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Hiiiiii!!

For the October event can you please do Taehyun with #002, Yeonjun with #016 or Beomgyu with #013?

I don’t mind which one but your writing is sooooo good and I’m too indecisive to decide which one I like more 😭

Thank You!

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, a/b/o, alpha!beomgyu, omega!reader, fem!reader, kissing, slight possessiveness, a short and sweet one . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 1.5k

beomgyu was sweating.

he woke up practically in a pool of it. he sits up in bed, stripping his soaked shirt off and tossing it across the room with a huff. he frowns at his hand that he swiped across his neck, it coming back glistening from how slick it was. shoving off the covers, he swings his legs off the bed and makes his way down the hall to check the thermostat.

he cocks his head in confusion. it read 70 degrees, definitely not hot enough for him to be sweating the way he was. maybe he was coming down with something, he thought to himself as he subconsciously yanks his pajama pants on as he fumbles with the temperature and dropping it lower.

he makes his way back to the bedroom, ruffling his hair and plopping back into bed with a pout. he pauses, the air around him suddenly smelt sweet. it was your scent, pumping from the blankets that were bunched in front of him. he grabs a handful of the fluffy material and brings it to his nose, inhaling deeply with a groan rumbling in his throat.

beomgyu didn't care to take notice of the way his breathing was picking up, panting almost into the blankets. a shiver rolls down his spine as he pulls the blanket in between his legs where there was an intense pressure building. he felt even hotter than when he woke up, his was that if he looked in the mirror his skin would be flushed.

at some point his hips started rocking up into the blanket, a whimper spilling out of his lips and he clutches onto it tighter. he grunts in frustration from the lack of friction, the material to soft for him to feel much. he shoves a hand in between his legs and starts to palm himself, pressing hard against his aching cock.

fuck. it still wasn't enough. he needed you - where even were you? beomgyu suddenly thought.

his mind reels, suddenly getting a little upset that you weren't by his side right now. his brain to muddled with want to remember where you went or what you told him before he took his nap. he just knew that he wanted you here. now or he was going to go insane. maybe he should just go find you himself…

he hops out of the bed and tosses on his abandoned clothes, stalking towards the door with haste all while growling softly to himself. he stops just as his hand reaches out for the doorknob. his ears perk up at the sound of keys jangling on the other side and the bloom of your scent that slipped underneath the crack of the front door. he inhales deeply, his body thrumming with the sudden urge to pounce.

"beommie, i'm ho-" you jump, startled by your boyfriend who was standing right in front of the door. he looked like a puppy wanting for it's owner, his eyes dark and glossy as they stare at you.

you lock the door behind you before turning back towards him only to find him even closer, practically crowding you against the hardwood. from this close, you take notice of the way his skin is shining and painted a dusty pink. you can feel his heavy breathes against your skin, coming rapidly out of his parted lips. he looked almost feral…

it was also hard to ignore the way beomgyu's pheromones were permeating the air, thick and musky. now that you were hyper aware of it, it felt like you could choke on it. you hesitantly sniff the air, your eyes widening when you notice the headiness laced through it. it smelt like beomgyu was going into rut… you reach into your back pocket, grabbing for your phone to check the calendar.

before you can, beomgyu grabs your arm and holds it against the door. you try your other hand and he quickly takes that one and gathers it into one hand of his above your head. you look up at him, breath hitching when you find him looking down at you, his eyes darker and more possessive in a way than when you first walked in. you swallow, your eyes flitting all across his face.

"beomgyu…" you whisper tentatively. he says nothing. instead he leans in and starts sniffing along your neck, his nose buried deep into the skin with a growl rumbling in his throat.

he doesn't pull back as he mutters, "you smell like soobin…" his teeth grazing against you as he nips at your skin.

you hiss when he bites down a little harder, "i told you we were going to study for our exam, remember?" you mumble into his ear, your voice breathy. your skin starting to heat up and mind starting to muddle from the combination of beomgyu's scent and the attack on your neck.

"don't like that you smell like another alpha…" he mumbles, ignoring what you were saying. he was more concerned with getting rid of soobin's scent that was all over you. his free hand moves to grip onto your waist tightly as he furiously scents you, pulling you close to him until your bodies pressed together.

his mind was completely full of you. wanting you, needing you, wanting to mark you as his. he needs everyone to know that you belonged to him.

and you let him for a while, you knew how it was for an alpha to smell another alpha's scent on an omega, especially during their rut. your body tingles with arousal as he spreads his scent all over, little moans starting to come out from how good it felt to your omega, being owned and doted on by your alpha. you can feel his hard-on pressing into your thigh as he starts to grind against it hastily, leaking all over your jeans.

beomgyu's grip on your wrists start to let up as he groans and whines. you take advantage of this, slipping your hands free. beomgyu too far gone in his pleasure to notice. you take your free hand and place it into the hair at the nape of his neck, gently tugging on it so he's pulled from your neck and staring at you. he looked like a kicked puppy.

his eyes that were dark are now glossy, glazed over and wide with need. his face is flushed a dark shade of pink and lips are slick with the saliva that he coated with while licking his lips. you release his hair and bring his hand around to press it against his heated cheek and you watch as he nuzzles into the touch with a whimper, his eyelids fluttering.

beomgyu wasn't your "typical" alpha during his ruts. when it came to his monthly rut, or anything inherently sexual, beomgyu liked when you took control. he enjoyed being told what to do, how to do it, when he can cum or if he can't cum at all. he liked not having to think about anything. sure, he can be protective and catered to your needs on the daily, but when it came to this… it always led to beomgyu submitting to you.

and sometimes he hates himself for it. at first, he didn't understand it. how can an alpha be submissive, let alone to their omega? he knows it's rooted in stereotypes and he shouldn't feel different about it- and he's been working on that. he doesn't let it bother him or get to him, and letting himself go whenever he went into rut helped a lot. not that he can control it anyway.

"easy," you say to him, his eyes focused on your lips as they move. he softens, his hand on your hip loosening and his hips coming to a stop against your thigh.

he leans in, his mouth coming in close to yours. "i just- just need you…" he whispers. he pushes in, lips grazing together and his tongue peaking out to lick your bottom lip.

you indulge, letting your mouths come together in a tender kiss. a soft press of lips that has beomgyu's legs buckling and new swell of heat surges through him. he needily pushes for another and another, until the kiss becomes heavier and beomgyu hardly lets you up for air.

you step forward, making beomgyu step back in a dance as you make your way to the bedroom all without breaking apart. beomgyu's hands find their way to hold you, grabbing onto your shirt that clung to your body. he gasps when the back of his legs hit the bed, pulling back. his brows furrow a tad, confused as to when we got here.

with a smile, pushing him onto the bed. he stumbles back, landing with a yelp and calming once your scent swirls around him. you climb over him, straddling his waist and placing your arms on either side of his head. he looks up at you with his hazy eyes, pleas apparent in them.

"please…" he mewls, his cock twitching underneath you. you lean down to press your lips to his again, immediately slipping your tongue into his mouth. beomgyu can't fight the purr that slips into the kiss, his whole body tingling with pleasure.

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hi! this is my first time req'ing on this website ever so can i ask for 026 + 041 with extra whiny yj as a treat for my birthday month, please :~)

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, phone sex, sleepy yeonjun, masturbation, mutual masturbation . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 2.1k

"hello?" yeonjun's voice was husky and deep through the crackle of the phone. you assume he must have just woken up based off the sound and you can imagine him laying in bed with a squint in his eye and a hand running through his mussed hair. a small smile creeped it's way onto your face at the thought.

"were you napping?" you ask anyway and he hums in response, a rumble that was akin to the sound of a cat purring. you hear some shuffling and a yawn on the other side of the line, then some light tapping that you presume is him scrolling through his phone and checking for any missed notifications.

you were about to ask him how was his nap, but pause when yeonjun lets a quiet moan. it was faint, the tiniest sound that you would have missed if your room wasn't so silent apart from the mumbles coming from the show you weren't paying attention to. you press the phone closer to your ear, maybe thinking you misheard but sure enough another soft sound could be heard a few seconds later.

"mmph," it was muffled and brief, but confirmed your suspicion.

"are you okay?" you ask, making him go silent. there's more muted movements before you get a response.

"yeah, it-it's just…" yeonjun lets his voice trail off to let out a breathy sigh as he rolls his hips up into nothing. his cock aching and pushing against the fabric of his soft pajama pants. he can feel heat creeping up his neck and spreading across his face when you encourage him to continue, "it's just…" an awkward laugh gets punched out of yeonjun's throat. it comes out short as he lets his hand just barely brush against himself, cut off by a moan that he didn't intend to let out.

"yeonjun," his breath gets shaky at the sound of your voice, an almost whisper in his ear.

he rushes out in one breath, "i woke up with this stupid hard-on." he grips himself with a unrestrained moan as if to make his point, his chest rising in falling rapidly along with his heavy breathing and his hips twitching at the slight pleasure that coursed through his body.

your lips form a small 'o' shape as the words that yeonjun just said ran through your head. before you get a chance to overthink, you pull the phone from your ear and press the video call button. yeonjun's breath hitches when he realizes his flushed face fills the screen, his thumb shakily accepting the call. he blushes even further, running his fingers through his disheveled hair and sucking his bottom lip into his mouth nervously.

"set up your camera, i want to see this stupid hard-on." your voice comes out rougher than before, commanding in tone. yeonjun doesn't hesitate, bunching up his blankets and creating a mount for his phone to rest on. he adjusts it until everything from the waist up can be seen, his cock jumping in excitement as he scoots back to rest against his headboard.

he shivers when the coolness of the wood presses against his skin through his thin shirt. he lets his hands rest on either side of him, his fingers mindlessly fiddling with his bedsheets while he waits for your instruction. goosebumps rise as your eyes trail along his body, landing on his crotch. you hum when you take in the bulge, a small stain adorning the front of his pajamas.

with a smile you say, "touch yourself for me."

yeonjun flusters, a new wave of heat spreading through him and his eyes widening slightly. but at the same time, his thighs squeeze together at the idea of you watching him get himself off, instructing him on what to do. maybe you'd tell him fast or slow to stroke or how hard he should squeeze. maybe you would make him torture himself by focusing on his sensitive tip, the way you knew made him break. his hips start to kick up, his cock gently brushing against his pants as his hold on his sheets tighten just a tad-

he's broken out of his daze when he hears you softly giggle and he can't help but to huff out a soft, "what?"

you snicker while shaking your head slowly, "nothing. it's just that you're already whining and whimpering and you haven't even done anything to yourself yet." had he been making those sounds while losing himself in his perverted thoughts? he couldn't recall, which made him even more embarrassed as he ducks his head in shame.

