a/n: congrats to joo for releasing his newest mixtape!!! 🥺🥺 wow i’m just so proud of him he’s such a hard worker and an incredible person!!
a/n: based off the song i have attached to this post! please stan lolo she’s my queen 😔✌️
a/n: y’all ngl i’m actually really happy with how this turned out 😳😳
word count: 1.0k
content: fem! reader, angst with a happy ending, riding the sadness out of a boy lol, possessiveness, marking, hickies, all that fun stuff.
taglist: @sjkdm @lovingonrepeat @maknaeronix
“hey!” you yell, snapping jooheon out his his daze. he can’t describe how he feels in your prescense. on one hand, you’re irresistible and incredible and everything about you is just so enchanting, your eyes are hypnotic and he feels his heart race everytime you wink at him.
however, on the other hand... you’re unreliable. everytime he tries to get close to you, you back away. you can’t seem to decide where you want to stand with him. one day you’re kissing his jaw faintly and all he wants is to be yours, but the next moment you pretend he doesn’t exist. it’s so frustrating! and it’s tiring. he can’t keep getting so hopeful just for you to wreck it because you decide you find someone better.
he tells himself he doesn’t need you, and in a way, he’s right. but he wants you. you make his mind foggy in the perfect way and he can’t let the ghostly feelings of pleasure you give him disappear, he needs to feel it all.
but now the door of the hotel room is locked, and every inch of his body is on fire. he wants to cry out when your hand finally brushes his painfully hard cock, but he keeps himself together.
“hey,” you repeat, finally drawing his attention. he’s so terrified and confused and excited at the prospect of what the night holds for him, but he can already tell by the way you handle him that you’re here for the power, not for any feelings. the rush of the high he feels is almost enough for you.
he feels conflicted. part of his is crying out. he feels so much more than you do, and he knows he feels so more than you do. it’s a terrifying prospect because all he wants is your love and he knows it’s the one thing he can’t have.
“yeah?”
“you’re quiet now. what gives?” you ask with a raised eyebrow, and he wants to chuckle at how pathetic he feels. all you care for is the feelings it’ll give you, and all he cares for is the feelings he has for you.
he doesn’t want to make the request, but he knows it’s his only option if he wants to forget it all. he pulls hand that was previously resting on the back of your neck to keep you close to him forward and his thumb faintly brushes your skin as he whispers, “make me forget it all, please.”
you raise your hand to hold his against your cheek, smiling softly, and for a second, he has hope, and that’s all he needs, “of course, sit down.”
he sits on the edge of the bed, still fully dressed and miserable about that fact. you take your time to unbutton your shirt, teasing him by turning around to take it off. your skirt is next, and once again you take it off painfully slow with that smirk on your face. the lights in the hotel room are soft and dim, so he doesn’t get the perfect view he wants, but he supposes it’ll do.
your undergarments are next, and he loses all thoughts of anything but you once your bra hits the floor. every inch of you was perfect. every mark and every scar made you looks so real and so beautiful.
“you gotta strip too, big boy,” you giggle, and that is more than enough to get him to rip off his clothes as fast as he possibly can. his desperation keeps you giggling, and you both smile softly. it’s a more gentle moment when you finally sit on his lap, pressing ghostly kisses on his neck. his hands gently hold your waist as he breathes. he gasps when you bite down, and he can feel you smirk against his skin, “can i tie your wrists?” you whisper, and he nods.
you don’t have much to tie him up with, so his belt will have to do. you make sure it’s loose enough for him to get out of if need be, and you resume marking his neck and chest. his breaths are heavier and he looks wrecked before you even got to the main part, “please.”
and you don’t care to tease him, not today. today is all about him, and you’ll make him feel higher than he’s ever been no matter how long or what it takes. you’re already so wet, as you can tell by the shine on his thigh, that there’s no need to wait any longer.
you take a breath before sinking down completely. he sighs shakily at the feeling. it’s far too much for him all at once, but by all means, he wants to feel overwhelmed. you experimentally start rotating your hips ever so slightly, but it’s enough to get a reaction out of him, “s-shit! oh my god— you’re incredible.”
“i know, babe,” you smirk, leaning in, and snapping your hips forward, making him cry out, “and you’re beautiful like this.”
your comment barely registers in his head, but he smiles genuinely. maybe it was just a heat of the moment declaration, but he refused to let it go. you’d have to rip the hope right out of his heart.
you don’t speak for the rest of the time, instead focusing on the noises he makes. he’s getting so close— you both can feel it— and it’ll only take a little bit longer until he’s there, “forget it all, baby, the only thing you have to remember is that you’re mine.”
he’s yours, he’s yours, he’s your—
he cums with a shout, and you’re not too far behind. the room is left silent, save for both of your heavy breathing, and you make sure to kiss him on the lips this time instead.
coming here to scream about jooheon and his dimples okthxbye-
<subby jooheon hcs?>
i got you bro—
content: mentions of a pain kink, degradation, and oral
jooheon is a darling and a sweetie. he’s not a brat except for getting a little whiney when you don’t pay attention to him but he is a bit teasing
he’s also kinda a bit manipulative(?) idk if that’s the right word but it’s like he’s good at getting you do what what he wants without having to outright ask and just by being cute
however if you double down and make him beg he will have no problem this man is not shy when it’s just you and him
he’s honestly like a lil demanding sometimes and you gotta remind him that you call the shots but again, it’s not really bratty
he probably likes to be cutesy and all during foreplay, but he finds it hard to keep it when he starts to lose himself in the pleasure
i could see him being a really big fan of oral, both giving and receiving
and for how much of a good boy he is i could see him really liking pain
and also being degraded and humiliated, that shit’s hot
will probably like the title mommy/daddy best but will go with whatever you want
please call him ur baby boy 🥺🥺and take care of him well 🥺🥺🥺
“oh god, mommy/daddy, please hit me again. i need it, i need more, more, more please— oh fuck!”
