#swearing ..

[haredjarris]

we can make wham humour posts all we want but we will never beat george michael himself, back in the early eighties, writing shit like this

[haredjarris]

[haredjarris]

*logs into neopets, collects all my daily free shit, logs out of neopets*

[bpdstarlights]

it’s like it’s never enough. nothing is ever enough. every fucking second im still alive something shit has to happen. everything just always has to go to shit. it’s like the universe decided i wasn’t suicidal enough. like nothing should be enough for me to be happy, and i shouldn’t be enough for anyone else. it’s always just emptiness emptiness emptiness that i can’t fill with anything, not with happiness or with sadness or with anything.

fuck that “the universe wont give you things you cant handle” bullshit, the universe fucking hates me. im always trying to do my best for everyone else, even myself sometimes, but everything always has to go to shit. for no reason!

i don’t know anymore. i’m tired. i’m done. 

[bpdstarlights]

IM SOP ANGFRYR EVEYRTHING IS SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME AND IM ALWAYS SO TIRED JESUS CHRIST I CANNOT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!