"so?" you press, smiling at how shy yeonjun had suddenly became.

"so what?" he replies, his voice soft.

"are you going to give yourself a real reason to be making such cute noises for me, hm?" you ask, cocking your head to the side in question. yeonjun's breathing picks up, heavy and hot as he timidly nods his head and releases one of his hands from the bed.

it shakily moves until he's hovering over the part of himself that he wants to touch the most. he tugs his lower lip into his mouth as he lowers it and starts to palm his hard-on, his head tipping back against his headboard with a soft thud and his eyes fluttering shut. his back starts to arch as he rolls his hips upwards, a sweet whine slipping out of his mouth when the part.

he gets bolder the more turned on he gets, his other hand sliding underneath his loose shirt and gliding along the expanse of warm, smooth skin. you suck in a breath when yeonjun jolts, his nimble fingers grazing one his nipples with a moan. his body felt like it was on fire, little sparks firing off wherever he touched.

you can't help the way your teeth start to tug at your slick bottom lip that you slid your tongue over as you watched yeonjun steadily tease himself. your eyes trailing his every movement, your heart skipping a beat every time he would let out a sound. your thighs start to squeeze together from the throbbing that was starting to build between them.

your eyes linger on his bulge a little longer when yeonjun starts to stroke himself through his pants, the patch of precum adorning his bottoms growing larger. you let out a heady sigh while releasing your lip, suddenly felt with the urge to see him fully. and you tell him so, "pull those down."

"okay," yeonjun breathes, his face burning brighter as he slides his pants below his waist. his hard cock popping out and smacking against his stomach wetly. and you try not to smile at the fact that yeonjun was free-balling his pajamas. "n-now what?" his eyes flit up to the camera, heavily lidded and glossed over.

you take in his disheveled appearance. his hair that was mussed from rubbing against the headboard , his red-stained cheeks, his bitten lips, the slight sheen to his skin from the sweat. how he was looking at you with such pleading eyes, waiting for your instruction as he practically pants.

slowly, you let your hand slide down into your shorts and past your underwear until your fingers were pressed against yourself. a shiver runs down your spine and you have to bite back a moan when you feel how wet you already were. yeonjun's eyes were pulled to where your hand was, swallowing hard as his cock jerks with a fresh spurt of precum. his hips threatening to pump up into his hand.

"now," you sigh and your eyelashes flutter as you slip a finger inside. yeonjun whines, his thighs trembling with impatience and anticipation. "we touch our selves together. you would like that, hm?" you purr, your words coming at as moans that makes yeonjun leak.

"fu-fuck, yes." he stutters, nodding his head fast dizzier as he finally starts to stroke himself, spreading his precum along his length with a drawn-out moan.

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027 & 040 with Taehyun (I LOVE UR WORK❤️❤️❤️)

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, seven minutes in heaven, making out, teasing, handjob, he's a little tipsy . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 2.1k

taehyun hadn't expected this to happen when he decided to attend this lame party. he hadn't even planned to come at all, but when beomgyu mentioned your name he couldn't help himself. his eyes wide and cheeks flushed when he interrupted beomgyu's pleading to say, "i'll be there!"

beomgyu faltered at the sudden eagerness, his eyebrows raising. "okay…" he replied questioningly.

now he was here, sitting in a circle of people he hardly knew with obnoxiously loud music thumping in the background as they played seven minutes in heaven. the empty beer bottle rested in the middle and pointed at an empty spot from where one of the current two people, that were in the tiny closet behind them, resided.

and he was admittedly a little drunk, tipsy at best… peer-pressured into drinking a whole bottle of peach-flavored soju by beomgyu. he should've said no, stuck to his plan of not drinking, because the alcohol was starting to catch up to him the longer he sat there. his skin was warm and he could feel himself swaying, like he could tip over at any moment.

he didn't even notice when the pair returned from the closet, the surrounding laughter and cheers just about muted in his ears. he had his head down, focusing too intensely on his fingers that were picking at the carpet below him. he finds his mind wandering off, wondering where you were. he hadn't caught sight of you since he arrived, his eyes flitting around every corner of the house in hopes of finding even a glimpse of you.

he's taken out of his trance when beomgyu claps his shoulder roughly, shaking him and making the alcohol settling in his tummy churn. he turns to look at him, his brows furrowing into a frown and question forming on his tongue. "wh-?" he cuts himself off turning his head to see what gyu was pointing at, the beer bottle that was now pointing at him. his eyes widen when a pair of sneakers come into his view.

taehyun lifts his head up to find you standing over him, your hand out for him to take and small smile on your face. when did you arrive? how long have you been here? he can't stop himself from staring at you, his face warming up at the idea of being alone with you in a closet for seven whole minutes. it's something that has fantasized, even dreamed about, but never had the thought that it would come into fruition.

he licks his lip before slowly raising his hand to place it in yours, rising off the floor a little unsteadily. he can vaguely feel beomgyu playfully patting his leg as he goes, his eyes never leaving the back of your head as you lead him to the closet. his heart was racing under his sweater with anticipation, what exactly would we do once we get in there?

his heart jumps when you lean towards him, pulling the door shut behind him. so close that he could feel your breath fanning along his neck, spreading goosebumps along the flushed skin. he pushes his body back, resting against the door to escape the sensation and the possibility of embarrassing himself by moaning.

you follow him, sauntering towards him with your phone in hand, setting a timer for seven minutes. you show him the clock, waving it in front of his face before setting it on the floor beside the two of you and then placing both of your hands on either of his sides to cage him in. you lean in again, this time so that your faces were aligned and your lips were nearly touching, breaths mingling together. taehyun's breath hitches and his fingers claw at the door as if he was looking for something to ground him.

"well…" you say into the dim lighting of the closet.

"w-well?" taehyun repeats, making you giggle and his heart flutter. you could smell the faint scent of alcohol on his breath. his eyes never leave yours as you remove a hand from his side to take hold of his chin, your thumb tracing his plump bottom lip. taehyun almost gives in to his urges and peak his tongue out, to have just a taste of you.

a smirk starts to play on your lips, "oh come on… don't play coy now." your other hand moves over so you are holding on to his waist gently. your fingers splaying along the curve, feeling how hot he was beneath his clothing. taehyun's beautiful eyes blink, his throat tightening as he holds back a whimper at the touch.

"i don't know what you mean…" he whispers. you allow yourself to let your hand slip under his sweater and finding only bare skin, running it up and down slowly. you press your thumb firmly against his bottom lip and tug it down so his lips part and push the finger partially into his mouth, your eyebrows raising in question.

you sigh when it accepts the intrusion, his pink lips wrapping around it. "i think you do though. i've seen you around campus, starting at me with lust-filled eyes. the way your cheeks turned red whenever i would catch you."

"i-" taehyun tries to defend himself, thumb dropping from his mouth.

"don't deny it, you know it will be a lie. isn't that why you are here now, at this party?" and it wasn't a lie. his innocent stares that you have encountered a multitude of times only spurred your interest in him. you would often find him sitting alone, doing schoolwork or talking with beomgyu, who you shared a class with. you knew he wasn't a party-goer, so you were shocked when you saw him here and playing spin the bottle out of all things.

taehyun can feel your body move in closer, your breasts smushed against his chest and he is afraid that you can feel his ever-growing hard-on that was pushing against his jeans. you start to tease him, going in for a kiss and then pulling away. you revel in the way taehyun chases after your mouth, a rumble stuck in his throat where a desperate whines wants to escape. he even finds himself tightly gripping onto the shirt that clung to your body, a silent plea.

"isn't it?" you ask him again, moving your hand down to his hip. he nods his head quickly this time while leaning in, hoping his answer was enough to get what he wants. he huffs when you pull away one more time, just to briefly check the timer that read 5:56.

"we have to be quick." you breath into his mouth, before finally pressing your lips to his. taehyun can no longer hold himself back from making noise, a slow moan slipping between the kiss. he lets you take control, tilting his head so you can deepen it and your hand on his hip pulling him so impossibly closer that it makes his back arch off the wall.

you remove your hand from his face and slide it down his chest. taehyun trembles when you skim past his nipples, whining into your mouth and you swallow it hungrily. you make your way down until you reach the front of his pants, cupping his cock.

"ah-" he hisses when you squeeze him once, his hips involuntarily jutting forward. you break the kiss, licking at the string of saliva that spread between you while taehyun's eyes go glossy and he whines from the loss. you want to selfishly keep hearing his sounds, so you start lapping at his neck, licking and placing sloppy pecks across the expanse of skin. "please."

taehyun's eyes roll back when he feels you nip at his neck, his hold on your waist so tight that he was sure his knuckles were turning white. gasping when he hears his zipper coming undone and unabashedly mewing when your hand comes into contact with his cock after dipping your hand into his boxers, his head leaning back.

you moan at the feel of him, the weightiness of his cock in your hand and how hot it was with arousal. you feel around until you reach the tip, shocked at how wet it was, pressing your thumb into it. taehyun jerks, humming from his sensitive tip being touched so much at one time. he felt dizzy, his mind clouded with pleasure and his veins thrummed.

with a grunt of impatience, you yank down his underwear and watch as his cock pops out. you start to jerk him off properly, the slide slippery with his precum.

"ngh," taehyun whines, his hips thrusting forward into your grip. "i-i need…" he trails off into another keen when your hand twists in a way that drives him crazy. it makes his legs buckle, he starts to slide down as he is unable to hold himself up. you guide him down, dropping down to your knees as taehyun plops onto the ground with his legs spread.

you continue your ministrations, your free hand pulling his sweater up to reveal his sweaty chest. you nudge at taehyun and he takes the hint, grabbing onto the fabric and holding it in place. your hand starts to roam across him, reaching up to take a nipple between your fingers, pinching it gently. taehyun practically shouts, his whole body shuddering.

"shhh," you reprimand him, kissing him again and swallowing up his noises that were starting to get too loud. you grip him tighter, pumping his cock faster and you don't stop your attack on his chest.

