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Ep. 9 - “I Don’t Know What Is Going On In This Game” - Allison
That sucks that Carson had to go I hope everything in his outside life improves. My pm's haven't been getting replies all day so I don't know what's going on
“First, your body type has a lot to do with your buoyancy. Fat floats, as you've probably heard, while your bones and muscles, denser than fat, are not as willing to float. Also, the relative size of your lungs to the rest of your body determines how high in the water your body will float."
- Montagriff Peck (2017), via Google™
Okay the challenge was simple. I have everyone one (1) arrow, and I shot 10 arrows bc I expect everyone to pay me back by giving me at least one (1) arrow. Fair is fair right? :)
I know I know we all said no one was going to bring personal feelings into this, and no way is this the fault of Carson, but the last tribal was a 100% personal decision made by Carson to leave the game. I'm so so bummed bc I wanted to work with him so bad. But hopefully this opens a door for me and Andrew to put our differences aside. I love Andrew a whole bunch and I want to see him do well and it sucks to see such an amazing player be defeated.
Ash and I have not spoken since the first night of merge and I know it's because she knows I'm upset about Gage. While yes, Gage was a big part of my game in Rakiura and Hawaii, I'm still here, and Gage is not, and I'm not going to keep playing like he is.
Allison has been but if an up in the air for me. While I know she would have no qualms in voting my ass out, we share a strong common link in Billy, but I don't know if that is enough to just look past our history.
And speaking of Billy, he is one of my rocks. He's the person I know I can talk to about anything, that I can strategize with, and that I know I can play with no matter what. The hardest. and most devastating thing is that I know that me and Billy are not getting to the end together. It's just not possible. And if Billy has to go for me to thrive, then.....that sucks.
For me, I would really really really love to solidify something with Isaac. Me and Isaac both bring incredibly different strategies to the table. He is probably one of if not the most intelligent person I know. I'd much rather work with him, than against him. He and I have a strong bond, and have the advantage of people knowing we worked very hard against each other in Hawaii.
Jordan Pines is a big whew to me. We talk about working together, and never seem to be able to accomplish it. It's almost like we're on different sides of a chain link fence, and we can see and laugh and joke with each other but we know that we will never be on the same side.
Karen. For me, that name is synonymous with safe. She is my safety. She is my comfort. She is my one. I know for a solid fact that no matter what ever happens, Karen and I will never EVER turn against each other. The biggest FUCK is that everyone else knows it too.
Sara and I have been on the same tribe since the beginning. I would love to go very far in this game with Sara. Because we have never played together before. She's probably who I would consider as my "Day 1" in this game. We haven't left each other's sides yet so!
Shea. I don't know what to say. Shea is the only person I have not the greatest relationship with. I don't know Shea is going anywhere anytime soon but I do think Shea is going to talk himself out of the game. He doesn't seem to have a filter, and that sets people very wrong.
Carson, as the first jury member, is potentially a good thing, because I believe I would have his vote over a lot of other people in this game. I really think it depends on how I play with Andrew the rest of this game. But aside from that, I did really really enjoy playing with him. I feel if we were given the time, we would have become a force to be reckoned with. I do wish him the best, and I hope dearly that our paths cross again in the future.
I feel bad, Andrew doesn't wanna be here anymore. But I don't want him to quit. I've been bonding with him so much and on a personal level I want him to stay in the game. But he also has to do what's best for him.
However
About 20 minutes ago I got on call after a long day and all I wanted to do was talk to my friends Isaac, Sara, Andrew and Steffen. And I kid you not I wasn't even on call 10 seconds and they all hung up. And so idk what that was all about. But I'm tired of walking into shady ass calls and then feeling like I'm on the outs. Especially when I'm so close with them all inside and out of this game. Do I think they're plotting against me? No. But it just was weird and I wanted to rant about it.
If Andrew does decide to quit I'm PRAYING he gives me his idol before he does. That way even the people who think he has it, they'll think he left the game with it. And then I'll have that level up that no one will think I have. Because why would I ever have gone to Saipan? But yeah, this day has been long, I'm not gonna win immunity, and I'm just ready to move to the next week. Hopefully Shea leaves this week, And hopefully he doesn't pull an idol out of his Bussy and ruin my game.
