Positive - Qian Kun
Warnings: Sub! Kun, Dom! Reader, Some Body Worship, Compliments, Lots of Kisses, Oral (Female Receiving), Multiple Orgasms
Plot: Kun grew super distant recently, before your relationship turned completely dry you called him over to talk about it. After finding out why he was being so far away shocked you and you had to do something about it.
A/N: A very sweet anon requested for me to do something with Kun or Lucas, I’m working on getting a Lucas smut put up at some point but yeah! Also I hope Kun is happy and healthy and feels as good as he looks and I hope he knows he’s loved- I love this man incase you didn’t notice :) Okay so I ended up writing more than I intended to at first but oh well I’m satisfied with this.
Kun seemed a bit distant recently, you'd be lying if you said it didn't bother you. At first you thought it was just because he was stressed out from work but, you realized it was a bigger issue than that when he wouldn't let you touch him. Touching him sexually was one thing but he would be weird about you hugging him, kissing him, anything like that. After he started doing that you just assumed that you did something wrong. You guys don't live together so you haven't spoken to him in a while which wasn't a good thing so, you decided to call him over when you knew he was free.
It was later in the day when you called since he had been busy all day. He knocked on the door so you went to get it. You pulled the door open and smiled at him, "Hey baby." You kissed his cheek but he just gave you a half smile and walked past you. Your eyebrows furrowed automatically, "Kun.." He put his bags by the couch and he sat on the armrest which faced where you were standing. He didn't say anything, he just looked at you.
"Why are you being so distant? Did I do something wrong?" Kun's expression didn't change, he just looked down and fiddled with his hands. "Kun." Your voice was slightly more firm. You didn't want to fight with him, it was never your intention but after so long of not talking to each other Kun still didn't want to talk to you face to face. "We need to talk about this. We're in a relationship yet we're neglecting each other." He sighed heavily.
"Do I not give you enough love? Do I not show you enough attention? Do you not love me anymore? Let me know what it is! Do you want someone else?" Kun finally spoke, "No! Y/N.. listen.." You started to feel a bit emotional, as cheesy as it is you haven't heard his voice in what feels like forever. You didn't respond and instead decided to just listen. "I just haven't been feeling good." You chewed your bottom lip, "So I can't take care of you when you don't feel well? That's not a good enough excuse for why I can't hug you." He looked guilty which made you think he cheated on you or something. "It's not an excuse Y/N." You shook your head and leaned against the wall, "Yes it is."
You watched as Kun became slightly irritated, he's a calm person but he became a bit bothered, "Fine. I'll tell you." You sighed, "Thank you." You became anxious though, what could be so bad that he was acting this way? "I don't look good." You laughed slightly but caught yourself, "What do you mean?" He licked his lips and fiddled with his hands more, "My body isn't good, my face hasn't been.. I don't know I'm not good enough for you.." You immediately shook your head, "Kun.. what the hell are you talking about? I love you so much, you're perfect babe.." You walked over to him and cupped his face in your hands, "You don't understand how much you mean to me. I'm sorry if I haven't shown you how much you matter or how much I love you but I really really love you."
You pulled him close to your chest and placed kisses on his head. "Sorry Y/N.. I just haven't been feeling the most confident, I assumed that you wouldn't like me anymore." He looked up from your chest with puppy dog eyes. "It's okay, I just wish you would have told me.. you should never have to feel ashamed of yourself like this." Kun looked relieved, "Thank you Y/N, I love you so much."
You smiled and placed a soft, delicate kiss on his lips. "Can I show you how much I love you? It's been a while.." You very gently grabbed onto the bottom of his sweater, indicating what you meant. He held onto it as well, he was hesitant for a second but he pulled off the jacket that was over his sweater which allowed you access to remove his sweater. "Are you comfortable with this?" Of course you wouldn't want to force him into an uncomfortable situation or make him feel like you just wanted him for sex. He nodded which made you more comfortable to move forward.
You kissed him again and spoke in between smooches, "I love the way you dress, and your lips are always super soft." Kun smiled slightly into the kiss. "You're so beautiful, I can't believe you'd feel differently.. Let's go to the room." You grabbed his hand and led him away, figuring he would get uncomfortable from sitting on the arm rest. He followed you into the room and sat on the end of the bed.
You resumed where you left off and you grabbed the bottom of his sweater again. You pulled his sweater over his head and pushed him flat onto the bed. This whole situation explains why he wears so many layers of clothing when he sees you, he was hiding. "It's not hot under there?" He nodded, "It is.." You climbed on top of him and sat more on his lower half. Your hand gently moved under his shirt, you could feel his stomach suck in when your cold hands touched his skin. "You're always so warm." You ran your hands all over his chest, occasionally you flicked his nipple.
"Look how pretty~" You finally lifted his shirt and saw what he was hiding. He looked amazing, always does, always will. You leaned down and placed kisses all over his warm stomach. Kun reacted to each kiss with a slight jump, "Relax baby, you have nothing to worry about, you're perfect and I love you so much alright?" He responded with a slow nod.
