#superrninja16

[superrninja16]

I was right

All along I knew

I knew from the start

But of course,

It still hurts

It hurts to know I was right

[superrninja16]

It's interesting how silence can form tens of thousands of words

How silence shows how one feels

Feeling worthless with the silence

That's why they say silence kills

Because not knowing about the unknown, even though knowing, hurts the most

[superrninja16]

I feel like I'm under water

Drowning

Water filling up my lungs

It hurts to breathe

Gasping for air

Sharp pain in my gut

It hurts too much

So much

To the point I want to end it all

I'm sinking further

And further

Until there's no return

-J.A.Y

[superrninja16]

I love you

I didn't know I love you

Until you decided to question everything between us

Now I don't know what to do

I'm devastated

Heartbroken

And everything is my fault

I hurt you

Pushed you away because of it

There's nothing I can do that might change your mind

But please

Please stay

-J.A.Y

[superrninja16]

This is goodbye

Your silence speaks louder than words

It's pierces into me

As I hoped I get an answer out of it

But there's nothing

Nothing for you to say to me

So I will carry on the memories

Goodbye

-J.A.Y

[superrninja16]

This pain

Gut wrenching

Heart dropping

Hurts

I just want it to end

-J.A.Y

[superrninja16]

In all truthfulness

I want to know more about you

I want to know your likes

Your dislikes

What makes you happy, sad, mad

I want to know everything

But it doesn't have to be all at once

Little by little I want to know

-J.A.Y

[superrninja16]

I like you

gosh I like you so much

it didn't hit me like a train

it came like how the waves of the ocean sway

swaying across the sand, ebb and flow

it creeped up on me

I wasn't prepared for it

unless, maybe,

maybe I really was

-JAY