"fuck, i-i'm gonna…" he groans into your mouth, his breathing heavy as he opens his eyes to look up at you with glazed-over eyes. the look sends a jolt of electricity through your body, spurred on by how submissive he looked underneath you.

"yeah?" you tease.

"mm-mhm~" he hums, dragging out the sound needily. he was thrusting up desperately into your hand, his brows upturning in pleasure and his lips parted as he panted out little sounds.

"do it then, cum for me." you whisper into his ear, making him choke.

"o-okay," he sighs, letting the pleasure take over him. he can feel his orgasm hurdling towards him quickly, his fingers twitching at your sides and his thighs tremble from the stimulation. it's a wave of pleasure that washes over him when he tips over the edge, his cock throbbing.

his mouth falls open, a loud moan almost escaping. "i-i'm…" you hurriedly place a hand over his mouth as he starts to cum, the alarm on your phone going off at the same time. you could tell how loud he was about to get, he still was behind the muffling and the blaring coming out of your speakers.

taehyun couldn't care, couldn't think about anything other than the intense ecstasy he was currently in. his eyes were rolled back, back arched, and face steadily turning red as he shot out spurt after spurt of cum. his legs were threatening to close around you, as if to escape as you jerked him through it.

you wait for him to calm down before removing your hand from his mouth, watching as taehyun swallowed, his chest heaving rapidly. you take his hand of his cum-covered cock and turn around to look for something to wipe both of you off with. you find a roll of paper towels on a shelf and tear off two sheets, cleaning the mess up. taehyun winces from the overstimulation and you mutter an apology.

after, you tuck him back into his underwear and briefs and turn off the alarm. taehyun just watches with hooded eyes and mussed hair that you wanted to smooth down, but before you give into temptation you rise off of your knees. taehyun watches dumbly as you stand, before realizing you were trying to leave and scooting over.

he doesn't make an attempt to get up though, he isn't sure he could even if he wanted to. his legs felt like jelly, still shaking and he was sure he looked completely disheveled. you through him one last teasing smile before leaving the closet and shutting the door behind yourself.

"where's tae?" you can hear beomgyu ask and everyone else joins in.

you laugh, the muted sound sending another wave of tingles through his body. "he's uh…let's give him a couple of minutes." you decide to say, with a shit-eating grin on your face. there's a cacophony of laughter at that and beomgyu's is the loudest of them all.

taehyun let's his head hit the wall and his eyes slipping closed, shaking his head. "shit."

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i miss you queen

lucky for you, i'm finally on spring break and have been working on the old, old, old drabbles from october TT . i've been finishing them up since the end of last year and finally getting around to the end.

i will release them bit by bit as i finish up. i just hope people even still want to read them since i was gone for basically 4+ months, lol. which i apologize for, but nursing school is quite busy and i hardly have time to write and when i do have a bit, i get MAJOR writers block and would hate to post anything that i didn't put my best efforts into!

but i have a week to finish things up and during so, i'll post the ones that are already finished ♡ !! much love to you and anyone else that comes across this and hopes that you guys don't hate me too much :)

[lucidwntrr]

Mmmmmm maybe 24 and 49 with yeonjun if you're up for it👀👀👀👀

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, masturbation, exhibitionism, begging, hair pulling, can you tell i have been watching heated rivalry . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 800+

"what?" yeonjun breaths, his eyelashes rapidly fluttering against his increasingly pink cheeks.

you lean back into the chair you were sitting on, a smile creeping onto your face that makes a shiver run down yeonjun's spine, a moan clawing its way up and out of his throat. he was sat prettily across from you on the bed, fingers fiddling anxiously with each other in his lap.

"you heard me, touch yourself." you repeat. yeonjun's breath hitches and you don't miss the way his cock slightly twitches in his boxers. he gives a curt nod before rising onto his knees and removing the undergarment from his body. goosebumps rise on his skin as your eyes rake his body, his breathing picking up at being so exposed in front of you.

slowly, he spreads his legs. revealing his cock that pops up and lightly smacks against his stomach, a small whimper getting forced out of his mouth when it does. he takes a hand and drags it along his body, muscles tightening and relaxing wherever he caressed. his tongue poking out and sliding across his bottom lip as he bites back an embarrassing sound.

he moves from his slender neck down to his chest, his back languidly arching when his fingers graze past one of his brown nipples. he lets out a needy and drawn-out moan as his hand moves down to his stomach and in between his thighs, teasing himself. bringing his hand closer and closer to his aching cock with each brush of his hand.

"fuck," yeonjun can't hold back the sighed curse that comes out of his mouth when he takes himself into his hand. his cock was hot and his tip was glistening with precum. slowly, he brings his fist up and is sure to twist his hand around the head before gliding it back down, spreading the wetness along his length. his head tilts back against the headboard, slipping his eyes closed as he basks in the pleasure.

but the more he touches, the more frustrated he gets. because no matter how fast he pumps or how tight he holds his cock or how deep he lets his thumb rub against his frenulum, he can't get close to his orgasm. it's maddening and he knows that you know it's driving him crazy. his brows furrow, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as he tries everything he can to reach what he really wanted, he could feel it just barely simmering deep within.

he lets out a defeated cry, leaning his head down to look at you with shimmering eyes. "please," he whispers as he slowly strokes himself. you look at him, then down at his cock that was covered in precum. the squelching every-time he brings his hand down on himself was filthy.

"please what?" you ask, quirking a brow at him.

yeonjun huffs, his hand moving just a little bit faster, "i-i need…" he starts before his words trail off into a sweet moan as he starts fucking into both of his hands leisurely, his eyes falling back shut.

that's when you decide to ditch the chair and make your way towards him, climbing onto the bed and moving so that you hover over him. you make sure no part of your body is touching him as you lean into his ear to whisper, " what do you need…" before pulling back just as yeonjun opens his eyes.

he swallows, his gaze finds yours as he practically purrs. "i need you."

"would you beg for it, hm?" you ask, your lips mere inches apart. you can feel yeonjun's heavy and stuttering breaths hit your lips, his attention being drawn to yours briefly before flitting back up to your face.

he doesn't answer immediately, only stumbles over his words as he tries to get out what he wants to say. it's hard when your hand is sliding up the back of his neck and into the strands that lay at the back of his head. you curl your fingers into them before tugging, gently pulling his head back.

yeonjun gasps as you snake your way up his exposed neck, ghosting your lips along the warm skin. he practically trembles once you reach his parted mouth, itching for you to kiss him. to let him have just a taste of what he has been craving.

he didn't even realize his was leaning in, fighting against the hold you had on him, until you tugged him back again with a little more force. "ah," it makes him whimper, but it wasn't out of pain. far from it, his eyes roll back at the pleasure that is sent straight to his cock that he wasn't touching anymore, his fingers finding purchase in the sheets instead.

"i want you to beg before i touch you."

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[lucidwntrr]

your blog is so cute, i die. for your drabble event could you please do OO9 and O31 with taehyun 🙏

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, cockwarming , teasing , making out , taehyun likes and fails a challenge . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 500+

taehyun was going to fail this challenge terribly. he doesn't know why he even opened his big mouth in the first place, claiming he would be able to keep still while you cockwarm him. now he was sitting here, the pads of his fingers digging into the flesh of your hips as he wills himself not to fuck up into you.

it doesn't help that every so often you would swivel your hips against him. you would pretend that you were shifting into a more comfortable position, or whisper dirty sentences into his red ears. all he could do was moan or sigh in response, his toes curling whenever he could feel you squeeze around him.

it's not like he loses anything by failing. just an orgasm and maybe a little bit of his pride, but nothing serious. but somehow the thought of not being able to cum after being sweetly tortured like this sounds like the absolute worst thing that could happen to him right now. it's the only thing that is keeping him from moving even an inch.

his breath catches when you lift his head up by his chin, your eyes dark and heavy as you scan his face. he can feel the heat spread across it, getting shy and wanting to turn away but he can't as you grip his chin like you already knew what he was thinking. he thinks to himself that he wouldn't be surprised if you did and swallows, "y-yes?" his voice comes out soft and shaky and you can't help but to smirk.

it's cute that he's trying so hard to prove his point to you, but to you he just looks helpless. all flushed face and sweaty hairline, his bottom lip between from where he was chewing on it. you don't say anything as you lean to press your lips to his, catching him by surprise before he melts into it with a little sigh. his body loosening as the kiss makes his brain foggy, his grip on your hips slacken and turns into slides up and down your waist.

"uhn," he quietly moans when you slip your tongue into his mouth. he tilts his head to allow the kiss to get deeper with a groan when your hands slides down to his neck. and god- all that he needed was one little thrust upwards to make this perfect, it's all he wants. his body was practically vibrating with need and restraint.

taehyun could almost cry when you pull away just a tad, instead whining as you pull on his bottom lip when you do. it turns into a broken moan, his voice cracking when you roll your hips and hum against his spit-slicked mouth, "i'm so wet right now."

he very quickly gets tense again, closing his eyes and holding onto your waist tightly as he trembles and tries to keep his hips still. but you kept going, spewing out filthy words. "can't you feel it?" you say with another rock of your hips, just as slow as the last one and it drives him insane. he nods his head while little breaths of "yesyesyes" tumble out of his mouth and his eyes flutter rapidly.

of course he could feel it, he could the whole time. he's been trying to ignore it, but now he was just hyperaware of it. of the wetness that engulfed his throbbing cock, so much that some of it leaks onto his thighs. he can hear the obscene sounds of squelching whenever you would move and it would make his cock twitch inside of you.

and fuck- he doesn't know much longer he can last, he thinks to himself as he rocks his hips gently upwards.

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[lucidwntrr]

i just found your account and i’m obsessed with your work !! could you do prompts 19 & 45 with hyuka pls ?? :3

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, cumming untouched, making out, teasing, kai cums in his pants . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 500+

hueningkai feels like he could cum right now.

you've been caressing his body and kissing all over him for the past fifteen minutes and it's driving him insane. his skin was hot and flushed, his cock twitching in his boxers with a patch of precum staining the front of them. his head tilted back as you attack his neck with wet kisses.

you drag a hand down from his warm cheek and down his body to his chest, pressing your thumb against his nipple before pinching it softly. kai gasps, his back arching up and his eyes rolling back from such a simple touch. he wanted you to touch him, touch his cock, but he was afraid that the second you do he would cum. that's how close he was right now.

