❛ i’ve always wanted to do this. ❜ — (( fuck it, I’m embarrassing Vox *yeets him at Alastor* ))
Having died once already, one would think it would have affected Alastor far less than it had after his fight with Adam, only he'd been dead in an instant when back on earth. A shot right through the head, and then he was in hell. He didn't like to think about it, how scared he had been. How it was kill or be killed from the very moment he smelled brimstone. After Adam...he'd had time to think while he bled, unsure if it was even possible for such a wound to heal. And it more than likely wouldn't have, had Lucifer not pulled the lingering angelic essence from his body.
He...had done a lot of thinking after that, about the people he unfortunately cared for; Charlie, Angel, Husk, Niffty, Vox-
The thought of that television meaning something to him again near reignited his spiral where he lay in the rubble of his radio tower, chest heaving through the pain of poorly done stitches. He couldn't do this again, go through the pain of betrayal. He wasn't good enough for Vox anymore, it was why he was with Val, with the Vees. Still he...had been the only one to notice he'd been gone for years, aside from Rosie of course. But Vox...
He'd manifested outside the Vee's tower before he could so much as blink, those heavy memories of laying helplesss and alone in the ruins that short time ago leaving him standing there wide eyed in the surrounding lights. Vox knew he was there from the moment he'd appreaed, he was sure, seeing as it hadn't taken him long to buzz down himself. Al didn't remember what he'd said, something about paying a visit to an old friend coming out of the static that surrounded them, it born of his panic. Why Vox had let him in, he didn't know, but here he was in the middle of his rivals bedroom, eyes near blinded from the sheer amount of blue.
So out of his element, he'd almost missed when Vox asked about his injury, leaving him one of the few that knew of it's existence. Maybe that was why he'd told him about what Lucifer had done, how close he had come to death again, and how for whatever reason, it had made him want to see Vox again.
A hard swallow, the question of if Vox wanted to see his near afterlife ending injury, and now his fellow sinner was slowly undoing the buttons of his shirt, the sound Al had made upon trying to lift his arms apparently warrenting a helping hand.
It was funny, looking up so very far up at his old rival, how instead of fear clawing at his chest, there..was a sort of warmth. Just how much had he tricked himself into thinking he hadn't missed this? He and Vox would always have their bickerments, but Al had forgotten what the tender moments in between had felt like.
Vox voice had him snapping out of his thoughts, the Radio Demon giving a chuckle through teasing grin. "Are you refering to undressing me, or killing me? If it's that later, then you're succeeding with how slow you are. Feeling like an antique old friend?" Hurt him. Hurt him. Vox wouldn't kill him, not now. It wasn't a fair fight, that wasn't what they were about.
He needed to remember that he was alive, that not all the pain in his body was from Adam's blade. After all, it was all he knew with Vox, really. He didn't have a reason to expect anything else.