I know you put me up Shea. I know you pit allison and I against each other and that you took Mariana's Trench out of the equation to throw everyone off. Just remember this: this is my series, my game, my friends, my world. Do. Not. Fuck. With. Me. I will destroy you and I will make sure you are gone before anyone remembers who you are. So if you idol me out, or somehow get people against me, know that I will do whatever I can to ensure that you lose, and you lose miserably.
Whew.... I'm so done.
Honestly, at this point I don't even care that Andrew and I are in this game as long as he's alright.
IM ON CALL WITH SARA AND HER MOMS HERE AND SHES LIKE "JORDAN PINES IS NOT INVITED TO MY HOUSE RN"
Whew tonight might draw a line in the sand. We are voting for sara which will be interesting. Idk how tonight is going to turn out but i think im safe and I think allison is safe and thats all that matters.
So.... I've made it to Hawaii.... and I lost my luggage.
Here I am sitting on the beach, just tanning and catching a few rays. And I go to take a sip of my iced tea and a rock hits me in the back of my head. I turn around and I see a crouching Jordan Pines saying "Psst I need to talk to you."
Turns out, Shea is targeting me. What's the shock?! I've known this was gonna happen for a while. But you know who just saved my ass? Jordan Mother fucking Pines.
So it starts getting hella messy. I go back to my chase lounge, and I put my headphones in and I look up and Ash is breathing on me like "they're targeting me" and then I realize that Ricky is underneath of my chair handing me notes like "we haven't talked xoxo gossip girl" and I find out that it's coming down to either Sara or Ricky. Well I don't want that to happen, and everyone figures to "pit Sara and Ricky against each other" and I go to wash my face because I have to get this sunblock off and then Ricky comes over and is like "Dude so.... if you don't vote out Allison, your duo is going home." Because basically the tribe is a triangle, kinda like the color wheel, and the primary colors are Me, Jordan and Karen. Karen holds all the power this week and from what I'm gathering is that Karen doesn't want me to have power in this game. They're taking out Allison because she's a number for me and Jordan.
So now, I start ugly crying. I can't control my breathing and Ricky shoves my buff in my mouth and is like IF YOU START FREAKING OUT KAREN WILL SEND SARA HOME. And Sara is TOO PURE to be voted out by this evil. Way way way too pure. So now, I have a plan. Jordan scratched my back, I'll scratch his. Karen may be "on my side" but the bitch ain't. So now I'm gonna do what Allison did in Hawaii and I'm gonna take Karen out because she isn't taking me to the end. Karen does not have my best interest in mind, and neither do these other people, so now my only concern is keeping the people here who will keep me safe.
There's still a chance I could get votes tonight. But let's pray that Sara and I make it through.
Next round, I need both Andrew and Sara here with me.
Well
An easy vote is never bad
But I am hoping stir chaos with this vote ?
So we may or may jot be blindsiding Allison this round and I'm lowkey so hyped because she's the biggest threat left in my onion. This merge is just going to go downhill from here huh. Kms
I'm so emotionally exhausted I'll make a confessional about everything that happened today in the morning. Even if I'm not still in the game
Confessional: I've had the worst day. I'm tired. I'm exhausted. This game is not on my priority list. Apparently Sara is going home. At this point I'm just going off of what the pines says. Thankfully I don't think too many people know we are actually working together. I don't know what is going on in this game. I'm literally the goatiest because I just don't have the time to put forth effort into playing and I feel terrible because I'm literally the worst kind of castaway.
