#sunnybarksandyaps

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that validating feeling when your mother compares you to your id fictionkin and she dosent even know (she was concerned about my mental state but whatever)

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litterally me and my bestie they are us they are so us

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i love my best friend so much ❤️ litterally my #1 reason to be alive. im so happy rn.

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i litterally hate gender. i want to be androgynous but in the way that fictional men who always get mistaken for girls at first are like venti or sallyface or basil or mitsuba but allign more male and i love aeing called he/him but im afab and dont know how to come off feminine in a masculine way but i dont feel like a boy or a girl OR nonbianary or anything (ik theres more then that im agender and use xenogenders) and i constantly feel TOO feminind and think maybe its the hair but i dont want to change my hair because i really like it i have tomboyish sidetails WHICH IS THE HAIRCUT MOST CHARS THAT GIVE ME GENDER ENVY HAVE and i dress pretty androgynously and often am mistaken for a dude in public but idek how cuz i hardly look like one i have a natrually very flat chest and can only wear baggy clothes bc of sensory tho. OH AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON PIGTAILS THE BACK OF MY HAIR IS JUUUST LONG ENOUGH FOR SUPPER STUBBY PIGTAILS BUT STILL LOOKS SHORT SHORT AND PERSONALLY I LOVE WEARING PIGTAILS WHEN IM TOO LAZY TO DO MY HAIR AND MY SALLYFACE GENDER ENVY BUT I LOOK SO GIRLY I JUST WANT TO WEAR SKIRTS AND TALL SOCKS AND PIGTAILS IN A BOYISH WAY WHY MGMJDA ID STILL BE AGENDER BUT GOD I WISH I WAS AWAB :😭