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We sat and made a list of all the things that we had Down the backs of table tops, ticket stubs and your diaries I read them all one day when loneliness came and you were away Oh, they told me nothing new, but I love to read the words you use | @sunthroughtherust

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sammary for the ship bingo

OOMF TYYYY FOR AN EXCUSE TO TALK ABOUT THEM. Also I know attempted murder isn’t quite right but I checked it anyway

The thing about Sammary I feel is that once you actually see it, you kinda realise it’s everywhere. It literally starts with them, a mother trying to protect her baby and being killed for it except through the show, it unravels to reveal how deep their connection goes. Mary attempts at escape from her abusive home life ensuring Sam growing up the same way she was. The way they never actually know each other yet are constantly haunted by one another through their shared trauma and mutual guilt (Sam’s birth being Mary’s death). The thing that wore her father’s face whilst he coerced into a kiss being mistaken for Sam’s father whilst it feeds Sam’s its fluid. Demon blood being described as ‘better than mother’s milk’, milk being needed for a baby’s development, Sam’s own shame and self-hatred regarding a body narratively as assigned monstrous and grotesque through being sustained on demon blood and guilt about Mary’s death. His initial suppression then attempts to find autonomy through this violation leading to drinking Ruby’s blood (better than mother’s milk). The way that arc culminates on pinning a golden haired woman in a white dress (who previously aimed sexual advances at him) to a wall and killing her. The parallels between Mary, Lilith and Jessica.

#that’s not even getting into sam’s idealisation of mary in his childhood #and his projection of someone who hated hunting and wanted safety and normalcy like him #but by the time he found it was true it was too late for both of them #or mary’s arc in s12 where she’s forced into a world where her husband is dead and her soms are grown and her guilt about them growing up i #the same life as her. and the guilt she has for sam specifically #because of the azazel stuff #and sam’s desperation to get to know mary for the person she was #and the role reversal as she realises sam also wanted a safe normal life except sam tells her hunting is his life now #sammary #mary winchester #sam winchester #spn #sunthroughtherust

WAIT SAMUELMARY FOR THE SHIP BINGO

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Their relationship is sooo show thesis statement to me…. The spectre of abuse and incest haunting Mary as she escapes from one patriarch to another till it destroys her in the form of Azazel…. Mary naming her son after him despite it all…. Samuel sanctifying Mary’s memory like all the other men in her life…. I like them SO much.

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I finally got to playing flesh blood and concrete which was crazy good. incredible rec. the standout of the game for me really was the beginning with the dream sequence just… the atmosphere. ough. I will be playing this game again because i definitely did not catch everything but im most curious about what the password with the pictures would've revealed. thanks for the rec 🫡

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happy belated birthdayyyy here's to another year of yuri-ing!

!!! <3 thank you !!!

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