Jan 2, 2025
Me: GOOD GOD WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING TODAY Me: I CAN'T MOVE, I CAN'T THINK, I CAN'T EVEN LIE IN BED COMFORTABLY BECAUSE ADJUSTING THE PILLOWS IS HARD AND EVERYTHING'S CLUTTERED AND 😫😭🤬 Me: … Me: *checks weather* Me: OOOOHHHHH.
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Me: GOOD GOD WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING TODAY Me: I CAN'T MOVE, I CAN'T THINK, I CAN'T EVEN LIE IN BED COMFORTABLY BECAUSE ADJUSTING THE PILLOWS IS HARD AND EVERYTHING'S CLUTTERED AND 😫😭🤬 Me: … Me: *checks weather* Me: OOOOHHHHH.
Me: I think autumn's almost here! The wind is cooler and the leaves are changing and I have that nostalgic flu-y weak rubbery feeling deep in my bones 😊
Friend: uh, what was that last part?
Me: You mean you don't get that?
Friend: No…
My Brain: It's yooou, silly, it was always your CFS 👻
it is getting warmer right now, which means that some of the little spring buglets are coming out. just harmless little itty bitty comma-sized winged beetles in my blanket sometimes, I have no idea what they're called. They don't bite or anything. I find them creeping on me sometimes and let them go.
but since it's warmer, (and VERY ABRUPTLY WARMER at that) my chronic fatigue syndrome is acting up, and one of the symptoms of that is that I feel phantom crawly sensations (it's a phenomenon called formication)
so, sometimes the tickly feeling is a bug, and sometimes it's my stupid nerves, and IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY 😭
The weather has been kicking my butt lately, but yesterday I felt okay enough to venture out to the end-of-summer fair going on downtown and eat some awesome food with Luka.
Still kinda full of flare ache and misery but OH GOD WORTH IT
man just looking at the pictures makes me sad I ate it already....
uuhuuuugghhhhhhhh i feel so achy and bad
cfs is really hitting hard today
c'mon body knit back up i wanna write stuff
Found a Rainbow!
This was from a couple days ago, as a tornado warning showed up and left me feeling like crap. I'm still feeling a bit flarey, but not so much that I can't mess with pictures:
Red-Orange-Yellow: (PINK!)
Green-Blue:
Purple-PINK!
And bonus rainbows:
I HAVE WASHED DISHES AND MADE DINNER IN SPITE OF THE AGONIES
happy disability pride, i did fifteen minutes of cycling for the first time since freakin' February and I did not keel over whoooo
I've been using videos like these so I'm not just staring at the blank wall with every second dragging by in pure agony. And I did it! yaaaay time to reward myself with delicious water