I'm dying fuck off monty
ok so last vote was easy and this vote shouldve been easy too but of course andrew had to win immunity, so now im trying to think of a happy medium for each side to vote. so basically i tell jp that sara would be our best option and that i would try to figure out what ricky and isaac are thinking. so i take a nice ass nap, i wake up and suddenly everyone is paniccin bc ricky told jp that he would vote ash or sara, then jp told ash that who told sara who told ricky. so i just like try to figure out how to make it seem like im votin certain ways for both sides. so as of rn jp allison ash think me ricky and isaac are all voting sara but me and ricky came up with a better plan to after allison bc at this point sara would be a better ally and we cant have jp have more power than he needs :~)
So we merged last night. Without Gage. Wanna know why? Because crackhead Shae freaked out and made himself a target while saving himself again. Like why do people wanna keep Shae around? He has a terrible social game, and if he keeps bringing up how he has no friends I'll fucking kick his ass. I tried being friendly with him, and then he told me I couldn't follow his Instagram because it's "not gonna happen" and then shoved it down my throat that Brian and him flirted and I'm like OK BITCH WANNA PLAY THAT GAME. YOURE GOING DOWN. No one gets between me and my (ex) man. Especially not some crackhead flop. And I had to fucking watch what I said because Shae is gonna use everything he can to stay. We'll surprise bitch, I'm the queen of this series and the queen stays the queen so sit the fuck down.
Jordan was/is still public enemy number one. But Karen fucking leaked the plan to throw the challenge to him so!!! Good job ya flop! Why do people think that working with Jordan will work? It never does. It just makes you a target. Ash? Ash will be gone so soon because she didn't wanna play with gage and chose Jordan over him. Allison is just a target in her own, but being associated with Jordan doesn't help. And now Karen wants to keep him around longer than Carson and Andrew????? BYE YALL ARE SO DUMB. HES ONE AND THEYRE TWO. Get it together people!! If you align with Jordan Pines, you're asking to lose. That's all I'm gonna say.
Okay right. Here's a big boy confessional and my stance on the game.
Right now, I believe it's very up in the air. I think anyone and any side can take this, because sides have not yet been determined. No one really knows who's working with who, we have an idea, but no one is certain.
For right now I know Billy HATES shea. Like a lot. Which isn't good bc I want to work with shea.
Isaac finds the duo of Carson/Andrew threatening, which makes sense, but I just don't want Carson to be the victim of Andrew's target.
My biggest threat right now is Allison. She's the only one I played closely with in Hawaii, she knows my game inside and out, and she knows exactly how dangerous I can be. On the flip side, she got just as far as I did in Hawaii, and then came back and WON Malibu. I'm not the biggest threat here when there are people like Andrew and Allison, who've gone far every time.
Right now I'd say the main group of people Intrust are Billy, Karen, Isaac, and Sara.
Ideally, I'd like to get to the end with Billy, because he's not a talker, and I've been to my fair share of Tribal Councils, and I know my flaws and faults.
I'm going to be ruthless, and I'm going to make calculated game moves. I don't want to let my emotions get the best of me. and I don't want to hastily target people bc they furthered their games by taking out Gage. So I'm going to talk to Andrew and Allison and Shea, and I'm going to get on their good side, and I'm going to try my best to make them see I'm not this monster they're thinking I am.
Well I mean, I am. But, I don't want them to know that lol.
I'd like to brush off my shoulders, because I 100% could have won this immunity if I wanted to. Which would have meant another round of safety for me. HOWEVER I haven't been involved in any tribal councils so far. And being out of the loop is not fun and I honestly can't take it anymore. This feeling of being left out was making me super uncomfortable, and other things surrounding my place in this game were just signs that told me I should go to tribal tonight. It should be a safe vote, Carson asked to be voted out. And if anyone doesn't do that they're just gonna isolate themselves. Plus I dyed my roots and self tanned this week and I'll be damned if I don't get a google hangout to show everyone how island hot I got.
