An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
FINALLY A NEW CHAPTER it took me so long and im sorry bUT OKAY HERE IT IS
“Don’t you want some sleep?” I asked. Steve looked up and shook his head.
“Like you said, I’ve slept for 70 years. I can miss some,” he answered. A soft sigh left my lips. I sat down in the chair and turned it to face Steve.
“Quit being the salty ass bitch, please. I am trying to care for you, so Bucky doesn’t have to act like our fucking babysitter,” I sighed. Steve looked at me for a few seconds, before shrugging. There was something on Steve’s mind as well. Something made him unable to rest.
“What’s wrong?” I asked. There was a difference between disliking someone and not caring about a person. Even though I did not believe in what Steve stood for and what he did, he did do some good. And he deserved to be happy. It took Steve a few seconds to finally speak.
“How can I possibly rest when I’m fighting my own friends. I know this is easy for you. You don’t really care about the other side of the story. The ‘bad guys’ are our friends. Wanda’s friends, Clint’s friends. We love them and the government has pulled us apart. I love Bucky, and I would do this all over gain in a heartbeat. But the fact that I’m probably hurting the others with it…it pulls on me,”. Steve had tightened his grip around the control wheel. He was suffering, like everybody on this plane. At this moment, the only person who felt the best was probably me. My life already had been a bitch, and this action I got…I felt good. It felt like back home, as if I had a small family again.
“I dislike the crap out of you, just so you keep that in mind. But stop beating yourself up. Steve, they choose the side of the government. They did this to themselves. Just like you, you choose this. If they are your friends they still love you, even though they don’t support your choice. You are a dick, but right now you are doing a good thing,”. Steve kept looking at me for a few seconds with a faint smile around his lips.