C.C. sighed and walked around in front of Mao, careful to avoid the devil’s trap spray painted on the ground. She eyed the chains and handcuffs carefully, picking out the sigils. So the Lamperouges had gotten new toys since she had played dead. That was interesting and something to look out for.
She slipped her hands into her pockets, standing in front of Mao. “How did you know that I wasn’t dead?”
“I knew I couldn’t kill you. I just knew it.” Mao beamed up at her, C.C. slightly disturbed by the way that he seemed to mean every word that he was saying. As it was, he was more human than demon. She huffed and rolled her shoulders, barely listening as Mao blundered on.
“I had hoped as much when I stabbed you, because you’re too smart to just die. So I kept going for you, because I knew you were coming back. You’d never leave us, C.C. You’d never leave me. You’ve earned your place as the queen as they just have to learn how to see it.” He paused to cough, turning his head. C.C. saw the marks in his neck, Mao turning his head too quickly to count how many. “But they will learn. They’ll learn to be loyal like I am. They’ll learn to love you like I have.”
“Of course, Mao.” She bent down to rest her hand on one of the old floorboards. C.C. paused long enough to check that it would run right to the devil’s trap before yanking it up. She tossed the board to one side, stepping easily into the trap. “You are loyal.”
“And I continued it for you. I found the tablets and I almost got the Lamperouges to surrender. Now the won’t beat us, because Lelouch won’t let anything kill Nunnally.”
“No, he’d never do that.” C.C. reached up to stroke Mao’s hair, ignoring the way that he leaned into the touch. The information was enough to keep her thoughts busy.
The trials would kill Nunnally, which meant that she would never have to worry about them again. Of course, she had been hoping that she would be able to bargain her way out, especially since she had been helping the Lamperouges. It had taken careful planning to never be seen in their way, which was why Mao was such an asset, had been an asset. She didn’t care much for what he had done while she was gone, nor did she care about the way he had seemed so eager to make a deal with Abbadon. C.C. couldn’t bring herself to trust the same creatures it had taken Lucifer to subdue. She didn’t have any plans to let the archangel out of his cage at the moment, nor did she want to. She would be killed immediately for her betrayal.
It would be better to just lay low again, as she had been doing. Something was afoot, she could feel it as a slight buzz under her skin, an itch that she just couldn’t reach. With the trials on hold and Abbadon out in the world, the better option would be to tag along with Lelouch and Nunnally, just until the scales tipped in her favor again.
C.C. took her hand away from Mao’s head, looking down at him. “You did wonderfully, Mao. Everything that I wanted.”
“Thank you.” He held up his hands hopefully. “Will you help me out?”
“Yes.” She leaned forward, placing one hand on his shoulder. “A reward for my most loyal subject.”
Mao smiled and nodded. He was still nodding when C.C. stabbed him in the heart.
She closed her eyes against the flash of light, listening to Mao scream. When she was sure that it was over, she stepped back. For a moment, she wanted to throw the angel blade away, but she stopped herself. She needed a weapon until she could find out what was going on and she bet that Lelouch would enjoy knowing that he was disarming her, at least to the extent of his knowledge. Anything to get her back on to the winning side, where she stood a chance in the end.
C.C. flicked the blood off the blade and walked out of the circle. Even if the Lamperouges came back to finish the trials, they would have to start over with the last one, which would give her time to plan and think. She needed to do that before she rushed into anything else.
She went to stand by one of the stained glass windows, leaning against the wall as she peered out of the one pane that had broken. C.C. had meant to search for a sign that the Lamperouges were still around, since she had just willed herself into the church to answer Mao’s call for help.
All thoughts of searching for Lelouch and Nunnally left her head when she looked up at the sky. The angel blade dropped from her hands as C.C. pressed herself against the window, trying to get a better look as the sky lit up.
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When it came, it was like a punch to her chest.
Euphemia reeled backwards, knocking into Naomi. She thought she heard the other angel cry out, but she couldn’t be sure, not when her whole body was burning. Euphemia tightened her grip on her sword, resisting the urge to claw at herself. There was nothing there, she was sure of it. There was no wound, no change in her status, just the slow burn of something just beneath her skin.
She looked up, watching as the other angels dropped their blades to stare at themselves. Only then did Euphemia notice the way that they glowed, the shine of their grace rising to the surface of their skin. It was like they were showing off, trying to intimidate her into backing down. But, from the expression on their faces, it wasn’t purposeful.
It reminded her of the moment before an angel died, when their grace rose to the surface, leaving only an empty vessel and ashen wings behind.
Euphemia spun around to look at Naomi, her eyes widening as she saw Naomi glowing as well. She didn’t know what it meant, only that the other angels were distracted and it gave them time to get out. She dropped her sword and reached out for Naomi, only to have the ground jerk from under her.
She heard the other angel’s scream, first in a pitch only other angels could hear and then it suddenly dropped, the sound coming from human vocal chords. Euphemia screamed too, the pain spreading from her chest over her whole body. And then she was falling.
She tried to flap her wings, to right herself as she plummeted to the earth, but she couldn’t feel her wings, couldn’t feel her grace. There was a brief flash above her, Euphemia reaching up for the blue light that spun out from her body, frantically trying to grab at it with all too human fingers. Without her grace there was no way that she was going to survive the fall, no way that she was going to be able to fight demons, no way to protect the Lamperouges. There was no way for her to be useful.
