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[aceshaunlimited]

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[aceshaunlimited]

#acesha Rocking a #studdmuffin #turban #aceshaunlimited xoxo

[tashaaalee]

For you....

I miss you. Do I ever cross your mind? Does your heart skip a beat when you hear my name? What does go through your mind when you hear my name? Do you miss me? Do you miss us? Do you still love me like you once did? I wish I could talk to you. Just have a few hours where we could sit and talk. About anything. I miss talking to you. I miss our conversations. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh and your smile. The few times I've seen you I wanted to hug you so tight and never let you go. So many memories replay through my head, where we were this time 2 yeaers ago, or 3 years ago, hell, even 4 years ago. Our life together was perfect, but then again we were in high school and everything seems perfect in high school. All the pictures we took over the years remain in safe keeping. They will forever mean so much to me. I miss your hugs, your touch and your presence. I miss laying in bed with you and watching movies, taking pictures, laughing at your brothers and playing with Roscoe. I miss your family, I felt more at home with them than with my actual family. I miss playing videos games with you (not that i played much) and acting ridiculous. I miss being able to be myself around you. You knew me inside and out. My struggles, my achievments, my ups and downs. You knew absoluetly everything about me. When I see you my heart skips a beat, I cant breathe and I shut down for a second. Do you ever realize it? When i hear your voice through the house my heart starts to race and I wish you would speak to me. Do you ever realize it? I try to get myself to talk to you but i just cant. The fear of rejection is just too over-powering for me to even have the courage to look at you. Do you ever realize it? I tell your mom all the time how much i miss you and i love you. She understands. Does she ever tell you? Our prom picture still sits in your living room, do you ever look at it and miss me? All I want is few hours to where we could go back to how things used to be. Christopher Evans Amaro I will always love you. You will always be my high school sweetheart and I will always love you unconditionally. You will always be on my mind and in my heart. I just wish I could tell you everything thats on my mind instead of having to post on Tumblr, but this is whats its for right? My deepest secrets and feelings on social media because i cant even get myself to tell an actual human being. I hope we find eachother again some day. iloveyou. forever.

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a real studdmuffin started following me on here today. seriously that's his username.