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more merch......

smiling Shingi 😳

also

the way he's sitting..... let me see, i beg....

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on twitter (not mentioning here because the fandom here is nonexistent) i’m blocking everyone i see who refers to Shija as a “she”

it’s for my mental health and also because that’s clearly a man ??? just because he has long hair and wears make up it doesn’t mean it’s a woman… also i’ve seen people saying that becaue Shija is in love with Gabimaru it means Shija is a woman, no?? gay people exist… “this is not that type of story” Jikka is bisexual and the tensen have lesbian sex, do you think Shija being gay will somehow affect the story? 😭

also there are some images that just make sense

shirtless child Shija

the way he uses the kimono

nothing underneath the vest + the structure of his arms

and lastly he’s portrayed by men

stage play actor is Sakurai Keito

Voice actor Murase Ayumu

i feel like this very probably will get me blocked by most of the western fandom but that’s fine, it’s just that in canon he doesn’t make sense as a woman, Kaku probably keeps his gender a secret so there’s no shipping art of him and Gabimaru too bad because i’ve been drawing that since 2021

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with yesterdays episode everyone is like “Gabi/Yui 🥰”

meanwhile i’m 🥺🥹💕💕🫶❤️💕🫶 becaue i saw Shija for like 5 seconds

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priorities

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I think it's sad that Shingi isn't as popular as the medicine seller because he's also extremely hot

more people should sexualize Shingi

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It's the Kon team wedding night but Kon 💊 is a virgin and when he finally sees Shingi completely naked for the first time he freaks out because there's no way that will fit in him and he thinks Shingi will break him if he tries to penetrate him

now Shingi has to take him by force

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about my previous tags, I know nobody is asking but I will tell the story anyway because it's a stupid and funny story, funny to me now because I think my parents would be horrified

it was a mix of 2 things:

1) finding an unlocked adult channel that worked at nights (I was an insomniac child)

2) hardcore yaoi

the first one only showed nudes and masturbation but the second one was what fucked me up and somehow I understood that was how it worked between het couples when trying to conceive.

imagine finding and reading gravitation Megamix and papa to kiss in the dark at 11

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I know the light novel is telling us how Shija got to accept his love for Gabimaru but these part is so funny to me because he's so extreme

Poor Kumokiri, the things he had to deal with

the "it's not enough" is still killing me.

But also, i still can't believe that while translating this so many headcanons my friends and i had turned out to be canon 🥹