#sunrealizing

[inthesunlightofgrief]

I don’t get the concept of life

instead I wonder walk in my mind

and search await disturb open my eyes

[inthesunlightofgrief]

beings of tomorrow

as if there is no tomorrow

tired

[inthesunlightofgrief]

You can't let other people posses your faith.

I love you.

I love you to the moon and time.

Eternity.

The picture was taken with you. Shortly after this I came home, took my dog for a long walk, and again I saw you in the sunlight of grief.

Bowie had fun.. I did my best to enjoy it too.

[inthesunlightofgrief]

your brain needs air

sun

wind

music

memories

and food

your burn out needs

fasting

depending on the source of the fire

missing requires closing chapters

grammar does not exist

do not let others dictate how your thoughts-processing is created

I saw you today and the sun whispered that you are healthy

I closed my eyes and felt your presence

even though it took a while

I mean the moments of realization of fragility

I might understand why you loved life

I am exactly similar

Used to perceive the world through opportunities to evolve

have a good afterlife

might join you sooner or later

sooner is an act of braveness

and I used to be a storm

but let God decide

when my path and tasks are fulfilled

[inthesunlightofgrief]

finding space

where I do not have to worry

life is unexpectedly-suprising by human beings  

honest authentic true

but

it could be that

your life has paused

the pause took longer than you thought

maybe

you are deadly frozen

maybe

she is recovering

may

be he has survived

peeps are living

same environment since they are born

whereas

I miss my home

I wish

I could move in places

move on in the past

and move to the time

to spaces uninhabited 

while

taking own decisions

and

having a hidden control

interacting with people 

without fear of being hurt

and hurting others

but only if you

find your way

at the end of rainy days