Ricky fluxes between being my closest ally and being someone who I don't see this working with. He keeps telling me not to do this not to do that, but the things I can't do are things that only benefit him, and not things that benefit us both. He told me that if I won immunity Sara or him would go home. I don't think he understands that he isn't on anyone's radar and that this isn't Hawaii. We're playing a whole new game and things have to change. I'm not here to play for Ricky, I'm here to play for me. I told him how he'll have to swallow his pride and work with Andrew and he's like "don't say my name to anyone" LIKE BITCH IM TAKING THAT NO EXISTENT TARGET EVEN MORE OFF YOUR BACK. Then he tells me that we can't really group call together because it'll make it obvious that we're working together and I'm sitting here like *Ariana Grande no correlation graph.jpg* because EVERYONE knows that Ricky and I are close outside of this game, and if they think he's not working with me in some kinda way they're wrong. But I just have a REALLY bad feeling in the pit of my makeup bag that Ricky is gonna fuck me over this game. I can tell. I just sense it. If he doesn't, and I'm reading too much into it then oh well, but the way he has this attitude when we talk makes me SUPER nervous about moving forward with him. It's almost like he finds me as a liability to his game, and honestly? I've taken the target off of his back whether he wants to believe it or not. Because he could have left and I convinced everyone in the early stages of the game that he is not Hawaii Ricky without his friends. And now that Kait, Christine and Gage are gone, he doesn't have the same cutthroat people as he did before.
Sara and I still have it good. And the best part about all of this? Andrew. Andrew's partner is leaving the game, Andrew is no longer emotionally invested. He knows Ricky, Karen and Isaac want him out and so he wants to work with me and Sara. But, and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who knows, but Andrew has the idol. And he said he'd use it to keep any of us safe. I'm not gonna rely on that obviously, and I'm not gonna tell Sara that way she doesn't rely on it either. But it definitely helps that Andrew's friends blatantly threw him under the bus and my "let's stay friends because we are friends" strategy is working. I love Andrew in and out of this game. It makes me so angry to see that he's a target because he has a good social game and always makes the end. Well? If I have anything to say about it Andrew will be making finale again, and it'll be with me and Sara. I've found my final 3. But I've just gotta be careful about who I target in what order. But Jordan and Shae are still my biggest threats. Then it's Karen/Ricky/Isaac. If we can split up Allison/Jordan, Allison will be with me 100%. She won't go to the other three because there's no point to. And then Ash is just kinda here. And while I want Ash to do well, I don't want someone who's playing the game for someone else to stick around. But if Ash wants to work with me moving forward, I'll do what I can to ensure Ash does well.
I'm so shook that me Isaac and gage all made it out of there alive holy fuck. Luckily JP isn't mad and recognizes it's a game move but im honestly ready to suffer bring it to me montiford
Wow... WOW. I'm so glad I bought my ticket to Hawaii because it looks like we're here.from what I understand, this past Vote was UGLY. Like U G L Y. This whole thing apparently got so messy so fast and Gage apparently popped off on Jordan. Ash played herself, because she didn't vote with her duo and now everyone is being weary of Ash.
But then... but then.. after these dumb fucks don't vote Jordan out at the last tribal (I mean I'm glad Christine is gone, and I'm not happy that Tyler is gone) but now we get the new twist of *Tribal Immunity* and Ricky and I hold hands and skip into the forest, kidnapped Isaac Sara and Karen and were like THROW. THE. CHALLENGE. It's clear Jordan doesn't have an idol, and no one has found the Okinawa idol because we don't have any clues. So Jordan is powerless if we throw the challenge and it's perfect just to get him out. But it's gonna draw lines in the sand, and trust me the only lines I'm drawing are the lines of Xanex I'll be snorting to keep my nerves straight. Because the ONLY person standing on the other side of this line...... is Allison.
Are you kidding? We tried throwing the challenge and couldn't even do it. And here I am again not going to tribal. At this point it just makes me mad. I don't wanna keep being safe. I wanna play the game. Because all escaping tribal is doing is putting a big fat rose gold target on my forhead.
Ricky pointed out that "everyone knows you have connections and that won't slide for long" UHHH you mean the same connections everyone else has??? We're all one huge group of friends! So if they're gonna target me for that then that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard in all honesty. Because if they say they're gonna vote me out over connections, I'm gonna look at Ricky/Gage, Ricky/Karen, Carson/Isaac/Andrew, Sara/Gage, Gage/Ash/Ricky, Jordan/Allison. There's plenty of connections here, I'm just nice to everyone. And that's ONLY because I wanna make it to the end and get jury votes. Which at this point I know won't happen if I play nice. I have to LIE LIE LIE if I want to make it to the end in this situation. And pray to god that these assholes don't make this shit personal.
