan to be friends at this point. Things haven’t been great for me for a few years, and I think I really need some time to be myself instead of with a partner. I only regret dragging everything on for as long as I did.

[steakyy]

i actually just want to be able to screenshot games so i can make a siren bloodcurse blog

[steakyy]

it’s probably completely natural to feel “not good enough” as a human being picking at your scabs will only make you bleed and yet the hardest person to convince is always yourself