"s-so good," he whispers out into the cool air.

you peek out your tongue and slowly trace the outline of his neck with the tip, going over his adam's apple and chin until you reach his mouth. kai obediently parts his lips, allowing your tongue to slide in with a high-pitched moan that gets swallowed. his hands hold your waist, clutching onto your shorts tightly.

he kisses you back, dancing his tongue around with yours as he tries to keep his hips still. as much as he would love to thrust upwards against you, he knew it would be too much for him and he would cum at the slightest bit of friction.

"c-can we slow down, please?" he breaths into your mouth in between the kiss, pulling back to look at you. he stares at you with wide and pleading eyes, a tiny pout on his lips that was too adorable.

"why? you usually like this pace," you question, squeezing his cheeks between your hands and making kai whine. you laugh, pecking his soft lips twice before shifting just a tad. kai gasps, his fingers clutching at your sides to stop you from moving while he shakes his head.

"i-i feel like i'm about to cum," he admits, turning his head to the side while his cheeks burn in shame.

you laugh, but you understood. you move so that your hips were hovering above kai's bulge and turning his head back to you, "we can slow down." you nod your head before kissing him again. the kiss is slower this time as you gently cup his face with one hand. you let your other skim along his body, being sure to avoid his most sensitive spots.

and somehow…this was worse for him. all the teasing movements and sensual kissing is actually bringing his orgasm closer than he wanted. his cock needily throbbing in his underwear, leaking furiously as his body starts to thrum with pleasure.

"tell me again how good you feel." you whisper.

"i-i feel so go-uhn…" kai's sentence is interrupted by a sharp intake of breath followed by a pained moan as his orgasm hits him. you accidentally shifted the wrong way, your cunt rubbing against his cock just enough that it made him cum. he throws his head back, his eyes slipping closed as he makes a mess.

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[lucidwntrr]

not sure if this is the message or ask system as i only use tumblr to read but id love to see beomgyu with prompts 006 or 007 and maybe pegging involved,,,,

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, dry humping, beomgyu is just a needy boy, i could not for the life of me fit pegging into this once i had the idea in my mind lol, i'm sorry . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 800+

beomgyu pants heavily against your chest where his head was resting. he was trying to focus on the scary movie that was playing on the tv, the music loud and eerie as the main character makes their way down a dark hallway with a single flashlight. it was hard when all he could think about was how your bodies were pressed flush together.

you were sprawled along the couch, beomgyu settled on top of you between your thighs that were on either side of his sides and keeping him warm. too warm now as his skin heated up the hornier he got, his hips itching to grind against you. he couldn't tell if you could feel the way his cock was twitching in the matching pajama pants he wore, but he assumed not with how engrossed into the movie you were.

he has to bite back a whine when your hand that was wrapped around his torso started to rub his back in mindless circles, a motion that meant you were scared. the touch was sending constant tingles down his spine. his fingers, that was mere inches away from cupping your breast, twitching. he wanted to touch them… he needed to.

just when he was about to reach out a jumpscare popped onto the screen of the movie. beomgyu wasn't paying attention, therefore he didn't get scared. he got more startled by you jumping, wrapping both your arms and legs around beomgyu and pulling him closer to you whispering, "shitshitshit."

in this position, beomgyu's aching cock was pressing against your shorts. he can feel the warmth of your pussy and it was driving him crazy, his fingers curling into the fabric of your shirt tightly. he lets out the faintest moan when you shuffle, getting comfortable after loosening your grip on him, "sorry beomie, didn't mean to grab you like that." you apologized, running your cool fingers through his hair.

"it's fine," he breaths. his eyes flutter as you play with the strands, wanting to feel the brief pleasure he got when you brushed against him. and so he tries. he makes sure that you were back to watching the movie, stealing a quick glance at you before nuzzling into your neck. slowly he starts to move his hips, grinding forward in tiny movements that he's sure you won't catch.

"ah-" beomgyu accidentally let's a gasp slip at the tantalizing friction.

"you okay?" you ask him, turning your head to press a soft kiss to his forehead.

beomgyu nods, "yeah, just… scared of the movie." you whispers, his heart beating in his chest from thinking that he got caught being a pervert while he was supposed to be spending time with you. but you hum, giving him another peck before turning back to the screen.

he would eventually start is subtle movements again, just baby thrusts of his hips. his head getting empty with every drag of his cock along your clothed pussy, his breathing getting heavier as time passes. he starts to get lost in the rush of it, the rolling of his hips getting rougher and the sounds that he tried to contain start to slip out.

"gyu, what are you doing?" he hears you ask. your hand comes under his chin, holding it as you lift his head up to look at you. beomgyu blinks at you rapidly, his eyes wide and his face turning pink from embarrassment.

he fumbles with his words, "i-i was just-mmph!" and moans when you grind up against his aching cock. you can't help the smirk that finds its way to your lips when beomgyu's blush deepens as he tries to turn his head away. you grip onto his chin, not allowing him to move.

"don't stop now. continue what you were doing." you purr at him, sliding down on the couch, so your back was against the cushions. beomgyu's eyes follow you down as he pants, placing each of his arms on either side of your head to hover above you. he brings his knees up, pushing yours back into the missionary position.

he starts to grind against you, slowly moving his hips against you again. he moans loudly this time with no reason to have to contain his sounds anymore. his arms felt shaky on the first rock of his hips, his hips twitching uncontrollably as he wants to go faster but he also wants to enjoy this now that he had it.

you sling an arm behind his neck and pull him down into a kiss, smashing your lips together into a needy lip-lock. beomgyu hardly being able to keep up with your pace as you shove your tongue into his mouth and swirl it around with his. he starts to move faster, his pants getting stick with the pre-cum that was probably staining the front as his orgasm builds.

"s-so good," he whines, closing his eyes and allowing himself to feel everything.

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[lucidwntrr]

010 and 038 would be so insane with soobin.. went through a growth spurt back then and kinda gets embarrassed with just how Big he is now. something about a submissive nerdy tall guy getting shy that he likes being dominated by someone smaller, we are all pervbin enthusiasts 💆‍♀️

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, size kink, handjobs, riding (p in the v), you guys love soobin lol . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 900+

soobin's moans come out stuttery as he touches himself. he was sat on the bed, back resting against the cool headboard with his legs spread. he had his head tucked into his shoulder with heavy eyelids and a flushed face, blooming with pink. he was embarrassed.

his eyes slide over to you, who was sat in between his legs. you looked so small compared to the size of his thighs that were on either side of you. it reminds him of just how large he was and that… that was something that apparently turned him on. a lot. he looks away, the sight too much for him to handle. his bitten lips parting on a moan when his palm slides over his leaking tip and making his whole body tremble.

soobin doesn't know when he became so much bigger than you. when the two of you first started dating a couple of years ago, he was hardly taller than you. your shoulders were mere inches apart. but, suddenly without him noticing things started to change. you would often have to rise on your tippy-toes to reach his mouth or tilt your head back a little bit further to make eye contact with him.

it wasn't until one day when you were on top of him, his cock deep inside of you as you swiveled your hips. soobin's large hands would come out to land on your waist, nearly engulfing it. the comparison drove him crazy, it made him cum quicker than he had intended. and when you would ask what happened, he would get shy and hide under the safety of your shared blanket while panting heavily.

since then, whenever the two of you would do things like this it's all soobin can focus on. how he was so tall, yet can be broken down into a whimpering mess by someone who was smaller than him. you grab him by the chin and bring his face towards yours, pulling him in closer. soobin swallows, his eyes flitting around your face as he nibbles on his bottom lip.

"does it make you nervous when i stare?" you ask him, pressing your thumb onto his lip and popping it from between his teeth. soobin flushes deeper, shaking his head while blinking slowly. "you keep turning away from me." you fake pout, sticking out your bottom lip to exaggerate.

soobin open his mouth to speak, but gets distracted by your surging forward and kissing him. you waste no time in shoving your tongue into his mouth, swirling it around with his and soobin can't hold back his moans. his eyes falling shut and his hand finding solace on your hip.

his skin prickles at how his fingers span along the curve, his cock twitching between the two of you. he uses his other hand to squeeze himself before he came like a loser just from touching your soft skin. when you pull back, soobin is left chasing after your lips with ragged breaths. he cracks his eyes open and finds you giggling, which makes him blush.

"hands off." you command him and soobin immediately takes his hand off of his cock, placing them at his sides. he gets excited, his fingers twitching in the sheets and his legs quiver just the slightest bit.

soobin gasps when you take him into your hands, wrapping both of your fists around his already throbbing cock. his head falls back against the headboard and his hips rock up into your grip with a breathy groan. you hum at the same time, starting to stroke him with your hands.

"look soobin," you call out to him. soobin lifts his head a tad and lowers his eyes, his toes curling at the scene. "two hands and they hardly cover your cock." you smile. soobin moans and closes his eyes but it was too late. the image of your dainty hands barely being able to wrap around him was already burned into his head.

"you're so big," you mutter, making soobin whine. your surprised when his hips kick up at the sentence, his cock spurting out fresh precum that you spread down his length. you raise an eyebrow in confusion, wondering what about what you said made him react in such a way. "you like when i tell you how big you are?" you ask.

soobin gasps, not expecting your voice to be so close as you whispered into his ear. he shivers, his ears burning as he timidly nods his head. "i-yes i like it." he admits. you don't even have to tell him, just seeing the difference between you and him did enough, but hearing it was another layer that he didn't know he needed.

"yeah?" you smirk, suddenly removing your hands off of his cock and stripping out of your damp panties before moving so that you were sitting on soobin. soobin blinks at you with wide eyes, his chest heaving as your tiny frame hovered upon his larger one. how large his cock looked.

he hisses when you start to slide down on him, moaning as his cock stretches you out. his lolling back so the he is able to look up at you, the angle making his heart thrum in his chest rapidly. he swallows when he finds you staring down at him, a smirk playing on your lips.

"not so big and tall now, hm?" you purr, leaning in over him. tracing your finger along his pretty face features along his face. his saliva-slick lips part on a moan at your words while shaking his head.