You noticed how he was getting hard already, "Tell me baby, what do you want me to do? I'll treat you." He sighed suddenly, “I just want kisses..” Your heart melted at how cute he was being right now, “Okay baby, I’ll give you lots of kisses.” You started to palm him through his pants with one hand, he sighed at the feeling. With your empty hand you searched nearby areas until you found Kun’s hand and interlocked your fingers with his. As much as he tried to hide it, he needed your touch, he missed you so much. Continuing to place kisses on his stomach you unbuttoned his pants once you felt he was hard enough.
You rubbed his precum all over his tip and stroked him slightly. Kun sighed at the feeling, he shut his eyes and fiddled with your hand as you stroked him. You started to suck on the skin on his stomach. It tickled a little which made Kun laugh slightly, “It tickles..” He was smiling when you looked up at him which resulted in you giving him an endearing look. Without letting go of his hand you lifted yourself and placed your lips on his. While making out with him you reached into the bedside table to grab some lube that you’d left in there. Kun placed his free hand on your cheek as he got more into the kiss.
You threw your leg over his lap as you continued to stroke him slowly. You pulled away from the kiss for a second, Kun whined about it but you made it quick. Before returning to the kiss you looked down to squeeze some lube onto your hand. “Let me see that pretty neck of yours.” You nudged his head a bit to get him to give you access to his neck. You swiftly swiped your tongue across his neck before sucking on that spot, a shiver went through Kun’s whole body causing him to whimper quietly. You used your thumb to swipe over his tip a few times. Kun caught his lip in between his teeth, you watched his face as you squeezed his tip lightly. He squeezed his eyes tighter and let out a breathy moan. “You’re so cute.” Kun is always pretty quiet during sex other than a few small sounds but you love his tiny sounds of pleasure.
After a while you worked your hand over his full length. You picked up your pace after a few moments, Kun squeezed your hand which caught your attention. “Does it feel good?” He nodded his head with parted lips. You teased his tip as he let out small moans. He rolled his hips into your hand as he got lost in the feeling. Without him noticing you had completely stopped your movements and let him thrust into your fist. It was so cute how he was completely caught up in orgasming that he didn’t realize he was doing all of the work. You let him keep thrusting but you circled his slit with your thumb as well. He sucked in sharply at the feeling. You kissed his body again as his moans picked up a bit. “I’m- gonna cum-” He let out a little groan at the end.
“Go ahead.” His volume got a bit louder but not as loud as he could. You leaned up to his face and caught his moans in your mouth as you kissed him. The sound of his muffled moans and his movements of thrusting into your hand turned you on so much. Your hand felt warm as he spilled all over your fist, his grip on your other hand was tight. You stroked him through his orgasm as he slowed his pace and caught his breath.
You got up to clean your hand off and get some tissue, “Thank you for loving me Y/N.” You were wiping up Kun’s stomach as you looked up, “Thank you for being so amazing.” It was cheesy but you meant it. He’s an amazing person who deserves all the love in the world. “Can I return the favor?” You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. He sat up and grabbed your waist and pulled you close to him, “I want to please you.” You smiled at him, “Do it.” He attached his lips to yours and pulled you down onto the bed.
He wasted no time removing your pants from your body. “I’ve been wanting to taste you..” You tangled your fingers in his hair as he placed kisses all over your thighs. You leaned on your elbow and bit down on your lip for a bit. You noticed how Kun kept getting close to where you wanted him but he moved away. He kissed your inner thighs, he ran his nails against your legs and brought himself dangerously close to your warmth multiple times, “Don’t tease me baby, I need you..” Kun didn’t need to hear anymore, he almost immediately attached his mouth to your warmth. He circled his tongue around your clit which elicited a moan from you. Kun has always been amazing at oral, he could easily make you cum from his tongue.
“You’re so good at this.” Your grip on his hair got tighter when he started sucking on your clit, “It feels so good baby, you’re doing so good.” It seems that Kun got hard again because he started thrusting slowly against the bed. He groaned against you which made you throw your head back and roll your hips against Kun’s mouth. You moaned loudly, the feeling of his tongue along with your hip movements was driving you crazy. Kun sped up his hip movements and gripped the sheets as he whimpered against you. Your body tensed as your orgasm quickly came crashing down on you. The moans leaving your mouth were shaky.
Kun looked up at you with pleading eyes as he came close to cumming again. “Do you need to cum again baby?” He leaned forward against your thigh and nodded his head. You smiled at how easily he got needy. “Don’t stop moving then.” He continued his hip movements as he moaned against your leg. “You can cum baby.” With that he came again, this time spilling all over the sheets instead of in your hand.
You closed your legs and got up off the bed again. Kun also got up this time, you both looked at the mess he made on the bed, “Let’s get cleaned up.” You grabbed another tissue and started wiping Kun’s forehead and mouth off. He licked his lips, your taste was still on them. “I love you Y/N.” You smiled at him, “I love you too baby, let’s share a pantsless hug.” Kun laughed at that but pulled you into a tight hug.