remember when leorio apologized to gon and killua for not being there for them during the chimera ant arc? and how he thinks hes useless and selfish even though hes studying medicine so he can heal people free of charge and how he thinks hes stupid even though he developed nen techniques so good that ging, one of the top five nen users was impressed by them and copied them? and how leorio is the first adult that killua can trust and for tha exact reason their friendship starts off rocky but leorio never stopped viewing him as a kid and never hesitated to yell at illumi for him and was ready to fight illumi to protect gon? and how he yelled at the phantom troupe face to face, how he yelled at a completely enraged kurapika? how he never stopped trying to look out for kurapika? how he punched ging in the face because he was such a bad dad? how leorio let dozens of snakes bite him so that he could warn gon and kurapika? how leorio values human life and especially that of his friends over anything else? how leorios heartbeat is calm and nice and how hes constantly trying his best but still never feels like hes enough? huh?