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[lucidwntrr]

hello luv🙋🏾‍♀️

just wanted to check up on you, you haven't posted in a while (i was stalking you a bit), i hope you're feeling better. get well soon, and rest enough. don't forget to eat and drink enough and take care of yourself💕

sending kisses and love<33

haii thanks so much for checking in on me, i am in fact alive and took a much longer break than i intended TT

it really was only supposed to be a week, i felt better and the sickness had passed but at that time nursing school started to get more hectic and i had exams coming up that i didn't want to fail. that ultimately left me with basically no time to write anything or even open tumblr all together :(

but now that that has passed, i am going to slowly make my way back on here and finish up my drabble fest that i am sure plenty of people have been waiting for (so sorry to you all) ! and that will start with three drabbles dropping tonight , love you all and hope you can welcome me back here nicely plss <3

[lucidwntrr]

࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊ QUICK NOTICE !! ˖ 💭 ⊹

hey everyone, i know i haven't been active in a while but it's because i've been sick this whole time and too groggy and my brain can't come up with anything to write.

so, until this sickness passes i'll take a week break (hopefully that's enough time) from writing/posting.

and i know i have the drabble fest and i will keep writing those even if october passes so everyone who sent a request, don't worry i will be getting to them i promise <3

also, thank you guys on the love on "when did you get hot?" i'm, pretty sure it has reached 2k notes now which is crazy i really appreciate it !! and i will be sure to come back with a clear head and better fics for all of you that enjoy my works :)

thanks to everyone for their continued support !!

[lucidwntrr]

07 & 012 have to be Soobin🙂‍↕️hes so perfect for it❤️

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, masturbation, mommy kink, caught masturbating, praise . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 1k+

soobin was at his limit.

he tried to ignore the constant aching in his pants, squeezing his thighs together in hopes that his raging boner would eventually calm itself down. yet, it only seemed to make his situation worse, the friction of his thighs brushing against his cock only pulled him in deeper into his arousal.

he slides a hand down his body and cups himself, moaning at the warmth and pressure that his hand provided. he brings his other hand to his mouth, biting down on his finger to stifle the little, embarrassing sounds he made as he palmed himself through his pajamas.

god, he knew he shouldn't be touching himself right now. not without asking for your permission. but he needed this, he thought to himself as he slid his hand under his pants. he continues to rub against his bulge, the feeling even better with one less layer between his hand and his cock.

he knew you would be home at any moment, you even promised that you would play with him when you got home. that was the whole reason he was worked up in the first place, his mind racing with many lewd thoughts. the things you would do to him once you walked through the bedroom door.

he squeezes himself, his finger falling from his mouth as he lets out a high-pitched whine. he instead grabs onto the pillow that his head tilted back against, his hair falling falling over it messily. soobin plants his feet flat on the bed and strips out of his bottoms, he was starting to heat up. his skin flush with a light sheen of sweat covering it.

slowly, he reaches his hand into his boxers. he knows this is his last chance to turn back and stop, opt to wait for you to be home and let the thirty minutes it takes for you to get here to pass by. but when he thought about it long enough, he figured he could finish in less than the amount of time it took for you to get back. he wanted to challenge himself.

he sighs when he pulls his cock from his boxers, dipping a finger into the precum that was gathering at the tip. he spreads it around, the same way you do when you touch him, before using it to lube himself up. his breath hitches at the first stroke, his hips wanting to thrust up into his warm and tight fist.

it reminded him of when you let him fuck you, the feeling of pushing himself deep into your cunt. or when you would get on top of him and sink down onto him, until your bodies were pressed together. he loved it, he had to stop himself from cumming every time he would do it, begging you to take it easy on him as his legs trembled and eyes rolled back.

steadily he starts to stroke himself, his pulse thrumming through his body as he moves his fist up and down. his other hand skimming across his chest and tummy and letting the goosebumps rise on his skin as he teases himself. he lets his mind wander, imagining that you were the one touching him instead. that seems to excite him, pumping himself quicker as he wantonly moans into the quiet room.

"does that feel good, hm?" is something you would say to him. soobin would nod his head with a whine, his spine arching off the bed as you twisted your hand around his tip just the way he liked.

you would then admonish him, stopping your movements with a stern "use your words baby."

soobin would whimper, but comply. of course he would, he was absolutely weak against you and when you had your hands on him making him feel this good. "y-yes mommy, it feels good." he would breathily reply with a blush blooming on his face. he knew what you wanted to hear, just as much as he wanted to say it. something about that name always did something to him, his eyes glazing over and his skin prickling with pleasure.

"good boy." you would praise him and start touching him again, quicker this time. your hand relentlessly pumping him towards his orgasm that he could feel coming.

soobin's breath hitches as he touches himself without abandon, mimicking your hand movements as his hand moves up and down on his cock. his eyes rolling back and his toes curling as he gets closer and closer to what he has been wanting.

"mo-ah! mommy please, please i wanna cum…" he softly cries in between moans. so caught up in the moment that he doesn't hear the keys at the front door. the sound of your voice calling out to him, or the patter of your footsteps against the carpet.

you were shocked when you opened the bedroom door and found your boyfriend in the bed with his head tilted back, eyes squeezed shut, as he thrusted up into his fist. his hand was covered with sticky cum, skin slick with sweat and his face pink. you listen to him beg to himself, asking permission to cum from someone he thought wasn't there.

you walk up to the bed, stopping right in front of him. you reach down, taking his cock into your own hand and making soobin jump. his eyes fly open, widening when he finds you sanding over him with a smirk on your face. he couldn't get his mouth to form any words, his mind completely blank as you started to jerk him.

"fu-waitwaitwait," he whines, his hands coming out and attempting to move yours off of him. he fails to as his arms were to weak and shaky to have any force behind their actions. you climb onto the bed, and settle on his hips straddling him now. "i-i'm gonna cum if you keep going."

"cum then, weren't you just begging to?" you coo, brushing his hair back from his forehead and then cupping his warm cheek. soobin swallows and nods his head, eyelids fluttering.

"please, please let me cum mommy." he asks, his voice tiny and desperate.

you hum, running your hand along his body with your other hand, "cum for me."

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[lucidwntrr]

sorry please ignore my first ask i didn't realise we could choose more than one prompt hhh could i choose prompt 14 and 46 for yeonjun please 🥺 he's just a sensitive little baby :(

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, blindfolds, teasing, rubbing, handjob (kinda?), yeonjun is just so sensitive . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 500+

yeonjun shivers from where he lay on the bed. his body thrumming as he tries to anticipate your next move, his fingers twitching at his side. he couldn't tell where you were with the silk blindfold that covered his eyes, the black fabric shielding his vision.

he jumps when he feels movement on the bed, his head automatically turning in the direction that the commotion came from. the sound of the sheets rustling is loud in the otherwise quiet room as you make your way towards him, sitting on his thighs.

he gasps when he feels the warmth of your body settling on him, his chest starting to rise and fall rapidly. slowly, you bring your hands up to ghost over his body, a gentle brush from his shoulders to his slender waist. yeonjun's body follows the movement, his back arching up and trying to fully reach your touch. he whines when you pull your hand back with a little laugh, settling back into the sheets with a huff.

it was taking a lot in him to not touch himself, his aching cock was straining against his boxers. he gasps when you do the same gentle caress over his bulge, his hips bucking and fingers flexing. you take one of yours and trail along the outline of his cock, from the base then up to the tip.

"mmph," yeonjun softly moans when you press your finger against the head, biting onto his bottom lip. it was wet from the precum that was staining the spot and it only got damper as you circled around it.

you shuffle, moving so that you're hovering over him with your arms caging his head. your face inches from his, yeonjun's head tilting back so that his heavy breaths fanned across your face. he licked his lips, hoping that you would close the gap and press your lips to his.

you tease him, bringing your lips to his neck and pressing a tiny kiss against the heated skin. yeonjun hums, turning his head and allowing you more access to the area. he thrusts upwards, his cock barely grazing against you when he does, the slight friction driving him crazy.

yeonjun can't contain his sounds as you move along his neck, leaving a trail of pecks and nibbles as you move towards his collarbone. you let your tongue graze along the bone, making him shiver underneath you. you lean back with a smirk that yeonjun can't see.

the spot on his boxers was larger, his cock continously jumping in its confinements. he was restless, his body couldn't stop twitching with his building desire.

"uhn!" he loudly whines when you take ahold of his cock through the cloth, his back rising off the bed and his head tilting back into the pillow and mussing his hair into a mess. you start to jerk him through the material, the pleasure more intense somehow with the blindfold on.

you stop your movements and curl your finger into the waistband of his boxers before asking, "do you want more?" yeonjun immediately nodding his head and mumbling a combination of 'yes' and 'please' that slurred together.

"but," you giggle and release the band, letting it snap back against his skin. his pink lips parting on a moan. you slide your hands up his sides slowly, yeonjun gasping when you barely brush past his nipples. "you're so sensitive and i've hardly touched you."

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[lucidwntrr]

23 & 39 w/ soobin?

୨୧ TAGS: MDNI, smut, fem!reader, pegging, masturbation, crying, praise, i love whiny soobin so much . . . ୨୧ WORD COUNT 800+

"you're shaking so much," you purr at soobin.

he whines, his trembling legs that were wrapped around your hips tightening and not allowing you to pull back an inch. his hands, that were just as shaky, rest on your arms that were holding him in place, your grip on his slim waist firm as you thrusted into him. his cock was leaking profusely where it lay on his stomach, a puddle of pre-cum starting to form.

soobin didn't know when he started to like this so much. the first time you wanted to try, he was nervous but also curious enough to give it a chance. he ended up crying, his face wet with tears and his chest sticky with the amount of cum that came from his aching cock. it was better than he had expected.

and he assumed it was even better for you, as you asked if you could do it again not even a week later. he would oblige, remembering how it felt last time and guessed that it could only get better.

it would always end the same. with a flushed and tear-stained face, his body shuddering in pleasure, his eyes squeezed shut from the intense orgasm he just had. and he would revel in it everytime, finding himself craving it when there would be long stretches between the next time it would happen again.

he actually came to you this time, fidgeting with his hands and his head bowed. his voice was soft when he would ask for what he wanted, his ears turning the prettiest shade of pink. and that's how he ended up where he was currently.

