happy birthday technoblade 🩷
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happy birthday technoblade 🩷
Just some rambling.
Visiting my mom after being quarantined. Its nice to be out of the house but visiting the parents house still is just so hard. I used to share space with my Dad on the couch and it just feels so empty without him around.
Its 10 months this week since he passed. Its two months until I get married. I never was the sort to imagine a wedding as a kid but one thing that was a constant was that he would be walking me down the isle.
I still just feel so lost about it all.
Like to what? LIKE TO WHAT?! AW DAMMIT!!
Listening to a YouTube pick a card tarot reading for messages from your spirit guide & doing a reading with my guide at the same time and at the same moment that she was telling me to let go of my ex best friend and release myself from our terrible cycles, the lady in the video was saying that I’d encounter more soulmates soon & find connections that’ll be good for me
tbf i wasn't really at all hurt by anything as much as the deadnaming at that point
happy birthday håvard.
Sometimes I scroll through my blog and I wonder why I keep reblogging all these S4-posts. And then I think back to how foolishly excited I was about S4 during the last months. Just sort of trying to make the best of it? God, I'm so tired. And I don't ever want to be excited about a new series of anything anymore, about a new movie or whatever.
...Oh, y, yes, I forgot to mention. Slipped my mind completely, ahaha! I was, uh, stabbed. About a week, a week or so ago. S-shoulder, in the shoulder, I was stabbed. I’m doing better, to be certain. But, ah... yes. Apologies for the absence.