Ok so we swapped into new tribes which I celebratin for a second before I realized that if we go to tribal it's gonna be a mess like big time. I won immunity last round with billy which sent the rest of the tribe to the war zone which is nice and all but those dummies decided that the best person to vote out from the other tribe is xtine????? It kinda pissed me off bc I knew she would've been a good ally for me. So they come back to the tribe and I talk to jp a little about the vote and how at this point in time I don't see the use of targeting him bc I kno we work well together. Immunity gets posted and billy makes a group with me Isaac sara and Ricky and they tell me to join the call bc they had some "important" stuff to talk about and I immediately think that they're gonna want to throw the challenge. So I join and surprise surprise ! They wanna throw it bc they think jp is as of rn the most vulnerable bc he doesn't have an idol or anything. Obviously I agree to this stupid plan but I kno for a fact that if jp leaves then this tribe is in trouble if we go to tribal next round bc I'm pretty sure me and Isaac are at the bottom of that alliance or w/e, like it's literally two duos and Ricky in the middle and I wouldn't put it passed him to get Isaac voted out bc he was deadset on voting him before and that would leave me without my duo and an open spot for him to become my right hand man. Honestly those two are gonna be the death of me this game :/. So I tell jp that they're planning on throwing it bc honestly he's a good asset to my game and I tell him to go off on this challenge to which he literally does the entire lesson thing like this bitch is literally fluent in Esperanto now! Anyway so we win immunity and I can tell the others are kinda annoyed but o well bc I ain't playin ur game no more :~)
Okay fuck I'm not here to talk about the bullshit of last round. All I'm saying, is Carson needs to cover his god damn ass that he voted Isaac, I'm mad Christine went over Gage but Christine was also proving to be a lost cause to work with so meh, and I'm super fucking pissed Tyler went because I really wanted him as a number. And I know Isaac is low-key targeting me so while I would have been personally upset he lost a game, I wouldn't have been mad if it benefited me and made the target on my back a bit smaller.
So anyway. My tribe is in the war zone. Myself and Carson, Ash and Gage, and then Allison separated from her duo and Shea all by his lonesome. I had to play major damage control with Shea because idk how much they trust me, and I need them to vote Gage. Allison wants Gage out bc she's on a revenge kick and I wanna use that to take him out. While I did wanna work closely with Ash and Gage as a duo, Gage has proven to be too sneaky PLUS I need Sara to not have him distracting her if I wanna work with her down the line PLUS PLUS he needs to be detached from both Ricky and Isaac separately. Isaac seems to think he has Gage in his back pocket which IDK ABOUT ALL DAT. And besides, Ricky showed he wouldn't vote out Gage last round. Also I'll get Jordan thinking he owes Carson and I, and it's always good to get favor with Allison. That duo may just end up being indebted to us. Now I just need to trust everyone votes Gage. If Allison and Shea flip, I will be pissed the fuck off. Carson has his pistol, and I have my idol. So if one of us goes, then fuck because I'd really not play something this round.
On side notes, I'm trying to get close to Shea separately. Also if Gage goes tonight and I'm still here, I'm going to need to play some major damage control with Ash. NNNNNNNNNNNNN I swear if this vote goes south I'm gonna cry.
I can't believe Jordan Pines won that entire fucking challenge by himself.....
I honestly am trying to stay in his good graces bc he's not a bad guy, and I'm not his biggest threat, and honestly I do like him, and I like working with him, I just have other loyalties to honor.
I'm really hoping that Gage makes merge, and that we can reconnect, but I know that if we get together, we're gonna be a big target. But I'll stand by him no matter what, and I know he'll do the same.
Confessional: I feel so bad about voting out Gage, but like, he targeted my duo and I'm in a place where I can take him out because I don't trust him to work with me anymore. I'm honestly just ready to be done with this game. It's like Hawaii 2.0 and I already went through it once. Hopefully Gage won't take it personally though because I love him so much and this is purely a game move.
I feel like every tribal is a constant struggle for people me to convince people to not go for "the easy vote".
Like every tribal someone is telling me "_____ Sees you as an easy vote." Today's tribal, Gage is gunning for me. I'm not surprised, Gage has shown himself to be a really messy player thus far.
