I've been indulging on music of Tool and A Perfect Circle lately and they've been a good company to match my attempts to cram on completing my class requirements for the ending semester. I did terrible this term, admittedly. There have been plenty bouts of spiralling and sporadic minutes of fighting to focus, all quite predictably to no avail. Yet again I've started weighing out options for my next move to hopefully make progress,even at the very least, to fix this mental instability, build up my academic credits, and grow my presently nonexistent finances. Tangina, I even recently tried this pill called modafinil in desperation to finish my cramming and it kept me awake for 40+ hours which then helped me stay on task of writing my papers for a while, and by for a while I mean it kept me functional for the first maybe 24 hours. The proceeding hours then were just bleak until my wakefulness wore off. Hell, the things I do to turn normal. (shakes head) All right, that's it for now. Yes, I don't use line breaks. Leave it alone.