#stormy forecasts

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How many people actually care about the random stuff I post/say/ramble about?

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Sometimes I wonder how many people online see me as a friend and how many see me as just someone they talk but not quite friends

Not in a bad way just in a curious way

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Two whole pokemon centers

And not a single one had my favorite Pokemon

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Sometimes there are these people who I think I'm friends with??? But like I don't talk to them often

I wanna talk to them more

They're allowed to be insane in my dms

I encourage it in fact, I love talking to people

But like I never wanna reach out first cause what if they think I'm weird? Or like what if they see me on their dms and are like "Why is this person dming me?' or when I do send a dm they're just not interested in what I have to say. Idk

I don't want the other person to feel obligated to reply. I just don't wanna waste their time??? Or maybe it's a I don't wanna be somewhere where I'm not needed.

[cloudyrain143]

Traveling sucks sometimes.

It sucks even more when I went on a hike earlier in the day.

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There's so much thunder (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

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It thunderstorming fuck fuck fuck fuck-

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I don't know

I'm kinda just going through it right now

Might go back to lurking instead of being active on this account