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first five everyone gets a kiss
relief spawns a chaos of its own kind . a dazed mind addled by joy and celebration fogs his rational thinking with the intensity of a chemical high , bob once thought it impossible to attain otherwise . a clean system was supposed to keep him focused , incapable of acting out on impulse and doing something that'd torment him for months years to come — he couldn't blame drugs for kissing superman , that was all him . intended just for his cheek but movement has him miss his target by an ich , and just catches too close to his mouth . bob repels himself like he'd wounded him ( stray thoughts have him wonder if he could ) , " oh - my god , i - i'm so sorry . i - i - i don't know wh — i'm sorry , man . "
