May 11, 2013
Belonging
I just wish I had a substance-free circle of some sort. I've committed myself to this principle out of both sincere disgust for substance use and an aspiration to bodily purity, and for as long as I can remember, it has been a part of "me". It is one of my most deeply-rooted beliefs. But I could use the support every now and again, and especially in the recent months. It's lonely to be one in so many, to be so disconnected, so misunderstood, in a world that seems to be constantly seeking an escape from reality, whatever that might mean.
I guess all I really want is to feel like I belong somewhere again.