Deep, complex love stories vs Smut
For me, reading or watching a relationship grow, especially romantic ones, is absolutely my shit. This works hand in hand with friendship and platonic love? Since I have my soulmate that I love too but not like a lover?
I prefer seeing the troubles, struggles, the tiny little happy moments and moments of "ooohh! So that's what I've been feeling.... fuck..." or even refusal to accept the love.
I've been missing that much lately despite me finding a good grasp of very good fics based on that. (Slow burn stories are rare too somehow)
Smut and erotic stuff are nice and I need them for feeling complete with a couple xD it's just my pervy self and the liking of the thought of that Intimacy and new feelings... but like.
It isn't half as good without the precious love story. I always prefer complex, slow burn storiws over smut.
I wonder if this is one of the reasons people have a hard time following my stories. There doesn't happen much R18 before something developed.
Ahh, I just want some more good stories focused on troubled feelings... where it's not as easy to get to your special one.
Maybe I shouldnt think about stories and my own projects right after waking up.
Fml