[Dear person I’m jealous of]
Dear person I’m jealous of:
I have no right to be jealous, there is simply this longing in me to find what you and he have. Not in him, mind you, I am so very pleased that the two of you have one another. There is great joy in seeing you, but at times, in the low moments that no one likes to admit to… I feel so very empty.
I don’t honesty believe that I will find someone that looks at me the way he looks at you. Please know that though I count you among one of my favorite people and love you dearly, that I mean no true harm. I’m just admitting that I am flawed and that at times, despite my gentle nature and hope for all things good, I falter.
Please love him with all of your heart and rather than be taken aback by this confession, please know that I still need both of you in my life. You light the way and show me that there is still hope even when I cannot see it.
And don’t worry. Should I ever lose my way completely, I will send Percival to you with a note that simply bids you to save me. He will reach you, I am sure of it.
- Aevi