STEP BY STEP
inexperienced!matt x reader
part 1
⚠︎︎ 1.5k+ words, dry humping, grinding, virgin matt, gentle reader, finishing in pants
summary: after six months of only kissing, you finally make a move on matt and discover that behind his confident front, he’s completely inexperienced, leading to the start of something much more intimate
you’ve been dating matt for six months now, and they’ve easily been the best six months of your life.
he’s nothing like your past relationships. with matt, you can actually picture a future, and the thought of being away from him is painful.
but all you ever do is… kiss.
not that kissing him is something to complain about, obviously. the way his cheeks grow hot and how his hands fumble over your body is addicting. you could kiss him 24/7 if he’d let you. but still, you’re just a girl, and your body aches for more.
matt has never once initiated any more than that. you’ve always assumed it’s cause he’s a very shy, awkward boy; even though he carries himself like a confident, experienced guy.
his dirty jokes and the books on his shelf that are anything but innocent would make you think he’s the kind of guy who’s done it all before, who knows how to please a girl.
but a whole six months in with nothing more but making out? you’re starting to realise that maybe you’ll have to be the one to push things forwards, which is not your usual role. you’ve never made the first move.
but with matt, you want him badly enough to try.
-
the sturniolo household, matt’s bedroom and his lips against yours had become your safe space. and right now, you’re awkwardly sat cross-legged on his bed in front of him as you make out.
the kiss is quite tender and careful, like he’s scared he’ll do something wrong. you can practically feel the flustered heat of his cheek against yours. he kisses like it’s all he knows, like he could live off of it. maybe that’s part of the problem.
the angle you’re at is so awkward, both your backs are slightly hunched over and your hands on your laps.
you decide to shift over, gently climbing into his lap to straddle his thighs. anything closer than kissing feels like heaven.
however, matt pulls back with such force that you’d think he’s been burnt. he stares at you, wide eyed and confused.
“w-what are you doing?” he laughs awkwardly, trying to hide his nervousness. “you’ve never done that.”
you blink at him, a little startled by the reaction, but laugh reassuringly. “relax, my back was killing me, that’s all. this is more comfortable. it’s okay right?”
he nods rapidly and clears his throat. “oh- yeah, course”
he eventually leans forward to kiss you again, he can’t be away from your lips for too long. his hands stay planted on the sheets beside him.
you’ve never been this close to matt, and it’s making heat twist low in your stomach. you deepen the kiss subconsciously and before you can second guess yourself, you roll your hips against him.
you couldn’t help yourself, you wanted more and it felt too good to stop.
matt freezes, lips parted in shock. then he brings his hands to your waist hard enough to push you back a few inches.
“whoa, stop, just- too close,” he blurts out, voice trembling.
your stomach drops. the one time you decide to make the first move, you ruin everything. “i’m sor- was that not okay?”
his jaw hesitates as he fights himself and his head shakes back and forth. “it’s not that i- it’s more than okay it’s perfect i just-”
you bring your hand to his, tracing circles with your thumb as he struggles to get his words out.
“i’ve just not done anything like that before. not… that, not anything..” he exhales shakily.
the silence that follows is heavy, matt’s cheeks burning red as he stares down at his lap. you can see how badly he wishes he could disappear.
“…anything?” you whisper like it’s a secret.
he gives the tiniest, awkwardest nod, bracing himself for rejection. “yeah, nothing. you’re my first.. my first everything. i just didn’t tell you cause i’m 22 with no experience what so ever, that’s lame.”
your eyes are wide with shock, not bad shock, it’s just not expected. “wow uh- i mean that’s okay! that’s normal, we are just meant to tell each other these things.”
