#sucuide

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I can say all day how much I've moved on from the person that has broken my heart, but no matter the circumstances, if there is ever a time where you'd ask for me back, I wouldn't hesitate to say yes. And people ask "Why Brock?" "Why would you go back to the same person who has caused you all this hurt" and today, I have the answer. I have dedicated my life to a person who may or may not have cherished it but my heart went with them. I can't help that sometimes that I miss them. I can't help that I can weigh out the good times rather than the bad. I miss the bond that was once shared between us. I'm human. I have feelings as well as the next person. Sometimes you gotta keep missing a person till you wake up and don't miss them anymore. And if that's what it'll take, then so be it. Understand that I'm trying and sometimes I can't just poof with my feelings. They're either always there, or never was. Today has weighed on me heavy but I'm ready to start this process of moving on and living my life as it was before this toxic relationship.

[digiweed]

Does anyone have that SoundCloud rapper video where the lyrics get increasingly sucuidal like "I look in the mirror and I hate myself" "my own worst enemy is myself" "I'm honestly might kill my self" and the comments go from "🔥🔥" to "brah" to "do you need help"

[newshindiplus]

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

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14 जून को सुशांत का शव पंखे से झूलता हुआ मिला था (फाइल फोटो) सिद्धार्थ पिठानी (Siddharth Pithani) वही शख्स है, जिसने सीलिंग फैन से झूलते हुए सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) के शव को सबसे पहले देखा और इसी शख्स ने तीन और सहयोगियों की मदद…

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[pathavejija]

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

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14 जून को सुशांत का शव पंखे से झूलता हुआ मिला था (फाइल फोटो) सिद्धार्थ पिठानी (Siddharth Pithani) वही शख्स है, जिसने सीलिंग फैन से झूलते हुए सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) के शव को सबसे पहले देखा और इसी शख्स ने तीन और सहयोगियों की मदद…

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[pathaveram]

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

SSR Case: कौन लाया था सुशांत सिंह के लिए फांसी वाला कुर्ता?

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14 जून को सुशांत का शव पंखे से झूलता हुआ मिला था (फाइल फोटो) सिद्धार्थ पिठानी (Siddharth Pithani) वही शख्स है, जिसने सीलिंग फैन से झूलते हुए सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) के शव को सबसे पहले देखा और इसी शख्स ने तीन और सहयोगियों की मदद…

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[brocksoworthless-blog]

Doesn't seem like Christmas without you.

It's my first Christmas without hearing from you. Not a text, call, FaceTime or anything. No "I'm glad I have you in my life(:" or; "thank you for never leaving me" nothing. I guess I'm taking it hard because we're really done. And haven't looked back since and I can honestly say that tonight, it's all hit me at once. I miss the bond we had. I miss everything. Have been for awhile lately. I guess I'm just going thru the motions.

[brocksoworthless-blog]

Long read.

I don't know about anyone else, but for me I keep my heart gaurded. I don't open up so loosely anymore just beacuse of the fear of being hurt again. And that's exactly what has it became to be again. I open up to someone who I thought wouldn't be there for a season. I fell hard, I let my gaurd down. I was happy at one point of time. Nothing will race to my head more than you always singing my favorite Weeknd song to me because you knew how much it meant to me. I won't ever forget how when I was upset, you'd tell me "you know I'll always have your back, hazel eyes" or "don't leave me" how you told me that I was way too attractive to not been someone else's. You fed me fables. And I shamelessly believed them. Hurt was all I knew and I thought you'd be the game changer I was always waiting for. But no, you tore me down even more. I told you my darkest kept secrets. I told you what kept me up at night unabling me to sleep. You had my heart and you broken it and moved on without a care. But it's not the point anymore. I don't miss you. I miss the person I THOUGHT you was. I miss that person who'd make me smile on rainy days. Or that person who'd showed me what a real smile was. I think it's time for me to just let go and let God. Maybe if our paths cross again, things will be different. But right now... It's goodbye.

[brocksoworthless-blog]

People who don't stay up till early morning doesn't know the struggle to make it out of bed because you're sad and don't wanna live. People who don't go a day without having deep thoughts doesn't know why some people are so quiet. People who don't have to fake a smile to make sure no one sees them hurting, won't understand how that smile saves us from breaking down. Little do those people know, we're the strongest out there. They don't know what it feels like to be at your worst but make sure that your freinds are at the best. They don't know what it's like to wake up every morning wanting to contemplate to end your life but still take life by the horns and go with it with the stunning smile and sweetness of your voice. They won't understand the late night thoughts in our heads but we still text everyone goodnight and make sure they know that they're important when no one does the same. They will never understand us. And that's okay. Because we're the toughest soliders that God has made. For anyone who's battling depression, aniexty, suicuide, etc. Keep fighting. It'll be all worth it in the end.