"please, just don't stop-" he whispered, looking you in your eyes. his glassy ones shining with tears as he drops one of his hands from your arm and in between the two of you. he takes ahold of his throbbing cock, hissing at the warmth provided from his fist and his hips jerk upwards.

he lazily jerks himself as you thrust into him roughly, brushing against his prostate each time and making him shudder. you take a glance at his lips, slick with saliva, and can't resist the urge to taste them.

you lean down and catch soobin by surprise when you capture his lips into a heated kiss. slipping your tongue into his mouth as you roll your hips into him, soobin moaning into your mouth and shutting his eyes. he squeezes his cock tighter, his other hand on your arm getting tighter and his dull fingernails dig into the skin.

"how does it feel, hm?" you whisper into his mouth.

soobin whines, panting heavily as he responds "it-it feels so good…" he hiccups as he speaks, his breath catching on his words.

you hum, pulling back and starting to fuck him harder. soobin's eyes roll and his back arches off the bed as little high-pitched "ah ah ah's" get punched out of him. his fist wrapped around his cock starting to pump himself rapidly, leaking all over his hand. he can feel the tears starting to prick his eyes as the pleasure starts to build, his body that kept twitching unconrollably.

"i ah- i'm gonna cum, please let me cum…" he moans, rocking up into his hand and back onto the strap-on that was grazing the spot that he wanted the most. he squeezes his cock, stopping his impending orgasm from coming before he got permission to do so.

you let go of his waist, grabbing his wrist and pinning them aobve his head. his automatically tighten around you, his eyes trailing up and making eye-contact with you. he pouts as he stares, the tears pooling at his waterline.

"you can cum like this, right?" you tease him. soobin whines, but nods his head. his slowly lips parting on a moan as you push deeper into him, his eyelids flitting.

"good boy," you praise, making his cock twitch with a spurt of precum landing on his stomach. soobin feels the warm tears slipping down his cheeks as you fuck him earnestly, picking up the pace and bringing him to his peak.

"i-i, i'm gonna-" he gasps, his body jerking intensely as his eyes squeeze shut. his fingers curling into themselves in your grip, his legs dropping from your waist as they shake at your sides, moaning wantonly as he cums. fresh cum sprays from his cock, some landing on his chin from how intense the orgasm was.

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you can't hold back when you ask, "how come you didn't tell me that you were moving?" soobin pauses, his head slowly lifting up to gauge your facial expressions. "i mean, i know we weren't super close but we were science partners and i was a little hurt when i had to find out from the teacher that you left." your voice gets soft to show that you weren't angry at him, just curious.

"i-" soobin's had comes out to comfort you, but he stops himself and drops it onto the bed and grips onto the comforter instead.

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fem!reader x soobin, virgin!soobin, nerdy soobin, he blushes a bunch, making out, handjob, cum-tasting, he stutters a bunch, glasses!soobin, beomgyu and taehyun cameo!, kind of premature cumming, this is kind of long i'm so sorry !

note from luna: a request that i got carried away with and took me super long to write (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) , i really hope you enjoy it nonetheless (@mymelodying)

as far as you knew, the last time you saw choi soobin was your senior year of high school. you occasionally talked in the one class you shared together, science. he was your lab partner and you would often have to do experiments and assignments with each other, maintaining an 'A' average throughout the year. in class, soobin often kept to himself and was typically hunched over his work or books. he never spoke too much and when he did, he would stumble over his words and pink would dust his cheeks while he avoids any and all eye contact with you.

when you got the chance, you would often glance at his belongings. you heard the talks about him outside of class, the whispers in the hallways about how "weird" soobin was. the way he watches so many animated shows/films was obsessive, always nose deep in recent manga, mumbling to himself about the characters and major plot points. they would talk about the way he dressed, draped in over-sized hoodies and sweats, his glasses that were just a tad bit large on his nose and often slid down the bridge. you were endeared when you would catch him pushing them back up, a small smile creeping onto your face.

one day in class you took notice to the little stickers that littered his folders and notebooks, also the plush keychain that hung from his backpack. you thought it was cute how he showed his interests in little ways like that, especially since he wasn't able to talk about them to these judgmental students in school. you never thought it was strange like the other students saw it to be. but to soobin, your wandering eyes must have felt that way. he snatched up his things with shaky hands and shoved them in his bag, his face burning red. before you could get a word out, he sped-walked out the classroom and down the hall.

you and soobin never got close, never had the chance to. aside from playing with chemicals and writing scientific equations on a piece of paper, you didn't get to talk that much. here and there you would gather a little information about him, but he would often shut himself up from going on and on about his interests or life. he kept it short, like he was drawing a line between the two of you. it pained you a bit that he felt like he had to hold himself back, you noticed the light in his eyes when you would ask him a question and the way it faded when he caught himself. his eyes shaky and gnawing on his bottom lip, changing the subject to science-related topics.

the day before soobin left, it was a friday and you managed to get a smile from him. it was a stupid joke you made while doing an experiment involving looking at germs. you mustered up the courage to lighten the tense mood since you've been working for an hour on the assignment, jabbing soobin in the side before he pressed his eyes into the scope.

"hey," he turns to you, his eyes immediately shifting when they locked with yours. he stares at a corner of your face, but you were used to it. just like you were used to the pink that spread across his face whenever you would converse with him. "why did the germ cross the microscope?"

he furrows his brow and chews on his bottom lip, "w-why?" he stutters.

you hold back a laugh as you complete the joke, "to get to the other slide." you couldn't hold back for long as you burst out with laughter at how dumb the joke was, it wasn't even that funny. yet, you couldn't help yourself. soobin's eyes widen at the sudden loud sound, his face flushing as he turns away while trying to stifle a laugh. he looks into the microscope in front of him, but you don't miss the small smile that comes onto his face. nor the little dimple that appears on his cheek.

you were the last to know about soobin and his family deciding to leave the city for one that was three hours away from yours, which meant he would be transferring high schools. you didn't have a chance to say goodbye or thank you for all his help during the class as he just stopped showing up. you were pretty worried, it wasn't like soobin to miss a day. let alone it being three in a row, your anxiety was starting to eat you up and you decided to ask the teacher about him.

"you didn't hear, soobin transferred last week. friday was his last day."

it shocked you, he never talked about leaving. granted, you weren't the closest to him but you thought with the small-talk you often made he would mention something like that. or even bring it up the day before he supposedly left, the day you saw him smile for the first time. before leaving the classroom, you took another glance at the seat next to yours that was empty with something heavy weighing on your heart.

after he moved, it took about a month before you got use to his absence. everyday you walked into class your eyes would immediately fly to the seat he once sat in. you hoped that you would find him sitting there with his disheveled black hair, his glasses that were perched on his little nose, his lips that would be pursed in concentration as he worked out a problem in his study book. you would deflate when he wasn't there, shuffling to your seat and plopping down with a sigh.

you eventually got a new lab partner, beomgyu was his name, and the two of you would come to be good friends. often finding yourself doing the same things you would with soobin, plus some. hanging out with the boy after class and talking to him about his interests. sometimes you'd find that same glint in beomgyu's eyes that you saw in soobin and get sad, shaking the feeling off with a small smile.

you would eventually forget about soobin in the following months leading up to graduation, maybe not completely though . even though you knew he wasn't there, he couldn't possibly be, your eyes still searched the sea of graduation caps hoping to find those glasses and flushed cheeks you grew fond of.

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you and beomgyu walk into your first chemistry class of the semester together, shoulder to shoulder, and laughing about some video that he sent to you this morning. the two of you ended up getting accepted into the same college after vowing to never separate post-graduation. you were happy to know one person for your first year, and even happier that it was your best friend beomgyu.

you take a seat in the third row of the classroom with a sigh, beomgyu following and plopping down next to you. you turn towards beomgyu with a blinding smile and he playfully shields his eyes, making you push him. before you could strike up a conversation about your excitement, the professor walks in along with some straggling students who didn't want to be marked late on the first day. she was a short and limber lady, with a high bun resting on her head and circular glasses that framed her face well. she looked like the kind of professor that enjoyed her job.

she shut the door behind the last student to enter, before making her way to her desk. she fumbles around with her many folders and laptop, pulling up a slide show. the room is mute of talking, the only sounds being the shuffling of students reaching into their backpacks for their computers and pencils, prepared to take any introductory notes. as she sets up, the door to the classroom creaks open and everyone's heads turn in the same direction.

a boy with wired-headphones plugged into his ears walked into the room. he was wearing a black tight-fitted shirt that hugged his sides, it was tucked into his jeans that fit his thighs perfectly, his dark hair was mussed but in a stylish way. he grimaces and his face flushes when he realizes the squeaking of the closing door was bringing unwarranted attention to him, dimples that looked a little familiar appeared on his cheeks.

"class starts at eight, young man." the professor says, grabbing the remote that controls the screen now that her slides were pulled up. he turns in her direction, popping the buds from his ears and wrapping them around his phone, his face seemed to turn even darker and he sucks in his bottom lip. you cock your head to the side, the more you stare at him and watch his actions, the more familiar the boy looks. distant memories that you can't quite catch float around in your head.

"s-sorry. it's not an excuse, but my alarm didn't go off." his voice was deep and smooth as he spoke, honesty laced in his tone as he apologized. all around you, the girls in the class started to whisper to their friends. presumably about his good looks, you would do the same with beomgyu if it weren't for you trying to wrack your brain trying to figure out why you think you've seen him before. he presses his lips together and bows his head awkwardly in apology. he starts to head for a seat, but he's stopped by the professor speaking again-

"i'll let it pass this time since it's the first day," she starts and he nods his head in acknowledgement, his grip tight on his bag-strap that was slung across his slim waist. "what's your name?" everyone tunes in, wanting to know the name of the handsome boy who would be in this class for the semester. he runs a hand through his hair, his eyes darting around the room and avoiding stares. "ah, c-choi soobin."

you freeze, your eyes widening at that name. choi soobin? like choi soobin that you went to high school with? choi soobin who suddenly upped and left one day? the same one who buried himself in over-sized clothing and his glasses that never sat on his nose right? that's the same guy who was standing in front of you, with fitted clothes, no glasses on his face, and a lot taller than what you remembered, that soobin?

your eyes follow him as he walks past you once the professor dismissed him to a seat that was a few rows behind you, you couldn't help it. you haven't heard that name in about a year and now he shows up again in the same college as you, in your science class? your eyes lock briefly when he goes by, his eyes immediately shifting away and his face going pink. you don't think he remembered you though, besides it's been a while and you also forgot about him until this moment.

all class, you could only think about the boy who you were semi-acquainted with in high school and how much he has changed. your body itched to turn around and catch a glance at him, figure out if it was actually the same boy you knew.

