I made a goal for myself to make 3k this month, no matter how really because a girl has to pay her thousands of dollars of student debt and credit card bills!!
The whole month was so slow for me, but I made 2k in the past two days. I’m probably going to complete it when I make another 1k in the next few days with my new SD who just agreed to an arrangement. I actually had an awesome time with him yesterday and I would love to post about it later. However, I rather not jump the gun and see how our next meets play out before I go ooo. I also had a shitty experience with another. But at least I can finally say I’m accustomed to 1000 a meet, actually being honest.
Basically, if you are feeling low and hopeless right now, please do not give up. Also, never settle for less than your desired!! unless you absolutely need to, because shit can be hard (but at a reasonable level). Learning and adapting to this lifestyle these past few months has been a challenge. I am honestly thankful for tumblr, MY SUGAR SISTERS and google as I journey through and sort whether I truly can handle this.