You truly don't. Most of us don't. It's beautiful to communicate insight to the world but sometimes it's best to fall silent about certain things before you stand tall. There is a greater power in that silence than anything you could ever say or do when you leave room for that silence to produce a blockade for the evil that exists to destroy manifestation on its way through the tiny strands of ambilical cords that connect all our energy and if it weren't for that cord, we would be lifeless. This is where 'GOD' comes in as a replacement for energy we cannot understand in the form of life and death and those things that are of both life and death that couldn't exist before a prior creation of that which we spend lifetimes trying to understand. The ego thinks it can learn it all and be done in a matter of lifetimes. You are never done learning because if you were, you would be done existing. Receptivity to existence and knowledge and learning it. I can tell you I remember how to shape shit. I just have to relearn it. I can dip out on this plane anytime I want to but that's not ideal, wise or efficient for what I came here to do. Life isn't in the least bit fair to me and never has been, especially after first grade but there are moments of serendipity where I see the universe peeking around the corner to see if I remember yet. The universe owns itself and everything it exists to be within it's own consciousness and that of others so surely it knows the answers the reptilians have convinced gullible religion they know when they really don't know anything. They're living off the blood of the martyrs they made martyrs. Don't be decieved. The enemy is your good nature turned naive. Not your fault. You're just used to life before the Mandala Effect. That fucking thing is more real than anything you know. It is what makes memory loss on a quantum scale possible. More to come on this after you put M&E together to make ME. #mediumsofinstagram #me #martyrs #reptilians #religion #bloodofthemartyrs #serendipity #spontaneous #channeledmessages #themandalaeffect #1312018 #superfullmoom #bluebloodeclipse