hakkai and when i’m having serious conversation and they’re looking at their phone or like not giving the conversation the attention it needs, hopefully that makes sense.
you and hakkai end up on people's court because he gets famous on youtube, tiktok and onlyfans and he tries to sue you for refusing to let him vidlog your entire life and you countersue for electrical bills, damage for when people come over and throw ragers and for emotional distress due to having to interact with jake paul
i’m sorry your weeks been soo long/stressful. my fingers are crossed that next week is better, and also that you’re able to get some rest tonight
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I just want you to know I've had such a good week! Thank you love, I'm doing great and having a great time! I've gone on walks, had ice cream, wrote a bit, got back into MysMes, and went camping last weekend in the rain.
Today I let myself romanticize my life, rolled down my windows in the pouring rain, and blasted my favorite songs while cruising in the car. It was AWESOME.
I hope you're having just as much fun wherever you are, and that life treats you well this week too! <3
😳 if you don’t mind me asking what makes “full force” yandere appealing? hopefully that doesn’t sound rude but i’ve always wondered what the appeal might be
I don't think you came off rude at all, it's a genuine question! I guess it really depends on what you view as "full force." For context I'm gonna assume you're referencing my last post before bed last night lol. To me, the appeal of being chased by a crazy obsessed yandere is literally just that- the chase, the adrenaline, the possibility of both being caught and getting away with consequences either way. The kidnapping aspect also appeals to the feeling of being taken away from a situation that may feel like it's too much, and the yandere "saving" their object of affection from that situation, if that makes sense? The idea that someone is so obsessed and "in love" with me that they look past my flaws and smother me in affection and dote on me constantly pretty much sums it up.
But I should emphasize that above all else, it's appealing to me because it's fictional. I don't want to be in that situation IRL. I'll put more under the readmore, but I get wordy when I try to explain things, sorry lol.
I kind of explained this with Villain!Deku a long time ago, but I liked Villain!Deku because he screams control freak to me among other things like calculated, cool, and concise. Whereas I felt like I lacked total control in my life at that time, Villain!Deku gave me a fictional outlet to feel like I could have some sort of control back because that was what I saw as the fundamental core of his character (in my interpretation, anyways).
It's a little bit of a similar situation with Yandere!Izuku, but a different concept instead. Yandere!Izuku is more of an...affection oriented type of situation? Generally speaking, I like the idea that I have someone's attention 24/7, that they'd be willing to go to the ends of the earth and back for me, that they couldn't bear to lose me. It feels almost reassuring? that someone would be that loyal to a fault, that they wouldn't ever give up on me and are willing to protect me, even if there's a chance I could get caught in the crossfire of their "love."
This probably all stems from feeling unloved, unheard, and unseen. A lot of people use fiction to make up for what they feel they lack IRL, myself included, so a lot of times if you look at the themes and repeating patterns in authors' work, you can kind of gauge their life a bit. This isn't always the case though and that's kind of besides the point, but what I'm trying to say is that Yandere!Izuku is a way of giving myself what I feel I am lacking. It's also just fun to me to experiment with horror themes and write yandere in itself, so it gives me a creative outlet as well!
I suppose the bottom line for me is that it's both fun and creative to write, and I like the idea of being smothered in love and affection when I often feel like I don't deserve it or that I can't have it.
I hope that helps! I am always happy to elaborate on anything and and over explain things any day lmao. Thanks for asking though! <3