Right now, playing dumb has and continues to be my best asset. Acting shocked at tribal when something happens, talking too much, that kinda stuff makes people just not see me as what I am. I'm smarter than what people perceive me as, and if I can keep getting people to stray from "the easy vote" than I could go on to win this season. It's all about just continuing to hone my social game and downplay it.
The great thing about my position is I don't have to gun for anyone, because while I sit here as the easy vote, people are going every which way to get out someone whose a threat to them. With Tyler gone, I'm not a threat to anyone, I'm the only one in the "easy vote, he'll vote with us he's got nobody" position, and I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
Jordan motherfucking Pines just carried out whole tribe when we planned to throw it? And it's because Karen told him? Ugly.
EP. 6 - “Tonight, the Underdogs Will Strike Back” - Tyler (PT. 2)
Ricky said he'll only vote shea out which is like...why would we vote out a potential number going forward. I've gone with the will of the tribe up until now because that's what you do early on, but a merge is coming sooner rather than later and we need to actually start thinking. We're going to start running out of "easy votes" and if we keep just voting out outsiders to this friend group it'll be literally just all of us left and that'll end much uglier than if there were people like Tyler and Shea still there. It's just frustrating and if I have to not vote with ricky, then I won't vote with ricky. All's fair in love and the warzone
THE WARZONE IS A TERRIBLE PLACE.
Me coming into this game: can't wait to get clocked
Me rn: watching everyone around me get clocked and not a single person saying my name even tho every single person is running to me
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This tribal is so confusing.
This is Hellwaii 2.0 huh. I can't put this mess into words right now! Like everyone's names are getting thrown out? I'm dead like I'm crying and I'm dead. Listen, a few rounds ago when Brian went I was like Andrew why don't we get rid of Christine and he was like "lol she's in my back pocket" and knowing Andrew wouldn't fucking listen to me I didn't push for her. THIS ROUND THE BINCH WENT AWF! She's gone Nuclear. Hell this whole tribe has gone Nuclear. Everyone is waiting to Explode. IM dead! Also Ricky and I seem to be together so that's nice. I've got a good relationship with a majority of that people so CHRISTINE CATCH ME OUTSIDE! I can't put my thots in order so I might as well just go tru!
FUCK YOU GAGE THATS WHAT I GOT TO SAY. You don't fuck with Jordan Pines and I thought I taught you that already. I showed you in izu don't fuck with me. I showed you in all stars don't fuck with me. And now I get to show you it again. Don't fuck with me. Tonight two things happen. Either I go home and this game gets a lil uglier. Or I am going to murder Gage. Isaac may or may not be a casualty but eh thems the breaks kid. Listen up and listen well gage. When you are reading this after you go home tongiht when confessionals go out let me give you some advice. Being a snake is good and all. But the thing about a snake is, they can slither around but at the end of the day they don't have a leg to stand on. Fuck you.
Wtf is happening
Jordan and Gage fought
Gage sent me something about Jordan and his dictatorship
Except I have the whole conversation from Jordan
So that doesn't make any sense
Apparently Tyler and Isaac want me out
Gage wants Christine gone
Shea wants Gage gone
Jordan wants Gage gone
Christine is hoping it's Gage and not her
I'm hoping it's anyone that isn't me
I'm just going to vote for Tyler and see what happens
this sucks, I want to quit, there's no point to this game when clearly personal relationships dictate everything and that's bullshit. Highkey I just want this to be over with. Monty give me my PoTS award.
There's a lot I feel guilty for
I feel guilty for Brian
And if Gage leaves tonight
I'll feel guilty for that too
If all this drama was for nothing and shea and Tyler end up going I'm gonna be a bit pressed. Ricky is like "I can't vote for Christine" like who the fuck are you gonna vote for next round. Jordan pines? That's fine but what happens when he goes. What are you going to do? Self vote?
