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Ok, first of all, REALLY? ALL OF THEM? XD Gee, thanks. :P
0: Height
I am 5’3 and ¾”. That last fraction is very important! >///<
1: Virgin?
O: Yes. :P
2: Shoe size
Uh… *checks shoe* 7 ½! :P
3: Do you smoke?
Nerp
4: Do you drink?
No and I never want to ^^
5: Do you take drugs?
Look at previous answer :P
6: Age you get mistaken for
Well… I was at the mall with my friend a few months ago and the cashier said he thought I was 13… -.- And freshman always believe I’m 16 at most… I’m 18 everyone.
I’m going to put a page break here for my followers! ^_^ Only read on if you have literally nothing better to do D’: ^_^
7: Have tattoos?
Nope!
8: Want any tattoos?
Maybe. Really depends; size, place, color, pain level, meaning, style…
9: Got any piercings?
Nope!
10: Want any piercings?
Also maybe. If I want any at all, its on my ears in the traditional spot, but the two reasons why I haven’t are a) mother won’t let me and b) I just really like how squishy my earlobes are without holes… :3
11: Best friend?
13th-floorwith-mistyblue ! :D Or Mendi, for short ^_^
12: Relationship status
Takeeeen~ (And by you, no less ;) )
13: Biggest turn ons
Hmm…
PG: Funny humor, good kissing, showing they care, passion for something, sensitivity, random tiny presents, good hygiene, smiling, guys in well-tailored suits, saying good morning/night, close hugs, foreheads/noses touching -w-
PG 13: Biting, winking (idk why don’t laugh at me >.<), warm breathing on my skin/neck, neck kisses, sitting on their lap…. >///< I’m sure there’s more but I’ll leave it to that
14: Biggest turn offs
Uh… Being rude to people, anyone from people who serve you to friends/family, Ignoring me when I talk, scoffing or rolling eyes in a mean way, no passion for anything, not trying to win me if you like me or just having stupid racist or sexist ideas. Idk, meanness. Most other things I’ll forgive, but not that.
15: Favorite movie
Gah, there’s so many!… All of Harry Potter, The Princess Bride, most Marvel, Sherlock Holmes… Idk good movies I can’t think atm >.<
16: I’ll love you if
Hmm… I’ll love you as a friend or close family if you make me laugh, if you show you care, if you get me presents during the holidays which tell me you know of my interests and listen to what I say, if we can hang out and have fun for hours and sometimes we can just both be reading our own books or doing our own thing but in the same room together and it’s nice and not awkward at all. I’ll love you if you love me, if you’re kind, if you are uniquely you no matter who that is and you care for me like I care about you. I’ll love you if you call me up to tell me about your day, or randomly text me in all caps screaming OMG GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED IM SO EXCITED I NEED TO TELL YOU!! I’ll love you if you share your passions with me even if they clash with mine and we can meet in the middle and fangirl over the things we love together, and get excited for each other when good things happen. I’ll love you if you can only email me once a week because you have little electricity in your country but you do it anyways. I’ll love you always.
I’ll love you romantically if you do these things and more; if you’re far away you’ll call me up to talk even if there’s really nothing important to be said. I’ll love you if you talk my ear off about your passion for math or comics or dancing for hours until I get sick of it, and I’ll still keep listening because I’ll love the way your eyes light up when you talk about it. I’ll love you if you treat me like a princess and remind me I’m your sky and stars as often as you believe it to be true. I’ll love you if you are away and tell me you miss me, I’ll love you if you hold me like you never wish to let go, I’ll love you if you have love inside, and I’ll love you on all the bad days too.
17: Someone you miss
The Living: My grandmother Rosita, who lives 8,462 kilometers away. My best friend, Mendi, who I’ve known for almost a decade. My boyfriend, Kyle, who I can talk to about seemingly anything and everything, and I feel comfortable doing so, easily.
The Dead: My father, Francisco, who I only knew until I was nine and only on the weekends. My dog, Sofie, who was my only friend for ten years as I moved very often and couldn’t keep friends. My many siblings, who all died before they could get a name. My friend, Alie, an amazing and wonderful artist who fell to cancer and died before her prime.
18: Most traumatic experience
….. There are so many… I, can’t even pick a top one, and many are repressed memories now… You sure?… Well, fair warning to all my followers for possible trigger content… Ok, here goes…
I used to be abused as a little girl. Very often, by the majority of my family, sometimes still today. My maternal grandmother, when I was 9, beat up my dog over and over and left her bleeding in front of me and made me watch, and left Sofie, my dog, psychologically beaten and afraid of old women for life, until she died. I was constantly forced to live in abnormal living conditions; once, I lived in my grandmother’s basement where, I, a little girl, had to crouch to get into my room. I lived in Peru with my mother and second “father” for months and wasn’t allowed to go to school; in fact, my existence was denied, and so were some of my basic rights. I was beaten back then, I’m still verbally abused today. There are many things that happened to me or were done to me which have left me with possible psychological scars, and make it hard for me to do seemingly normal things at times, because haunting voices of the past tell me a million times over that I’ll never be good enough, that I’m a waste of space, that I shouldn’t even have been born, that I should’ve been a boy, that I am not loved by anyone. Most of these came from the mother I’m too afraid to leave, because she constantly reminds me that I’ll never be able to live a normal life without her, and then bullies me because I can’t do simple things, like drive, or take the bus alone, at the age of eighteen. There’s more, but…. ^_^ I should stop talking now.
