I have reached the point where I cannot tell if my expectations are too high or if I am not functioning well….then I remember it’s been *maybe* two months since I was hit by a car so I think I’m going to go with — I need to take it easy.
Program updates! — back in the city that excites (& stresses) me (cue Empire State of Mind).
• I am attending births once again well come March, but this is step one in my plan to erase the “no good very bad days” away.
• I finally bit the bullet and accepted an offer for a position to gain more public health experience under my belt.
Still in the wonky do I stay or do I go phase but flirting with the idea of some programs in Canada or maybe the Midwest, cost is a major factor but so is the ever present issue that I do not want to drive.
Marathon wise, I officially begin training in March but I’ve been happy running again. I’m nowhere near the shape I was in before the crash but here’s to steady strength building.
Notes, reading, emails and chai oat lattes for the rest of the day before I head to Pilates and try to remind my core that it was once a powerhouse.