“just- don’t think it’s cause i don’t wanna do more, cause i do! i really do. god, you don’t even know how much i think about it..” he trails off realising the implications to his words.
you bite back a smile, because as much as your heart aches for his nerves, the confession makes warmth spread through your chest. “look, we don’t have to do everything all at once. we can just take it step by step.”
his head bobs eagerly, relief written all over his face like you’ve lifted the world off his shoulders. “i’d like that. i didn’t wanna have sex now… not saying i don’t wanna have sex with you! i-i’m just not ready now… were you even talking about sex?”
you almost snort at his nervous blabbering, but scoot up his thighs a little more so you’re back in your original position. you lean in closer, breathing hot air against his neck. “what if we finish what i tried to start tonight?”
his eyes widen with panic and desire, but he eventually curves his lips up into a genuine smile and whispers, “please,”
-
you can tell the way he’s kissing you this time is different. it’s more shaky, nervous but also there’s more want.
“are you sure you want this? we don’t have to,” you ask cautiously, but matt doesn’t even respond, just trying to reattach his lips to yours.
tentatively, you roll your hips. just once, a small movement, enough to press yourself down against him. a sharp inhale escapes his throat, muffled by your mouth.
his uncertain hands hover mid air, unsure where to put them until you guide them to your waist. your voice is slightly teasing, “you can touch me y’know.”
“i know,” he says, feigning nonchalance. however when you grind against him, firmer this time, his fingers grip against your sides tighter.
matt jerks his hips up on instinct, then freezes, eyes wide in panic. “s-sorry, i couldn’t help it-”
you cut him off with another slow grind, savouring in the way he goes completely silent and thunks his head back on the headboard. “don’t apologise, it’s perfect. don’t stop.”
he obeys, attempting to follow your rhythm but it just ends up a bit eager and jerky. every time he thrusts a whine is drawn from the back of his throat which he tries to hide by biting on his wrist, but it’s not much help.
eventually, both of your paces speed up and matt can feel his dick getting stiffer in his sweats.
“god y-you feel so good, i can’t-” he repeats like he’s never felt more pleasure, but he shakes his head and refocuses on your pleasure.
“are you..do you like it?” he asks, his voice cracking at his polite attempt to ask you if you’re turned on.
you laugh softly, grabbing his hand and guiding it to the wetness of your shorts between your thighs. his breath hitches. “trust me, i’m enjoying it.”
the knot in your belly becomes dangerously close to snapping as the friction builds. matt’s name spills out of your mouth without a second thought. “matthew,”
his whole body jerks beneath you, pupils blown wide, and he barely chokes out, "d-don't…don't say my name, i'll cum in my pants,"
you grin, leaning forward to rest your head on his chest as you work your hips harder. “that’s the point, genius.”
the pressure peaks, and you finally tip over the edge with a gasp and a moan that sounds too filthy for matt’s ears to be real. your thighs clamp around his hips as you ride it out.
matt watches as you cum, completely transfixed by this new sight. he’s definitely mentally screenshotting your orgasm face.
without a warning, he chokes out your name and spills his hot load into his sweats. his arms practically hug you as he shudders through it, whimpering into your neck.
for a moment neither of you move, just completely jelly against each other as you try and catch your breath.
matt breaks the silence, smiling wide like a kid on christmas. “that was better than i could of ever imagined.”
-
you’re now both cleaned up, laying on his bed and soaking up each others heat. you glace at the clock on his nightstand and sigh, “i should probably head home, i don’t wanna be driving in the dark.”
matt groans immediately, wrapping his arms tighter around you like that might keep you there. “nooo. not yet. i wanna… do it again.”
“next time. we’ll have plenty of time.” you say, kissing the top of his nose. you pause, letting your words sink in before adding lightly, “and maybe next time… without all the clothes in the way.”
his eyes widen, lighting up in a way that makes your stomach flip. “really?”
“really,” you promise, brushing your thumb over his flushed cheek.
he breaks into a boyish grin, filled with so much excitement you can practically feel it radiating off him. and as you finally gather your things to leave, you know matt’s already counting down the minutes until next time.
a/n- i hope this goes smoothly 😣 i’ve been having problems with tumblr not showing my dividers so this better work. if you wanna be added to the inexperienced!matt taglist, just comment!!
