» established relasionship, everything here is consensual, dregrading kink (still somewhat fluff cuz i can't bring myself to hurt her in any way), dacryphillia
No matter how much times you tell Mikan how beautiful she truly is and how much you love her she simply has a hard time accepting compliments, and after you finally grew comfortable enough to have intimacy she simply to had an even harder time to accept it. Of course you try to be patient with her, to love her and help her grow to love herself too, but maybe it was today you were a bit too tired of it, perhaps you just thought about trying to help in other way, whatever it was you decided to do the exact opposite this time
She was calling herself ugly and dirty, somewhat nervous about the fact that you would be someone like her when her rambling was interrupted by your voice, she was a bit shocked when you tell her that, indeed she is really dirty. It was a bit confusing, after all your words didn't carried any real bite on in, but she didn't even had time to react because when she realiced you were already over her, your hands holding her waist under her clothes like you always do, but there was something diferent on it, the way you keep telling how she truly is someone so dirty, filthy, disgusting, and yet you leaned over to kiss her, you hands kept romming over her and slowly taking her clothes out, gaining even more insults and reminders of how filthy and pathetic she is when you exposed her skin, and yet she didn't stopped you
She knows you wouldn't hurt her, you would never, you have promised over and over again that you wouldn't do anything she doesn't want, she knows too well you will stop the moment she ask you to, and yet she can't bring herself to tell you to stop, the corner of her eyes still has some tears and her whole frame is trembling a bit, and yet, for the first time in what feels like forever, it is not because she is scared
Mikan apologized one more time, she apologized for being so dirty and yet didn't stoped you, she let you take off her clothes, she clinged onto you when you leaned over to kiss her, to lick her filthy skin, he jolted when you grabbed her pathetic frame and trembled when you reminded her how she should be greatful that you are even taking pity of someone like her, and she agreed, she eagerly agreed to everything you said, she moved her body almost out of instinct at each one of your silent instructions. Her eyes closed everytime you licked and sucked her skin, her back arched and a loud gasp left her lips when you grabbed her by the waist, putting her in place and biting gently her nipple, her legs trembled, fighting to press together and yet opened when you comanded
Mikan felt vulnerable, so fragile, she felt exposed to each one of your comments, it was like if you were able to see everything within her and yet that just made her more excited, because it was you, she was so happy that someone like you would like a filthy pig like her
And when you finally filled her inside with your whole Mikan cried out that yes, she was nothing but a whore, that she was so pathetic that this was what she deserved, that being filled by your seed what was a filthy whore like her deserved, her own arouse was able to overcome any other sense, for once all the things she was saying about herself weren't real, or well, not at least to attack herself, everything came from the her fuzzy mind that wanted nothing but for you to keep going, to fill her over and over again, to want you to love her pitiful self in that way only you can
