October 26th, 2013
I've come to the realization lately, that you can't push things. You can't try and make yourself do something that you aren't ready to do. You can't try and fall in love just cause you're lonely, just like you can't push yourself to write if you have nothing to write about, because instead of a masterpiece you'll get a mess. You have to let it flow.
I will not be able to tell myself enough that I need to focus on myself, because every time I try and do this, I distract myself from it by setting my sights on something completely different. I haven't done it in so long, and I don't even think that I know how to anymore. I'm trying to just sit back and surround myself with the things I love, like writing, music and my friends and family and just take what comes, but it's much harder to just go with the flow than it seems.