So there's this thing, where I've come to the conclusion that people in my family/friend area sometimes need to step the fuck off, because I don't care if you don't like what I'm going to school for. I went for what everyone else suggested, and It went horribly. Did I have genuine interest in the subjects, YES, did it go well. Seven hells, no. It went as well as Arya living the summery lands that Joffrey is from. (I have been awake awhile, I honestly forgot the name of it. I want to say king's landing, but idr) It went, awkward.; Some parts were truly fantastic and after much experience and introspection, I chose to make a life-change. I'm really exhausted with the flack I've gotten from it, and honestly? It's my fucking life. If this is a fuck up, which I doubt, then I'm going to be the one who has to live with it. I apologize if you had "higher hopes'' and I apologize if you think that I should do something less "feminine." I'm allowed to be feminine, and I'm allowed to be myself. If you don't like it, because I don't fit whatever standards, please, by all means, feel free to fuck off. Feel free to drop me for expressing my creativity. Nobody's getting hurt with what I am going to school for, and for the record, nobody asked you if think I'm stupid for this. You've career changed, and it fucked everyone over, but you were happy, and we left it. BACK. OFF. Now. Hopefully I'm going to sleep and this bullshit *waves at their expectations* will cease being so fucking plentiful and prominent.
Good night, and thanks to anyone who bothered to read this. Have hugs, and I hope your day/night is going better than mine.
