Jan 14, 2017
London, you are beautiful
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London, you are beautiful
One day I really hope my bf surprises me with a bajillion balloons in my room for my birthday or our anniversary or just because. Idk it just looks like such a cute thing to wake up to and I want to know what it’s like
Today really has been on of the best days in awhile
Tbh the past week has been great. Got the okay from my orthopedic to take my ankle brace off and stop using my knee brace in two weeks. But my favorite words were “Resume all physical activities” which was perfect cause I wanted to go snowboarding over the weekend.
Did that and I only fell once cause of ice! That’s such a big improvement not many people understand unless they’ve seen me attempt to snowboard in the past.
Applied and heard back from two jobs this week. The first one someone at my job recommended and the second I found on my own. First one I have to do a video interview for with tbh I’m quite nervous for that. Second one wanted to hire me immediately but said to call closer to graduation to see what’s available.
AND probably no more physical therapy after next week.
I’m feeling more and less stressed because I feel like I constantly need to be doing something. All these years of college I didn’t know what the words “I don’t have anything else to do right now” was. It’s definitely strange. Maybe I need to pick up a hobby like working out or martial arts again.
My parents and I were talking about my graduation party and who to invite and they brought up my boyfriends mom. I had to shoot that down right away because subconscious me is smart. In that situation I would feel like the kid of divorce parents cause I want to invite both but they don’t get along and it would just end bad. But I can’t choose to invite one and not the other either cause that would be bad. Therefore, no invite for either I guess.
Am I making the right choice? 🤔
Wishing I could be cuddling with my flu ridden boyfriend instead of being so far away. I would just cuddle the shit out of him these next few days he’s stuck on bed rest if I really could 😢😍
I wish my friends were the type I could go to to rant about something and not feel more shitty after than before
Had to actually try to not cry in front of my boyfriend today cause I'm not ready to go 2.5 maybe 3 weeks without seeing him. I know we'll barely talk because of work and being with family so this is just tough. Even tougher than when I went to Europe cause the time difference made it better for us to talk. Ugh. Why am I emotional about this
Every weekend spent with my boyfriend is great; don't get me wrong about that. But when you're on your period when your birth control no longer helps your cramps and you seriously cannot move without some help from Aleve isn't that enjoyable because you want to do stuff and seriously can't, it sucks. On top of that witnessing having to put a dog down that's been in his family as long as I have really got me. Never have I ever had to put an animal down and that was as hard to witness as going to funerals for certain family members. Now three weekends are going to go by where we don't see each other and I already know we're gonna be barely talking because we're both going to be with family so much. And then when I see him again it's just gonna be another crappy period weekend which I've been trying to prevent no thanks to the lack of help from my doctors assistant. I just wish this weekend went so differently than it did. At least I have one more night to make it up this week and it's a concert night. I just really needed to let that out.