I fear this would be their dynamic

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I fear this would be their dynamic
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Well.
I like to imagine this would have happened after they first got together in like part 22.
Anyway here’s a little doodle I made while watching a movie today. Realizing I can draw whatever I want is super fun.
STISAU extras - I love imagining them in mundane situations. :.) my boys
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social anxiety FEARS Simon nolastname (and grace fears social anxiety)
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ok ok a little bit more that I wanted to into after the last chapter. a wee little ramble, if you will. I'm gonna go through a couple panels, talk about them, elaborate, all that jazz.
with these panels, with Simon scrunching his face and tensing up, I wanted to give the impression that he was physically restraining himself, with multiple goals.
Goal 1: Don't hit anything, there are buttons all around you. Goal 2: keep your hands on the controls, keep the ship stable, if it makes an unexpected jostle, Grace could die. Goal 3: Don't accidentally hurt your hand more that Grace just kindly wrapped for you.
Simon literally going through the stages of grief. Denial, anger, bargaining. This is because, here, he truly believes, Grace could die. At the end, he is quite literally, PLEADING with Grace, for Grace's life.
Simon has.. never, in his entire relationship with Ryland, been this genuinely FURIOUS with him.
When Grace left him alone in San Francisco, he was at his lowest, but he was never truly furious with Grace, he was mad at himself. He was depressed and sad and frustrated.
Simon, this ENTIRE relationship has prioritized communication, trust, and Grace has, singlehandedly, torn down Simon's entire image of him.
He has broken not one but two promises for his own self gain. Grace sees himself as doing the right thing, hes saving them both time and effort. Simon sees him as a suicidal fucking lunatic that just smashed his heart into a thousand tiny pieces.
Ever since Simon got out of his terrible, intensely traumatic childhood situation, he has trying to repair the damage. He puts so much fucking emphasis on just PROMISES, TRUST AND COMMUNICATION, in his relationships with other people, because without them he is fucking lost.
Because he needs to feel in control, he needs to feel secure and safe and loved and respected because maybe that's what he never had. Grace knows this. Grace acknowledged this. They have had many conversations about it. And he THROWS IT TO THE SIDE to spare them some time, and that BREAKS simon.
He's lost in the woods.
Grace has always been somewhat of a beacon for him, the model for which to remind himself that good things can happen to him. And it is shattered. Grace betrayed him. Like everyone else did *wink wink nudge nudge future reveals to happen*
To him, it is, absolutely unforgivable.
Maybe I'm repeating myself but its just AHSGJADLHJG this au makes me so crazy. Aftermath of this shitshow to come.
In my comic, back when BloodyMary was on earth, I imagine Simon would have brought Ryland over to his apartment for dates hangouts and Ava and Jack (his roommates) would just have inserted themselves into it. Over time he would just become a part of the group, since Simon just kept inviting him and no one ever told him to go. They're friends. :)
This is them watching a movie
Anyway I made this doodle it's really rough but oh well..
I drew the yaoi might as well put it on the internet forever
guys i think simon might have a crush on grace... guys..
*suggestive warning in the tags