Scott sat in his office with the lights off, head throbbing so hard he felt like he was going to be sick. His skull was splitting and he buried his face in his arms. He couldn’t keep the imagine of lifeless marble blue eyes from staring back at him, fevered dreams of death, and the whispered voices of the people he loved dying because of him. All his fault. He couldn’t save any of them and he watched them all die.
No! The alpha wrenched his thoughts away. He’d blocked it out, blocked out everything that had hurt and hid in his own mind back when he felt safe and the world was still hopeful. He couldn’t go back there, Stiles was going to need him to be strong and make the right decisions. They’d tried so hard and they still weren’t safe, a random fluke could have taken Stiles away and made those awful visions come true. They were both trapped and there was no way out.

















