Is it really tough? Not really but that was the first thing that came to mind so that’s that.
Right now, I’m battling with my emotions. Emotions to get myself working for my upcoming tests and emotions to handle the results of my interview and fate for the next 22 weeks of school. It’s a tough time mentally but I know I can get through this if I put my mind to it.
Firstly, to sort out my emotions for the upcoming tests, I’ve decided to list all that I have to revise. Some are about a week away and some 3 weeks away. Nevertheless, I need to start preparing early otherwise I’m going to kill myself from my worries. Here is the list of shizzles I have to complete: I can’t get around to posting clear photos in between my texts and it irks me so i resorted to this :’) Please refer to the top picture thanks. Now that I know I have a shit ton of stuff to complete, I hope my mind will get into work mode from tomorrow onwards.
Secondly, to sort out my emotions for the upcoming semester. So it is time for me to either be posted into an internship or final year project (fyp). I’m really hoping to be accepted for an internship position at a huge company that I attended a interview for. It was my first ever official interview at a company and I was super nervous but I managed to go through 2 interviews and an aptitude test. Despite my nerves, I feel that I performed better than expected. Also, the whole day in general was surprisingly pleasant. I went for the interview with 11 other classmates/coursemates and it served as a great bonding session for all of us as we chatted in between our interviews, joking around and laughing really loudly until we had to be shushed a few times. If I do not get accepted into this company, it is highly likely that I will be doing FYP and that’s not exactly my ideal situation. However, if I have to do it, I will put in my utmost effort. I believe that everything happens for a reason so I will trust that my stars will align themselves and lead me to my destination. The results will be out this week and I’m a wreck. I dream of the outcome every night and it’s affecting my quality of sleep badly. I guess I really want this quite badly. I hope it works out and I’ll keep y’all updated in a weeks’ time on my study progress and the results!
I CAN DO THIS!!! ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO IS STUDYING 💪💪 PUT IN YOUR BEST EFFORT AND YOU WILL REAP WHAT YOU SOW! LET’S SUCCEED IN OUR OWN LITTLE WAYS THROUGH HARD WORK 💗