I'm having a pretty messed up christmas eve and will most definitely be offline until this mess is sorted out. I wouldn't want to get unnecessarily mad or upset at anyone because of misguided feelings so instead I'm going to stay away from social media for the time being and calmly reflect on my life choices and by that I mean I'll be punching a wall for good couple of minutes then crying and contemplating how one family a family I'm not even a part of can screw me over this much within the span of five years while slowly trying to regain hope in humanity. Because it's really hard to believe in good will and peace on earth when you've been getting continually screwed over by a pastors family I'm done I'm just so done I can't do this I'm leaving. I'm just going to try to calm down and hope that you all are having a better christmas eve then I am and that your thoroughly enjoying yourselves because hell you guys deserve it.