Oh I have never been so excited for a tribal in my entire org life. Like??? Literally every name has been brought up. See, Gage wants Jordan to go, Ash wants Tyler to go, I want Isaac to go, Shea wants Ricky/Sara to go and Carson....well Carson's in the middle somewhere. But whose gonna get their way? Hopefully me because I have Shea and Carson on board. I have NEVER stood my ground on a vote like I have on this one. It's....almost empowering? Like I just want justice for Kait and Ricky can tell me Isaac's not the enemy all he wants but if someone doesn't talk to me and I hear they wanna target my duo and THEN ME? Like i'm sorry I'm not letting that stick around. Apparently Gage and Ash are sticking together and voting Tyler so if an Idol's played Jordan's safe which is good.
Ricky and Tyler have told me my names come up so why not have some fun while I'm at it, you know? It's confusing cause Ricky's trying to change the vote back to Shea but like....if I'm in trouble can you please just vote for Gage instead of causing more worries asdfghjkl.
But regardless It's pretty fun potentially having things go your way. Am I on a bit of a power trip? You bet! But I really don't care. Like if I learned anything from Mariana it's to trust my gut and take the risks I need and I could really care less if that's my downfall cause for once I can actually say I did something other than relying on my social game.
Ep. 6 - “Tonight, the Underdogs Will Strike Back” - Tyler (Pt. 1)
Whelp, there goes Brian. It makes me a little sad, but he self voted do I can't be too upset about it.
The tribes have swapped now and I'm back with Miss Sara. I think I'm in a good spot because I've thankfully gotten myself in a position where everyone on my tribe seemingly wants to work with me. So I just have to hope it stays that way. I'm making an alliance with Karen where it would be us, Isaac and Sara. But I also have Tyler. Then Jordan and I are trying to work together, but we'll see how that goes.
Then there's Ricky, I KNOW ricky has a huge target on his back, and I'm going to try to have his back for as long as I can but if the Warzone is still in play there's only so much I can do. Because he's got more people against him than he knows. I can only do so much without making myself a target.
ALSO. Jordan, Ricky and I are the only players to not have gone into the Warzone yet. So it's inevitable that one of us are going this round. Jordan? Comp beast, probably isn't going. Ricky? Somehow always escapes twists. Karen? Can be a comp beast, but is also unpredictable. Same with Sara. It'll just depend on how these comps go. I wanna avoid the Warzone as much as possible, I just wanna ensure my won safety so no "well Billy is a threat so let's get him out now" because I know DAMN WELL I'm thinking that about other people. Jordan is a HUGE THREAT and I want him gone as soon as possible, but I also would like you try working with him. Also Isaac? Time bomb. He's SO SMART it's scary. He knows how to manipulate and I'm not letting it get to me. He's gotta go soon too tbh.
The Warzone changes people... I've noticed. The players who have been there are the most paranoid. Isaac and Karen are hella paranoid, so they need to know I'm with them... for now. If I have ricky I have Karen, which is why of Ricky leaves, I can't be a part of it. I some how escaped the Kait catastrophe, I don't wanna be here when Mt. Saint Rickens erupts.
Well I've yet to watch tribal but it all werkedt out and Brian went home. Billy told me that he was like "all your friends are fake as fuck" yikes oops! Anyways I love this tribe and I hope we have tribal immunity now but the chance of that happening is very low. A gal can dream
So Jordan pines came to me and was saying he's really nervous about being on this tribe and I'm like well is that justified? Yes. I'm trying to reassure him that ricky is more of the one on the outs which isn't necessarily true but I'm not about to tell Jordan Pines that this tribe would be prepared to vote him out. He's gotten like every single clue, from rewards and the warzone, so I wouldn't be surprised if he's just trying to make me feel like he's nervous to distract from him having an idol. This is one of the very few times he has been openly nervous to me and I'm feeling v eyes emoji
Jordan Pines: [12:38pm]idk if I’m in a good spot on this tribe tbh
idk i have a bad feeling
[me] I mean I thought that on my old tribe and I got through, I honestly think you're fine
this tribe is 95% people in our friend group chat which is simultaneously the best and worst part of it
Jordan Pines: [2:02pm] idk whats up I’m getting a weird vibe
[me] tbh ricky is probably more on the outs here than you are but I understand your concern
Jordan Pines: [2:03pm] i hope so
Jordan Pines: [2:14pm] are we good to work together? like honestly i want to like have you thought about it at all
[me] Yeah for sure, with the nature of the warzone I feel like alliances haven't gotten to be cemented at least for me, and it'd be really nice to know you're solid with someone
Jordan Pines: [2:24pm] okay that makes me feel better
[me] Yay I'm glad ! It makes me feel better too
this is what i was talking about earlier like this is the most out of character game convo ive had with jordan pines. whether he's trying to throw me off or not im not working with him this game nope bye pas un chance adios. if the cold day in hell comes where he and i are both in the warzone, im going to make him feel as safe as possible while rallying up people i know for sure would vote with me to get him out, which includes billy, ricky, isaac, andrew, carson, christine, and probably gage if he's there without ash. am i looking too far into the future? yes! but at least im playing the game lmao!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
the fact that these lists are gonna be public I suddenly have to move to Iceland.