"you okay," beomgyu whispered to you, poking a finger into your side. you give him a nod before placing your face in your hand and gnawing on your bottom lip. you had to talk to him after class, right? you needed to know if he remembered you, thought about you even a little after he left.

you were lost in thought until the final minutes of class, the professor clapping her hands together sharply before clicking to the last slide. it was an announcement that she will be putting us in pairs, and we'll stay in that duo for the semester. you'll do labs, assignments, and presentations with your partner. it reminded you a lot of the class you took in high school.

"hopefully we're together." beomgyu whispers, crossing his fingers and you smile at him while also twining your fingers in hopes. we wait while professor starts calling out pairs, your heart beating fast. the both of you take a pause when beomgyu's name is called.

"choi beomgyu and-" he bites on his bottom lip and squeezes his eyes shut, grabbing onto your hand and holding it tightly in his. "kang taehyun." he deflates, throwing a pout at you and you caress his shoulder. he turns around and finds his partner who raised his hand. he gets up with his belongings and makes his way towards the boy and they immediately jump into conversation. you think he'll be alright and you shoot him a thumbs up when he looks your way with a soft smile.

you jump when your name is called next, snapping your head to the front of the room. hopefully whoever you get is nice and not someone who will slack off and make you do all the work, that's the last thing you want in a college-level chemistry class. "and choi soobin."

you eyes widen and your mouth drops open in shock. what are the odds that you and soobin would be in a science class together and be lab partners at that. it gave you a reason to talk to him again after some time, but you haven't thought about what you would say. how would you even bring up what you wanted to talk about?

when you turn around, soobin was already looking back at you. you couldn't quite read his facial expression, he looked a little surprised but also intrigued. he would shift his eyes away though, clearing his throat and rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. you gathered your belongings and headed up the stairs to his row and taking the seat next to his.

you look at him from the corner of your eye, too scared to turn and look at him and just fidgeted with the pencil in your hand instead. you let the professor finish putting people in pairs, she tells the class to exchange info with your lab partners and get to know them as our first lab will be on thursday. there's about fifteen minutes of class left and she dismisses us to be able to converse.

slowly, you turn your head towards him. "hey,"

soobin jumps and rubs his hands anxiously over his thighs. he looks over at you and bows his head, before turning away again. he squeezes his eyes shut and says something under his breath you can't catch.

"uh, so… we should probably exchange numbers like the professor suggested since we're going to be together for a whole semester. and we might have to keep in contact with eachoth-" you started to ramble before soobin suddenly cut you off.

"did we go to high school together?" he asks, turning towards you. he quickly catches himself, his face burning and his eyes shifting away from your stare that felt too intense. he looks down at his lap, at his fumbling hands that were there. "ah sorry- i mean…m-more specifically did we have a science class together?" he mutters the last part.

you freeze, so he did remember you…"uh, yeah. we were lab partners back in high school." you answer his question while nodding your head.

there was the tiniest smile that came to his face, crooked and cute. "i thought so…" he mumbled more to himself. his hand comes up to his nose like he was going to push up his glasses, but his hand curls into a fist when he realizes they weren't there.

"what happened to your glasses?" you blurt out without thinking. soobin's drops his hand onto the table and his face turns a pretty shade of pink.

"my-my glasses? i, um stopped wearing them awhile ago. i wear con-contacts now." his hand scratches the back of his neck as he speaks and he clears his throat often the more he talks, like he was thinking of the next words to say as he said it.

"mmm," you hum in understatement. before you could ask another question, about why he left so suddenly without saying anything, it was the end of class. the professor would announce that while also telling us to pick up our homework for the day. a worksheet to get to know all about your lab partner, like we were in kindergarten again.

soobin packs up his belongings and you can't help but to notice the keychain that hung from his backpack, the same one from when we were in high school. you smile to yourself and soobin gets up, a quick and jerky movement that startles you a little.

"i-i'm gonna go now," he stiffly says, sliding behind you and starting for the stairs that leads to the door. you bite your lip, quickly getting up and packing your stuff to follow him. you can't let him get away that easily, not when you got the chance to finally see him again.

"wait-" you say, catching his hand that was on his phone and ready to unravel his headphones. he flinches away, snatching his hand back and leaving yours hanging mid-air. when you look at him, he was blushing, his eyes looking everywhere but at yours and his cheeks were puffed out.

"sorry i- i was just wondering if you wanted to get started on the homework?" you ask him, dropping your hand and clutching onto your tote bag. soobin taps the screen of his phone with his thumb to check the time.

he opens his mouth to speak but gets interrupted by someone slinging their arm over your shoulder and ruffling your hair. you knew it was beomgyu cause he was the only person that did that to you, the little punk.

"shall we grab some lunch, i'm starving~" he asks, pinching your cheek. he stops when he realizes that soobin is standing there, looking between the two of you with wide eyes. he particularly focused on beomgyu's arm that was around you, which striked you as odd.

beomgyu nods at him before shoving a hand out in front of soobin, "hi, i'm beomgyu! you must be soobin and this losers lab partner." you roll your eyes, shoving his arm off of you and making him pout. soobin tentatively takes his hand, shaking it almost robotically before letting go.

"so," beomgyu turns to you, bringing his face completely in your view. you notice the way soobin turns his head away, his face burning. "are we getting lunch or not?"

you lean back and gesture towards soobin, "actually, i was going to get started on the homework assignment with soobin." you smile at beomgyu who drops his obnoxiously and his eyes flicker towards the boy that was standing there shuffling on his feet. he looks back at you, wiggling his eyebrows.

you never talked to beomgyu about soobin, never felt a reason to. it felt better to keep those little memories you had to yourself, instead of loading all you grievance on someone you just met. so, to him it probably looked like you were looking for a hook-up.

"oh, that's cool! i'll just get lunch with taehyun and catch up with you later?" he taps your shoulder and gives you a shit-eating grin that makes you roll your eyes even harder than the first time. he skips away, smirking at you as he heads out the door to track down his new friend.

soobin looks at you, not for too long of course, before staring down to his feet or the ground beneath them you weren't too sure. he drums his fingers against his bookbag strap, the silence stretching on.

"uh, sorry about that…do you have any time to do the assignment right now?" you ask him.

soobin's head pops up and he seems to perk up a bit at the idea of you still wanting to hang out with him, "yeah down- i'm down!"

"we can go to my dorm, it's only a five minute walk from here. if that's okay with you of course!" you offer, pointing in the direction of your room. soobin blushes furiously, but nods his head in agreement. you smile, waving your hand and motioning for him to follow you.

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"me and beomgyu share this place, but he shouldn't be back for awhile. but you already knew that…"

soobin shucks off his shoes before looking around. it was a cozy and small dorm room that he can tell is properly lived in. plushies littered the couch, there were two mugs on the coffee table in front of it, he placed his shoes next to the others that were by the door. it smelt good too, like cinnamon and something else he couldn't name.

you watch as soobin scans the place, his head turning until it lands on you. he gets startled as if he forget that it was your place and that you were actually in it. you don't fight the giggle that bubbles up and comes out.

"we can go to my room, it's more comfortable." you smile at him and make your way down the hall and to the right where your room was, opposite of beomgyu's who was on the left. he follows you into the room and jumps when you shut the door.

you gesture towards the bed, "have a seat." he nods and rummages through his bag for the assignment, a clipboard, and a pencil to write with. he settles on the bed, but he doesn't move. he looks almost frozen as he sits there and you smile fondly at how shy he can truly be.

you sit next to him, climbing onto the bed and crossing your legs with the paper in your lap. soobin mirrors you, being sure to put a little bit of distance between the two of you as he does.

"i-i'm ready when you are." he says, scrunching his nose and pushing up imaginary glasses. your eyes linger on him a little longer than you intended, soobin's eyes shifting and his cheeks turning rosy as he clears his throat.

"right- um, first question is…what's your favorite thing to do?" you look up from the sheet for him to answer first.

"i would say m-my favorite thing to do is read or watch tv, it's what i do the most." he shrugs his shoulders while you write down his response.

"and what do you like to read and watch?"

"nothing much, just…what everyone else reads and watches." he answers, his hands fidgeting around his pencil.

"and what is everyone reading and watching?" you tease. soobin stutters over his words, his tongue felt tied as he tried to come up with a lie and think about what trending shows he's heard others talking about.

"i'm messing with you," you laugh, placing a comforting hand on his thigh. he tenses under you and you pull away, he immediately relaxes when you do. "but i did notice the jujutsu kaisen figure on your bag, do you like that show? it's anime, right?" soobin's eyes are wide when he looks at you, his mouth moving like a fish.

"you know about jujutsu kaisen? have you ever watched the show?" he sounded excited that someone recognized the figure, as if it wasn't one of the most popular ones out now. he had that same shine in his eyes that he did back in high school when he would talk about things like this.

you felt a little bad when you had to admit the truth though, "i've never watched it, but beomgyu always talks about it!" you try to make the situation a little better and give him a topic to bring up with beomgyu whenever he sees them again, maybe they can become friends too.

"oh…" he deflates, tapping his pencil against his paper.

"we could always watch it together, since we're going to be around each other the whole semester." you suggest to him.

"really? you would watch?"

"yeah," you answer honestly and watch with fondness as soobin smiles, sucking his lips into his mouth in an attempt to hide it. it reminds you of the day before he left, the same day you finally saw him smile.

you can't hold back when you ask, "how come you didn't tell me that you were moving?" soobin pauses, his head slowly lifting up to gauge your facial expressions and feeling the shift in the mood. "i mean, i know we weren't super close but we were science partners and i was a little hurt when i had to find out from the teacher that you left." your voice gets soft to show that you weren't angry at him, just curious.

"i-" soobin's hand comes out to comfort you, but he stops himself and drops it onto the bed and grips onto the comforter instead. "i wanted to say goodbye… i didn't even know we were moving until i got home that day." he mumbles with a small head shake.

