#studyblrbutcursed

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I have to write at least 5 more pages of my thesis before tomorrow for my advisor to not be super annoyed so just kill me now I guess cause it’s gonna be a long fucking night

Fueled by rage at this point tbh my advisor is a fucking nightmare

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When I said that reading the Opus Dei handbook (Catholic sect) was an intense experience I meant it. 

“If you realize that your body is your enemy, and an enemy of God's glory, since it is an enemy of your sanctification, why do you treat it so softly?” 

“Where there is no self-denial, there is no virtue.“ 

“So now it's tears! It hurts, doesn't it? Of course, man! It was meant to.“

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Being in intellectual history and trying to get anything published is like, this is great but it’s too philosophical! Or, this is interesting but what about [insert random topic that is Not Relevant in any discernible way]

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I’m gonna win at thesis (something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve)

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my partner who is graduating in a month just told me im in my ~graduation era~ which is 1) objectively funny because im on the spring/fall track (i.e. will not be graduating until December), 2) unintentionally condescending in the cutest way possible, 3) NOT helping with my motivation to actually get my thesis done

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By the end of finals week I will have written a total of 55 pages...fml

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How does one do a reasonable amount of research??? do yall just know when to stop???

all I do is consume information

help

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currently at the level of academic brain rot where I couldn’t remember what the crusades were called but I somehow knew I could get the answer by googling Pope Urban