like this is what my list is so far
1. Billy
I literally just did 1 list and submitted it without thinking about it because /someone/ has to be on the bottom I can't spend a million years playing politics of "who would be the most pissed to be at the bottom"
Being hated by your tribe makes me kinda emotional. These were all people I felt close to in a way, and for literally all but the 2 people I felt least close to putting me at the very bottom of their lists, that's shocking to the nerves.
I'm at an incredibly rough and emotional point in my life. It sucks to feel like you're worthless, feel like you have nobody, and there's always a way for someone to validate that, even indirectly and without them knowing. How I feel in this game is kinda matching to how I feel in my life, Alone.
I hope both of those things can change.
Sara? Does not deserve to be in the Warzone.
Harold voice: so yeah, I guess you could say it's official. I'm officially the best. I haven't been to the Warzone yet and it's been 5 rounds. So that basically means I'm a god or something.
In reality, this is the opposite of what I wanted. I should be there and Sara should be safe. I wasn't going home in the Warzone, but the good news is EVERY OTHER THREAT is there right now. So if Jordan, or Ricky or Christine or anyone else leaves, I'm safe from the backlash that would come from them leaving. It sucks I can't talk to Sara, but I know she'll do the best thing.
#Beauties for life
MONTY
tbt to that time that is a castaway mutinied they'd get immunity till merge... ah better times
I'm going to scream and cry at the same time I got three first places and I'm still here. I am always fucking here. And this twist that we can only vote for other people on the other tribe I WANTED TO MAKE A BIG GAME MOVE FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE SO THAT PEOPLE WOULD MAYBE THINK IM NOT THAT SHIT AT SURVIVOR AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
I'm pretty sure Jordan Pines has the Saipan idol. So hopefully this round he either flushes it, or gets voted out with it.
What am i going to do about this vote nnnnnnn
First of all this is a horrible twist bc the vote is narrowed down so much. Like I was hoping there would be just a group of us voting together so i wouldn't be a target, but the other people from my tribe aren't immediate threats. I know that unless i prove my loyalty to these people, they're going to take me out.
My ideal plan right now is to target jordan pines, but if he has an idol i might have to do Isaac (?) I really don't want to have isaac as the back-up bc he finally came to me tonight for the first time since the kait vote, however I may not have a choice. Sara and Ricky have had my back since day one and Tyler is really close to Andrew. Technically, Isaac is the only one who's already wronged me so that would be my excuse to vote him out. I guess there was a silver lining to being blindsided.
I also want to do Isaac because i noticed he's getting close to Ricky, and I need him to stay with me. I'm just worried that history will repeat itself and they get together and accidentally release Boot List Extended Edition™. Ricky is steering me away from voting Isaac, which is weird considering Ricky told me they didnt talk until tonight. Ricky also told me Jordan definitely has an idol, which he does not have unless allison gave it to him. Andrew has jordan's tribe idol. He's telling me this probably because he wants me to "flush out the idol" which i will not be doing whatsoever bc he doesnt have the idol! I'm praying Andrew isn't right about Ricky playing me...
We swapped ! And I get to be w/ Gage which is a real blessing. If both of us can just survive tribal we'll be okay
