Hey guys! It's been a while since I've posted I know! Sorry my life has been a little crazy lately, especially since I went to Boston this week to visit my best friend J. (Obviously no full names here I mean this is the Internet right?) So anyway I wanted to tell you all this ingenious idea that I had while smoking tonight! I was thinking about how often I've been smoking lately with the only purpose being the effects I get from the high: feeling relaxed, comfortable, lessens my pain and stomach aches, etc. and how this weekend I didn't smoke once just to get high. I was smoking because it was fun, I was enjoying myself, it just felt right. And that's when I realized that I had been smoking for all the wrong reasons lately. I had been smoking like an addict. Someone who NEEDED to get high.
So because of this epiphany I decided to make smoking alone more enjoyable. I know that the stress of being at home away from all my friends is going to make me feel the need to get high more often. Therefore I am going to create a "Stoner Corner" in the corner of my room where my bed is. It's going to have hippy shit and stoner stuff, but it's also going to be inspired by my best friends, who smoke of course. It will be full of quotes from them. They've all been writing me letters of inspiration and shit to help me get through. I love them so much.
I digress. This corner isn't going to be your average stoner corner. It's going to be my happy place. The place where I can go whenever I need to get away from this place and just be hopeful of what will come. It will be my safe haven.
I'm super psyched to start planning it to show you all!