Feb 10, 2018
The fact that people still reblog my silly arcana apprentice warms my heart because nIKO IS FUCKING TRASH
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The fact that people still reblog my silly arcana apprentice warms my heart because nIKO IS FUCKING TRASH
And I’ve turned off notifications everywhere, I’m really not up for a chat right now sry
Nathan 2k16: Several mental breakdowns that eventually cause the biggest loss of their life probably after finally getting answers. And coming off as a toxic person probably, that doesn’t know wtf they’re doing and realizes it afterward and regrets their shit so hard but can’t fix jack now Also Nathan 2k16: Wants to get help 2k17 but what the fuck is going to a therapist without being scared shitless. Summary of Nathan 2k16; Everything they think and do contradicts what they think and do. Where is the wine, but also doesn’t want to damage their liverrrrrr rrrrrrMcFUCK
One song later and I start thinking if he misses me which he probably doesn't, if he scrolls through my instagram or smth which I know he won't do, if he'd change his mind and take me back in the future which is a fuck no? Like proper 2 am sleepless night shit. Fucksake. ..
Going to get prescriptions and I'm still tipsy from yesterday's fuck up. I'm gonna puke is2fg
Honestly so grateful that I have my mom and some of my friends there for me when I’m at my lowest.
Does anyone know a cracked CS6 version that they can hook me up with? I need to do portfolio work touch ups for the next 3 days anD I FORGOT THAT I DON’T HAVE PS ANYMORE HECK YE
oKAY I’VE GOTTEN MY SHIT TOGETHER SORTA AND I’M BACK AND I’M GOING TO DRAW AND hello i’ve missed out on so much and so many of you, I’m sorry for all the angsty posts and rants. I’ll keep my tumblr somewhat less personal again and start working with finishing commissions and some personal pieces once more. THIRD TIME IS THE CHARM??? AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES. I had a really up and down kind of two days so I haven’t gotten the time to reply since I was trying to get my head out of my ass and get to a better mental state, bUT YEAH I’M BACK AND I’VE MISSED Y’ALL. ; ;