Soooo Update: It’s not really 2019 yet, not for me, I’m living in a groundhogs-day-esque loop but instead its a New-Years-Eve-2018 loop. Waking up each day still sooo sick 😷 and dealing with so much body pain which now doubles or triples at every cough, sniffle & sneeze. Throw in some issues trying to sleep and I’ve officially hit my limit 😫 I had to reschedule therapy & my psychiatrist appts, I can’t make art, I can’t even think. Just writing this is taking too much energy. I should be excited about renovations and picking out appliances, thinking about my birthday at the end of the month, and making new stuff ~ not just barely surviving day after day. Starting the year off like this is just not fair to 2019 so I’m waiting until I’m better to begin the new year 👍 sorry for lack of everythingggg #prettynobody #lifeupdate #stillsupersick #stillin2018 #halp #btvs #oncemorewithfeeling #omwf (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsPCZugnmvI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4lb7oo6wsvkh