[LIFT]: sender gently cups the receiver's face and lifts their chin so the receiver is looking up at them.
Calloused pads find comfort in the warm, reddened cheeks of a fellow general. A deep, relieved breath, eyes scanning over the rest of her calmly. "You're going to be alright. Just breathe. Just breathe." He offers in a hushed tone. "Don't look down, don't look at yourself, just focus, okay?" Despite the searing heat of pooled blood, there was only so much they could do as they waited for help.
"Hey, Sara, you said? Keep your eyes up here. Just look up at that, okay?" He coos, adjusting to keep her head propped up on folded calves. Letting one go to point onwards, the setting sun would be their blanket. Orange fading into pink, melting into each other and casting shadows all around. Stars began to dot the sky as the warmth slowly left them. "You're going to be okay, so just don't close your eyes, Kujou Sara." Finally, his head hands, looking over the girl. The hand remaining presses a little harder to her cheek, cradling her while the other brushes some matted hairs from a sticky forehead.
"You're stronger than you know. Just keep your eyes open..." His smile was so calm despite the subtlest quiver in his voices. In the distance, footsteps, voices calling out for any who needed their aid, yet he did not speak, too afraid that should he look away, she would slip from his grasp.
⁀➴ REASONS TO CUP A FACE. tw: character death
Allow her to share a secret: unsurprisingly, Sara liked to think she was alright with it.
If this was to be the price for peace—if it meant no more lives shall be lost, no more blood to dye the earth red—then Sara could accept such a hollow, empty end. So let her bleed into the dirt, her body broken, her breath shallow and torn. Let the weight of her limbs drag her down like lead. As long as it meant that she had served her purpose, then she would gladly die alone, with nothing but the silence and the fading drum of her own heart as company.
Allow her to share another secret: surprisingly, Sara couldn’t help the way tears immediately gathered in her eyes the moment she heard the general’s voice, his hold warm against her skin, his voice a much needed distraction for what was to come.
He tells her a wonderful lie.
That she will be alright. That she is going to be okay, and that she is much stronger than she thinks. Sara does not mean to think of him a liar, and oh how she wanted to believe him so, but the ground beneath her is already damp with her own blood, seeping into the earth like an offering. What’s more telling is how her pain has long become a distant thing now, muffled beneath the weight of exhaustion. And yet—
His touch feels so warm against her cheek, his voice soothing, the sky above them a beautiful shade of blue, purple, and pink.
Sara wishes to curse him for it. For making her hesitate. For making her want.
His lie had been wonderful, yes, but Sara wanted to believe she’d been prepared for the truth.
Allow her to share one last secret:
Maybe, just maybe, Sara’s not ready to leave after all. And Archons, she didn’t mean for that broken sob to wrench itself from her throat at the realization, didn’t mean for her tears to fall like this, such a mess and shameful against her cooling skin.
How bitterly amusing it is—that after her proud declarations, death should frighten her so. That a woman who, for as long as she could remember, wandered this world with nothing but her god’s will as company, should now cling so desperately for life. Were he here, her false father would have mocked her for showing such weakness, and Sara, in turn, would simply accept it.
The world is so, so quiet now. She sees Jing Yuan's lips move, but she hears nothing.
Not that it matters anymore, a small, tired smile curling from the corner of her lips as she searches for the general’s hand with her own.
One final secret, then:
In the end, Sara lets herself believe him.
That everything will be alright. That she’ll open her eyes again to find that she is whole and okay.
Just for a moment.
Just until the dark takes her.











