#stressed to hell

[stevenuniverseanewchapter]

If your curious why I've not updated this week, im working a lot more and also going to the doctor to get some physical testing and mental health evaluation that i desperately need.

I have to see a rheumatologist and a psychologist. So I'm a little stressed and my mind is else where.

Love yall, and thanks for waiting I may have to cut my panels down to one page per week as doing two honestly has been killing me.

[stevenuniverseanewchapter]

I live 20 minutes away from Minneapolis

- all i gotta say is pray for me and for minnesota’s fast and safe recovery...- those who do not know what is going on just look up Minneapolis riots. It’s getting bad here. I hope anyone who lives in Minnesota like myself to stay safe.

[starathsbunker]

I have to take my hospital-grade medicine today just to function calmly. I haven’t needed it for at least six months.

I am not impressed.

[fox-and-roses]

This is why my card bounced at the store. I'm not sure what happened, I think an auto pay went through, and I'm out. I hate this. I don't have rent, I'm in the process of begging my abusive family who disowned me to help. I can't wait till I start working. I'm excited to work. (If anyone would like to donate or commission me for an herb pouch/witchy bag, please PayPal or contact [email protected]. Any money I receive will either be refunded in full when my job starts or donated to a cause. And I will/can provide receipts)

[illanabehir]

this is not fun and i want to murder something

maybe i'll workout now

[girlsgoneoscarwilde]

Today has been just awful, but I'm glad so many people care about me. So I suppose there's always good with the bad.

[edemyl0ve]

i swear one of my friends is so heartless

she and i are talking about homestuck, and why the game was a bad idea

i mean i can understand why sburb was a good thing too

but but

okay lemme play it out for y'all 

Lilly: you see, sburb absolutely ruined their lives-

Zoe: no it didnt, lilly calm down

Lilly: must i say it again? they were ripped from their lives-- which they had no problem about-- and forced to become literal GODS, leaving their parental figures and others to DIE without even a slight goodbye

Zoe: So?

Lilly: oh my god you arent putting these things together are you

Zoe: I am, i just dont see why you're so spazzy about it

Lilly: it's because i feel pity, Zoe. I admit, i feel pity about characters that dont exist, but i would feel pretty damn bad if i were in their shoes.

Zoe: you feel pity for them.

Lilly: thats what i just said.

Zoe: You aren't making any sense.

((this is the point where i hesitate from throwing my cell phone out of the window))

Lilly: Okay, please tell me what isnt making sense to you.

Lilly: And if you say "i dont understand why you're so emotional about this", this conversation is over.

Zoe: Why would anyone feel pity towards a made up character going through something thats nearly impossible?

Lilly: Unlike you, friend, i feel feelings and sympathize with people whenever possible, even resorting to empathizing. 

Zoe: ok

At this point, i did throw my phone on the ground. 

That was only a little of it.

I deal with this almost everyday, but on our best of days, shes one of my oldest irl friends. 

What should I do?

[kingdom-of-rikus]

Well my day was shit how about yours