"everything was already packed and they were loading up the u-haul truck. i hardly even had time to process it all and once i did i was in a new city surrounded by a bunch of new people. b-but believe me when i say i wanted to say goodbye at least…" and you do believe him. he sounded too sincere and his eyes reminded you of a sad puppy, his lower lip jutting out into a pout as he spoke.

he almost looked he wanted to cry and you couldn't have that, not over something so small. you were just curious as to why you never saw him again, you didn't mean to upset him in the process. you don't remember how or when but when you snap out of your thoughts, you're close to soobin. super close, with your hand pressed against the side of his warm face.

he was blinking at you wildly, his fingers gripped tight into your covers. you gasp, your eyes widening as you steal your hand away and pulling back. "sorry, i don't know why i just did that…"

"you-" soobin presses his lips together, furrowing his brows.

"i…?"

"you whis-whispered something,"

"what did i whisper?" you nervously ask.

he clears his throat, "you said that you missed me…"

you were taken aback, you didn't remember saying that but soobin said you did and he didn't have a reason to lie. did you miss him? when he left, you did think about him a lot. even after meeting beomgyu and graduating, there was little moments when he would pop into your mind and you would wonder how he was doing. if he was doing the same, thinking about you at that very moment.

you look at the boy who was so different from what you remembered. his muscular and toned body that was visible through his shirt, his legs that were a lot longer than before and encompassed by his jeans, his slender hand that held his pencil, his big and curious eyes that were no longer framed with glasses, his pretty and pink lips that were pouted so cutely. you wanted to lean in and kiss them-

your lips touch in a chaste kiss that lasts a second. when you pull back, soobin's eyes were squeezed shut and his lips were still protruded. you giggle, hiding your smile behind your hand and soobin's eyes crack open. he was blushing furiously and he had a sheepish look on his face.

"it's true, i did miss you…" you admit to him. you shove the classwork aside and crawl towards him. soobin's breath hitches when you start to come closer, his legs involuntary parting and allowing you to fill the spot between them.

you bring your faces close enough so that your breathes mingle between the little space there was. you slowly bring your hand up to his face again, your thumb rubbing under his eye. soobin's breath gets shaky as he lets your explore his face, gnawing on his bottom lip in nervousness.

you let your finger trace the bridge of his nose where his glasses used to be, "do you still keep your glasses around?" soobin brain was malfunctioning and he couldn't speak so he simply nods his head and points a trembling finger at his backpack that was on the floor. with a smile you hop off the bed to grab his glasses that were in a cute case before repositioning yourself to where you were.

you raise the glasses up to his face and gently slide them over his ears and up his nose. they were the same ones he had back then, except now they fit his adult features. they looked perfect on him, against the pink of his cheeks.

"so handsome," you mutter while continuing your evaluation of his face. letting your fingers trace the bow of his upper lip, soobin's stuttering breath making them moist. you look him in the eyes, "can i kiss you, properly?"

soobin swallows, his eyes sliding to the wall behind you. "i-i don't know how… i've never kissed somebody before." he whispers.

you were slightly taken aback, "really?" it was a little hard to believe that someone that looked like this has never kissed anyone. he shakes his head slowly, his nervous eyes finding their way back to yours. it was cute, the contrast between his striking visuals and his timid actions. and the fact that you were the first person to kiss him, be close to him like this, defile him was kind of turning you on.

with a gentle touch, you tap his lips. "just keep these open and follow my lead, hm?" soobin nods again, licking his lips and parting them, shutting his eyes as you move in close to him. you tilt your head to slot them together with his and soobin's fingers grip onto the blanket.

you take it slow and let soobin get the feel of making out, he's clumsy at the start of course. he can't quite find the right rhythm and sometimes he'll press too hard. he pulled back a little at one point and whispered against your mouth, "is that right?" you would grab him by the chin gently and hum in agreement before pulling him in again.

this time soobin melts into the kiss, finding the pacing easier this time as you capture his lips. wrapping an arm around his neck to keep him in place, sliding your fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck and making soobin shiver. his whole body squirms as your nails scratch his scalp gently, a tiny whimper slipping into the kiss.

the sound sent tingles through your body and you wanted- no needed to hear it again. you grip the hairs and tug them just a little, just enough to tilt his back and deepen the kiss.

"ngh," soobin moans into your mouth, his pretty lips opening wider. you place a hand on his chest, pushing him back onto his elbows. you slip your tongue into his mouth and soobin allowed you to explore his mouth, moving your tongue against his. he finds himself liking the way it feels, his body heating up, his pulse racing, and there was another sensation happening…between his legs.

he can feel the way your hand slides down his chest and tense tummy, heading right for the spot that was throbbing. his breath hitching when your hand ghosts over his crotch, your hand warm against the prominent bulge. his hips twitch up into your hand and he moans at the contact, the friction was delicious and he wanted to chase it.

it wasn't until you started rubbing at the same time as he grinds into against your hand. he found that the longer you did it, the better it felt and there was something coiling in his belly that made his breathing uneven and his body tingle. it scared him a little and he would pull away from the kiss, pushing your hand off of him, "wa-waitwaitwait-" he voice was breathy and his face was flushed, lips red and swollen.

"what's wrong?" you ask with concern, your hand that was just making him feel good was now rubbing his shoulder in comfort. soobin's skin was tingling with every graze, but it was bearable and not as intense as whatever just happened.

he ducks his head in embarrassment, his voice low when he speaks. "i-it's just that was my first time feeling something… like that."

"did you not like it? we can stop if you don't wan-"

"no!" he shouts, his head popping up and his eyes wild. "n-no it's not that i didn't like it…in fact i think i liked it too much. there was this feeling, right here." he points at his lower abdomen, right above his cock that was still hard and twitching in the constraints of his jeans.

"it was really intense and overwhelming, it scared me a little. it was too much, too fast," his speech is fast, his face burning all the while. you giggle a little and let your hand drop back down to his hard-on. soobin jerks, his legs twitching at your sides and lets out a breathy moan as his eyes flutter.

"what you were experiencing was getting close to having an orgasm. you've never touched yourself before?"

soobin's body felt like it was on fire, "no, never…"

"well," you lean into his neck, letting your breath ghost against the sensitive skin. soobin swallows when you trail your lips along the side. "would you like me to be the first to touch you there?" he moans while nodding his head, giving you the consent you needed to hear.

you unbuckle the belt that was around his slim waist, unzipping the zipper and sliding your hand into his pants. soobin watches with heady eyes, blinking slowly as if he didn't want to miss anything. you pull his cock from his pants, the tip was glistening with precum and you press a finger into the pool. you bring your finger to your mouth, lapping at the liquid.

"w-what are you doing, why would you eat…that?" soobin stammers, but his eyes were glossy as he watched you lick up his precum. it made his cock twitch between the two of you.

"it's sweet," you simply reply. "wanna try some?"

soobin tentatively nods, one small motion of his head and you kiss him. immediately, you push your tongue into his mouth while wrapping your hand around him and lubing him up with his own precum.

"uhn," soobin moans, his hips slowly raising up into your fist and his hand comes up to squeeze your arm tightly. it feels so good, he feels so good that he can't even keep up with the kiss. his mouth going slack as he continously moans and whines.

the air between the two of you is humid, soobin's glasses sliding down the bridge of his nose from the sweat building there. his hazy eyes looking at you through his almost fogged lenses, letting out an assortment of needy sounds.

you start to jerk him earnestly, letting your hand go up and down his cock at a quick and steady pace. drinking up all of the whimpers and pants that soobin feeds you. he leaks profusely over your first, a tell-tale sign that this was in fact his first time being touched.

soobin couldn't think, his brain was clouded and his skin was prickling with pleasure. he couldn't control his hips that kept thrusting up, chasing after that intoxicating feeling of your hand on him.

"i-" he gasps when he feels that coil in his tummy again, coming at him quicker than the first time. he doesn't think he can stop it this time though, his body tensing as the pleasure ramps up and his orgasm builds.

"you?"

"i don't think i can hold back -" he choked on his words, shaking his head. his eyes were shiny like he could cry at an moment from feeling so good. you let your hand graze his tip briefly and that seems to be soobin's breaking point.

"i'm- i'm gonna cum," he breaths, his eyes rolling back and his hips kicking upwards in one final thrust. his body twitches, a long and high-pitched moan of your name flowing from his mouth as he comes in your hand.

he tosses his head back, his one hand that was in the sheets so tight that his knuckles were white and his other hand that was on your shoulder was shaking. he felt like he could see white as he came, he felt light and dizzy as multiple spurts of warm cum landed on his shirt and jeans.

you stroke him while he comes down, his breathing heavy and his bottom lip was now sucked into his mouth as he tried to regulate himself. "wow," you smirk, admiring the amount of cum that landed on his clothes. soobin gets shy, his face burning as he turns his head away.

"i'm sorry - i didn't mean to cum so quickly…" he apologizes.

"you don't have to apologize for that." you reassure him, sticking a hand into his mussed hair before reaching down to push his glasses back up his nose and making him crinkle it cutely.

"it-it's embarrassing… cumming just from you touching me." he mumbles, his eyes downcast in shame.

"not embarrassing at all, it's hot." you lift his head up and make sure he's looking into your eyes, letting him know you were telling the truth. he swallows, his throat bobbing and he nods his head.

you laugh, letting his face go and grabbing some tissues from the bedside table. "but if you came that fast just from a handjob, i don't think you would've fared if we went all the way."

soobin's eyes go wide, whimpering when the soft tissue touches his sensitive cock. "i-i… i could've lasted longer!" he counters, a little frown on his face as he said it. you tuck him back into his boxers and zip his pants up.

"really?" you raise an eyebrow, tossing the dirty tissue aside and climbing into his lap. you settle down, pressed directly against soobin's sore cock and moving your hips a little. soobin moans, his hands coming to your waist while nodding his head.

"well, we have a whole semester to figure that out now don't we?" you smirk, as you hop of his lap and start to head out of the room. soobin watches with a furious blush on his face as you go.

"w-wait, my pants!" he calls out, leaping off the bed to remind you off his cum-stained pants he was wearing. he pauses though, looking down and groaning. he was rock hard again. "dammit," he mumbles while shoving a hand between his legs.

how was he supposed to survive chemistry like this?

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plEASEEEE we need a second part to college au soobin who’s all subby 🙏🙏

so many people are requesting another part, should i actually do it ? i get scared with multi-part fics cause i take FOREVER to write and fear everyone will forget about it before i can finish.

but if a lot of people really want a second part, then i can consider doing it :)