Euphemia wailed forlornly, her grace finally slipping away completely, leaving just the burn on her back from where her wings had torn off and burned far ahead of her. She sobbed, wrapping her arms around herself. There was nothing left of her, just a human vessel of a girl who had wanted to please God, and even the human was gone. She had been swallowed by the Leviathans, her soul warped with the rest of Euphemia and then sent to Heaven. Euphemia could only hope that she was safe. She started to mutter out an apology to the young girl, but didn’t get to finish.
She hit the ground hard. Euphemia expected bones to snap, but she just tumbled end over end until she came to a stop. She caught up against a tree, clawing for a hold on the bark so she would have something solid to hold on to. Euphemia rested there for a moment, breathing in the dulled scent of the ground before she began to pull herself upright, leaning on the tree.
The sky was full of falling angels, she noticed that first. Euphemia tipped her head back to watch them streak to earth, most of them dissolving before they hit the ground. They would be reborn, created anew to live a human life. They would never know what they were missing. But the ones who were in vessels, in humans when they had been shoved out of Heaven would know. They would be like her, aching and sore from their missing grace and so vulnerable.
Euphemia shivered and ducked her head. She took a deep breath and let go of the tree, swaying on her feet for a moment before she nodded. She could do this. There was always a place to go when she had gotten into trouble. If she could find Lelouch and Nunnally, then they could find a way to fix it. Just because she had fallen didn’t mean that she didn’t have faith anymore. Out of everything left in her world, she believed in them.
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Suzaku came to slowly, aching and disoriented. Two things he hadn’t been for a long time. Since he had been falling.
That thought had him scrambling to his feet, Suzaku angrily brushing aside his trenchcoat as it got tangled up around him. He raised one hand to his throat, making sure that it wasn’t still cut before nodding to himself. That much he knew for sure, he was uninjured physically. The rest he didn’t even have to seek out to know. He recognized what it felt like to be without grace.
Suzaku muttered and curse under his breath and spun. He was about to punch a tree before he stopped himself. He was human now, so fragilely human that he didn’t want to risk anything. Until he found help or figured out how to stop Metatron, all he had was the body that was technically his now. At least Suzaku had the advantage there, he knew how to live a human life.
He took a deep breath and turned, running out of the forest. He needed to get to a clear spot, to get his bearings so he could figure out where to go. What he wanted to do was to take flight for Heaven and tear into Metatron himself. He wouldn’t even bother trying to take the angel’s grace away nicely, he would rip it from his body without mercy. Suzaku was tired of being used, of being told only the minimum to fight for a cause that he didn’t know the full extent of. They all thought of him as a soldier, but they didn’t know how long he had been holding himself back.
What he could do was a different matter entirely.
He couldn’t fly back to Heaven, his wings had been stripped from him when Metatron had taken his grace. He couldn’t even return as an angel, all he had was the dim hope that he would die and then remember enough to find Metatron. The only thing left for him to do was to find Lelouch and Nunnally. He was alone and newly fallen, which meant weak and there were many things that he could no longer defend himself against. Suzaku needed friends if he wanted to survive. And he wanted to be able to help Lelouch and Nunnally. They were the only ones he could trust now, and it was habit to find them when he was hurt. Lelouch and Nunnally were safe.
Suzaku swiped at a tree branch, ducking under it before it hit him in the face. He jogged out into the open, taking a deep breath as his lungs protested the run. Giving into his body, he slowed down, taking more deep breaths as he tried to calm himself down. Being human meant having limits, he would have to try and remember them from before. The vessel he had taken, his body now, was young and strong, and he had that in his favor. But none of that would help him if he truly got in trouble.
He stopped in a field, looking around for any sort of landmark. He remembered where he had left Lelouch, but it was another matter entirely of seeing where he fell. Suzaku frowned when nothing came up, scrambling for his pocket. He knew that he had a cell phone, knew that Lelouch’s number was in it. Even if he had never called his friend while he was on the run, Suzaku had put it in there. There was no way that he could just cut Lelouch out of his life, he had tried before but the human was just impossible to get rid of.
The screen lit up, Suzaku breathing a sigh of relief that he hadn’t broken the phone in the fall. He scrolled through his contacts, pausing on Lelouch’s number. He smiled to himself, about to press call when something flashed across the screen of his phone.
Suzaku turned in place, looking up at the sky as more flashes passed. Humans would have called them shooting stars, falling stars. The latter was more correct.
The angels were falling.
Suzaku fell to his knees, ignoring the phone in his hand as he watched the lights in the sky. They were innumerable, uncountable. They were all of Heaven plummeting down to earth and crashing down. All of them for the revenge of one angel. All of them because of him.
Suzaku shook his head, feeling his throat clog up. He had given Metatron everything and now all of Heaven was burning, every member of his family. He had raged against them all before, when he had been shut up by Naomi, but he had never wanted this. Never wanted them all to fall.
When his vision started to blur, Suzaku reached up to wipe the tears away. He wanted to see, wanted to watch. This was his fault and he had to watch the outcome, he had a duty to watch as each angel fell in the vague hope that he would be able to remember where they landed, remember where their grace was. Then, maybe, he would be able to make it up to all of them. Maybe restoring them to Heaven would finally be enough to prove that he was sorry for what he had done.
Suzaku remained kneeling on the ground until the last light had fallen to the ground. Only then did he allow himself to weep.










