I think I prefer angst turning into fluff, if that makes sense? I definitely like happier things, because life has enough angst in it already, but I won’t deny that there’s a little part of me that lives for the ‘discovering x muse hurt’ or any sub-types of that trope ahahah >.>. I’ve had to grow/heal past some of my own past troubles though, so I’m still figuring out exactly what I like/am okay with writing and what I’m not, but I think I’m getting better about it!
Rpers I look up to, oh boy. @wasscared back on their Ten blog is someone I’ve followed... I think the whole time I’ve been in tumblr rp? I’ve moved blogs a few times then, followed kind of at a distance because I had a bunch of issues then, but GOODNESS her writing and positivity kept me going, and seeing that beaming positivity given to anyone who needed it shaped the way I wanted to interact with my tumblr friends, and any community I became a part of in the future, honestly. (This sounds really cheesy, and I’m a little sorry but also not sorry :P)
@madamdirectcr is the person who got me into writing on tumblr in the first place, and I’ve written with her for like.... 10 years now I think? Every muse I’ve ever picked up, she’s given a chance and loved, and I worked hard to do the same for her. I know that my writing grew a LOT thanks to her, and I will always appreciate and remember fondly all the times we’ve had, and the ones yet to come!
@intrepiidity, @laverginedegliangeli, @ofthecontinuum, @thefifthtm, @therapardalis are all also people i SUPER look up to and love the writing of, and I know there’s many more that I can’t think of right now but I swear I love all of you. These are some of the people who have really kept me going despite everything though, and I definitely owe you all special thanks, and want you all to know how much I appreciate you.
Something I like about my muse is a bit hard, given the multimuse aspect. I’d like to say that almost every muse I’ve ever been able to/wanted to write though, had a caring/found family aspect that plays strongly into either what they want, or what they provide for others (even if some of them would deny that as vehemently as possible). Due to past stuff, i’m a VERY strong believer of the family you choose possibly being better/healthier than the family you’re born with, and that people should be allowed to build those better families in their lives. Just about everyone wants somewhere to belong, a friend, a safe place, and I love playing with those dynamics.
Of course, I also really love that most of my characters are SASS masters and I will never not love me some chaotic charmers haha.