#sticking through

[scatmon]

Thank God for mum + dad for sticking through together because we don’t know how

[appreciatethedays]

[illsmilefoyou]

tired, tired, and more tired. I've basically just finished my mae9 homework which took forever and thanks to the help of mae9 and group help, I was able to turn it in. It's always like this for this class. This is probably the only class I've ever had where I felt completely clueless and I always need to ask other people for help. I'm not alone though so that's good. Now,........... lol I this was a post for monday lolololol but yeah finished mae9, had midterm, now studying/memorized the periodic table. Interesting day, my electricity malfunctioned and stopped working and so is my fridge but got it fixed and learned i didn't do so well on my midterm. Went to a MASA GBM and then prayer meeting. My mom called and I told her of the prayer meeting. She's pretty much doesn't like me attending the other stuff the fellowship offers because its Christian. I wish she understood it from my perspective. Being in a catholic church all my life, I feel like I actually feel closer to God and I'm learning more than I ever did in Sunday school or any of the masses. I also am more engaged in sunday services and pretty much catholic services are mundane to me. Although I can't officially say I'm a christian, I know that I can't call myself a true catholic. It's basically forced upon me and I never knew anything else so I just went with it even when I understood nothing. I'm pretty sure my mom doesn't know much regarding the inner depth of God and Jesus. I'm learning way more and getting closer to God. I wish she could see that and I actually met one of the staff who came from a similar background as me and she made me feel so much better because I have a strong feeling I'll stick with this and not necessarily abandon catholicism as I'll still go to mass with my family but I'll stick with learning more about Christianity. Anyways, all we really do during mass is pray which isn't a bad thing but I can ask each of the people in my family a strong religious question and they probably wouldn't be answer it or just be tongue-tied. I also have a retreat before thankgiving something tells me I'm not going to tell my family about that..... and same with the LA trip I'm getting kbbq in LA this sat. yeeee I haven't had it in a while and I really like cooking the meat. :3