Yo I’mma get sentimental
I remember it so vividly. I was 16, and I was in my junior year of high school. I was going through relationships that didn’t really matter and slowly but surely I was disconnecting with the people I used to call my friends. I liked one class I had, Computer Applications I. It was so easy to me, and I enjoyed the subject. Usually I got my work done so quickly I could just play games on the computer until it was time for lunch. I never talked to anyone and I was playing a dumb little game called Doodle God, which holy shit I played it so much. One day a girl, who I NEVER thought would speak to me a day in my life, came up to me and said, “Oh my God, are you playing Doodle God? I love that game!” And I was kinda surprised someone else knew about it, because even my friends didn’t. (I’m sure it’s no longer unpopular now pfff) but it excited me like, woah, this really girly looking girl just knew about a game I really liked- potential friend?? I knew she was younger than me, but she seemed way more popular and due to my anxiety I never really spoke to her again.
I also remember an encounter, where I was alone at lunch, and was invited to sit with another friend’s table. I was scared because even though these kids were younger than me and two grades below me, they’d still see me as everyone else did: a total ugly dweeb. But that girl was there. She was really nice and honestly I stayed quiet most of the time, but I had somewhere to sit at lunch so I was alright.
Ever since, I noticed her a lot in the halls, and she was always known to me as “Woah, that’s the really nice girl that talked to me that one time.” Which omg that sounds really lame now. But honestly in school I was so shy that if anyone was nice to me I remembered it forever. But I always saw her as like, a really cool person and maybe someday I could talk to her again.
I’m 21 now, and for about three years now, that girl is, and has been, my best fucking friend in the whole world. Like, I’m so happy I had the courage to talk to her again, because honestly I’ve never met someone who’s so much like me even though we come from two different worlds.
I dunno why I felt like typing this all out. This post started out as a personal post about the great day I had, but then I was going down memory lane, so to speak.
I love all of my friends so dearly, I dunno what I’d do without any of them. Especially suparsprinkles. Like, jfc I wouldn’t even have the friends I have today if it weren’t for her. There’s only been on time in my time of being friends with her that I wasn’t on good speaking terms and honestly I was a fucking mess, crying for hours to my boyfriend because I felt like I was the worst and I wanted nothing more than to disappear from the world because I was so lost without her tbh
I don’t think I ever told her that. But yeah, I was a wreak.
Anyways, ilu a lot, friend. Thank you for everything. <3
NOW I’M GONNA GO PLAY WITH MMD AND MAKE SOME TRASH 8)
