#steyned words

[kimi-no-kaori]

according to this test i just took i have the same personality type as michael Jackson. interesting

[kimi-no-kaori]

how in the hell did my blog get 289 page views on sunday. i am so confused.

[kimi-no-kaori]

I got an intership at Commie subs for timing :D

[kimi-no-kaori]

the googlebot is visiting my blog. oh god

[kimi-no-kaori]

am i the only one that gets pissed off when images with white backgrounds aren't transparent? like every time i see a picture with a white background i drag it just to make sure i'm not missing out on something and am always dissapointed

[kimi-no-kaori]

Nothing I ever do is ever relevant. Everytime I make an impact its always overshadowed by people who do whatever I did better. The reason I never try in anything anymore is that everytime I have tried I never get the slightest bit of recognition even if it was a great accomplishment. Not a sliver. So why try if everytime you do, no one notices. Thats really all I want in life is to be recognized and awarded for my efforts. Something that has pretty much never happened. Makes it worse that I have no father figure to motivate me. No one to desire to grow up to be like. No one to look up to. Until this begins to happen I don't think I will ever be actually happy. I am pretty good at hiding my emotions when I want to and I have been for a while. I'm so unmotivated to achieve anything that I don't even want to continue trying to convey my point. I fucking hate this existence. I'm glad I have my tethers or this post wouldn't exist. A lot of the stuff I have done (nothing relevant) wouldnt exist.

[kimi-no-kaori]

Another dead front for me. Oh well at least she is happy

[kimi-no-kaori]

cries to infinity and beyond