19: A fact about your personality
I’m unnaturally bubbly :D And I always try to be nice and kind, or make people happy in any way I can, sometimes going out of my way to help complete strangers. ^^
20: What I hate most about myself
Physically: probably my nose. :P
Mentally: I wish I was stronger, more able to brush things off or be the whole person I could be.
21: What I love most about myself
Physically: My abs :D And my hair ^^
Mentally: My creativity and effortless random talents. ^_^
22: What I want to be when I get older
Hmm… Happy. :)
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)
I only have one, he’s six months old. XD He farts on me a lot, but also laughs when he sees me, so I don’t know… But boy do I love him ^_^
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
My stepdad and I are pretty close, able to laugh about a lot of things, and he gets me at times. My mother and I… We have an unhealthy relationship, let’s just say. ^_^’’
25: My idea of a perfect date
Being with my boyfriend ^///^ Doing things that are fun or exciting or adventurous and new, like seeing a new place, or doing something different :P And then eating something delicious… And finishing up with cuddles and kisses >///< :3
26: My biggest pet peeves
Hmmm…. Stupid people on the internet (who are sexist/racist, or rude, or ignorant in a big way), or ungrateful people, people who are hypocrites about anything. I’m sure there’s other things but I can’t think of them now. :P
27: A description of the girl/boy I like
Hmmm….. How could I describe the boy I like? Without sounding horribly cheesy or ridiculous, too… The boy I like has oceans for eyes. The boy I like has wisps of blond hair that always stick up like a ducklings soft feathers. The boy I like has a smile so wide it could hold up the world. The boy I like is genuinely sweet and caring, with honorable traits that are hard to find in people his age. The boy I like overlooks my silly way of acting, my awkwardness, or my physical flaws, but also sees me for who I am, and accepts me for who I am. The boy I like likes me too, and constantly reminds me of this every single day.
Oh, would you look at that… I’ve gone and made this overly mushy and probably ridiculously embarrassing… (Oh well I’m not changing it it’s all true anyways) (oh well) (moving on) >///<
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
The person I…. The person I dislike the most mocks me when I’m down. The person I dislike the most slaps me when I cry. The person I dislike the most reminds me of my flaws. This person I dislike demands respect yet offers none. The woman I dislike once told me as a child she did not love me. This woman I dislike threatened to kill me because I refused to eat her meal, when I was five. This woman, whom I so forever will dislike, I am forced to love and care for, and I fear the day I must leave her forever, so damaged she has left me.
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend
The only reason I would ever lie to a friend would be for their utmost benefit. For example, I would lie about a surprise party or gift, or I would lie about the whereabouts of their ex so they don’t need to know the bastard is happy. Otherwise, I’ll tell my friend if they have food in their teeth, or should pull down their skirt, or have toilet paper stuck on their shoe. I’ve no better reasons to lie to a friend.
30: What I hate the most about work/school
Hmm… soo many things to dislike. Getting up early, the cold classrooms, the mean teachers and gossipy students. The overload of homework, the bland cafeteria food, and the hierarchy of social class status are no thing to laugh at either. The stress put on each child to get B or higher, the stress to get into college and do well in school and still have a rounded life outside of school are pretty bad too.
31: What your last text message says
“:P have fun with that sweetie. I’m at rehearsal now. :D” from my boyfriend. (That’s you, Mr. Asker XD)
32: What words upset me the most
Hmm… Racist, homophobic or sexist words and phrases, and anything else that is just as mean.
33: What words make me feel the best about myself
What words…. Huh? To describe myself you mean? Uh… Intelligent, good-natured, kind, caring, creative, unique… Idk good adjectives make me happy, I guess? XD
34: What I find attractive in women
Hmm…. Loads of things. Things that makes them unique, their personalities, their talents, strengths, and hell, ability to get through periods every month, every year D’: But otherwise everything about women is pretty :D
35: What I find attractive in men
Hm… lots of things… Again, good traits, and idk, most of the same things ^_^
36: Where I would like to live
In this universe, hopefully
37: One of my insecurities
Hmm…. Not being good enough. Never being able to be good enough and ultimately failing.
38: My childhood career choice
XD I wanted to be a geologist for the bigger part of a decade. :P
39: My favorite ice cream flavor
French Vanilla :3
40: Who wish I could be
Me! ^_^ But idk I feel like Beyoncé is the only other person to be tbh
41: Where I want to be right now
Relaxing in a cabin home, vacation time, mid-summer on a nice breezy day overlooking the mountains. <3
42: The last thing I ate
Chicken tortellini alfredo -///-
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
You know, I already answered this one. :P
(but it was you)(my boyfriend)(but you knew that already)(:P)
44: A random fact about anything
Um…….. I say the word “banana” too often for it to be healthy. :P And and I use “your face” as the comeback for a lot of things when I have nothing better with which to retort XD Yep.
Well, that only took THREE DAYS off an on to answer… XD Uuuughhhh anyways, here it is! ^_^
Always rateful for the asks, my followers, but really? ALL OF THEM?? D’: Gee thanks, boyfriend. :P
