oh my gosh today was terrible
I had to go to a psychiatrist or a phsycologoist I don't know the difference but he was really bad and I hated it
like I've been to him before but this time was different cause before it was always about suicide and stuff but now it's about gender and he was just so frank
and like he was asking like "what do you want to wear" and "so do you want different genitals" and "do you want breasts" and I'm ust like i don't know i don't know i don't know please stop asking me your old and this is weird and i just don't trust you (though tbh i don't trust anyone really older than me about gender and stuff) and idk just let me be me please
and it was just all that
at least I was able to get a pillow that feels nice afterwards
